"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."

October 31, 2009

Graduation Part 1

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
"Friends Forever"

there is a lot of story to be storied by me. ade sweet memories, ade bad memories. whos know deep inside my heart what am i feeling kan? sweet memories tu banyak. but, yang terhighlight terang is my saddest memories. today i gonna post about the saddest part of my Graduation day first. so, the next day on the part 2, im gonna be oke. well, its so damn hurt. i thought afte qq, i'll not be hurt la, not as much as what i felt befo lah kan. but now, although he doesnt do anything which hurt me directly, but its still hurt and it cut me down. i know there is someone who gonna feel more sedey and gloomy bcause her beloved one sangat annoying tadi. im sorry, i cant do anything bcause my heart hurt too. 
some of my friends say ; dye bukan sape sape pun dalam hidup kau. sorry kawan, this statement is incorrect. its supposed to be ; kau bukan sape sape dalam hidup dye. well, bangkangan terhadap statement yang pertama ialah dye adalah sape sape dalam hidup luna. bangkangan kedua, bukan dye yang salah, luna yang terlampau bodoh. bangkangan ketiga, luna bukan Miss World na dapat dye.jadi luna tamungkin dapat jadi sape sape dalam hidup beliau kerna luna talayak. hmm. senyuman beliau seems to be so mahal fe me. awak, dun worry, lelame luna seda jugak diri luna. mungkin lambat lagi, sape tahu, tapi yang kali ni luna memang serious. bukan maen maen macam dlu. hmm. td satu meja, ntah lah, i be myself not FAKE. real luna. i know he gonna hate luna. sbb perangai luna buruk sangat. sorry, i cant be others although depan orang yang luna suke. tasuke tape, tapena harap awak suke pn.

fe sape sape yang bace blog nie mesti kesian kat luna kan. macam perigi cari timba, ta malu. cakap la ape na cakap, luna je yang tawu ape yang jadi sekarang. kawan kawan luna pn tatao what happen smpai it hurt me deeply. they dont know why i cant stop myself from looking at him and like him. no one ever know bout this. i have the answer, but i wont tell you. again, im not obsess with him. bukan macam orang tu. -.-' jangan risau kawan, sesuke mane pn luna kat dye, ta sampai macam orang tu lagi. i still can focus. i hope so. 
SPM betul betul na dekat. i need to be more focus. PLEASE luna, for now, stop doing those stuppid things and study oke. saye dengan seikhlas hatinya mahu berubah disaat saat akhir ini. just a few more day sayang. afte this, buat la banyak banyak those stupid things. *tabley buat lagi la afte spm nieh. chett. go luna go luna go luna. L to the U to the N to the A. LUNA! 

today notes ; hati, tolong repair diri awak cepat cepat sebab luna da talarat na tanggung sakitnye. 

whenisayilykyou, itsmeansforever.

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