Graduation Part 1

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be

"Friends Forever"

there is a lot of story to be storied by me. ade sweet memories, ade bad memories. whos know deep inside my heart what am i feeling kan? sweet memories tu banyak. but, yang terhighlight terang is my saddest memories. today i gonna post about the saddest part of my Graduation day first. so, the next day on the part 2, im gonna be oke. well, its so damn hurt. i thought afte qq, i'll not be hurt la, not as much as what i felt befo lah kan. but now, although he doesnt do anything which hurt me directly, but its still hurt and it cut me down. i know there is someone who gonna feel more sedey and gloomy bcause her beloved one sangat annoying tadi. im sorry, i cant do anything bcause my heart hurt too. 

some of my friends say ; dye bukan sape sape pun dalam hidup kau. sorry kawan, this statement is incorrect. its supposed to be ; kau bukan sape sape dalam hidup dye. well, bangkangan terhadap statement yang pertama ialah dye adalah sape sape dalam hidup luna. bangkangan kedua, bukan dye yang salah, luna yang terlampau bodoh. bangkangan ketiga, luna bukan Miss World na dapat dye.jadi luna tamungkin dapat jadi sape sape dalam hidup beliau kerna luna talayak. hmm. senyuman beliau seems to be so mahal fe me. awak, dun worry, lelame luna seda jugak diri luna. mungkin lambat lagi, sape tahu, tapi yang kali ni luna memang serious. bukan maen maen macam dlu. hmm. td satu meja, ntah lah, i be myself not FAKE. real luna. i know he gonna hate luna. sbb perangai luna buruk sangat. sorry, i cant be others although depan orang yang luna suke. tasuke tape, tapena harap awak suke pn.

fe sape sape yang bace blog nie mesti kesian kat luna kan. macam perigi cari timba, ta malu. cakap la ape na cakap, luna je yang tawu ape yang jadi sekarang. kawan kawan luna pn tatao what happen smpai it hurt me deeply. they dont know why i cant stop myself from looking at him and like him. no one ever know bout this. i have the answer, but i wont tell you. again, im not obsess with him. bukan macam orang tu. -.-' jangan risau kawan, sesuke mane pn luna kat dye, ta sampai macam orang tu lagi. i still can focus. i hope so. 

SPM betul betul na dekat. i need to be more focus. PLEASE luna, for now, stop doing those stuppid things and study oke. saye dengan seikhlas hatinya mahu berubah disaat saat akhir ini. just a few more day sayang. afte this, buat la banyak banyak those stupid things. *tabley buat lagi la afte spm nieh. chett. go luna go luna go luna. L to the U to the N to the A. LUNA! 

today notes ; hati, tolong repair diri awak cepat cepat sebab luna da talarat na tanggung sakitnye. 

whenisayilykyou, itsmeansforever.

lunasayang.

finally.

i find my SHOES! 

so hello Graduation Day. 

:D

memang malu habis, saya tidak mahu memalukan diri saya lagi. 

smapi ketemu besok, nanti akan diceritakan lagi. banyak sangat.

sekian.

today notes ; saya malu kat awak. grr. 

shebetteroff,

lunasayang.

ouch. pimples!

* derita merindu by ahli fiqir.

i dunno am i goin to Graduation Day or not. im so confused. dun have the decision yet. well, padahal Pn Rosnee nak SELASE, and i've said im not goin. konon, final decision but she say i can change it. ttbe today i felt lyk i wanna go. i na snap a lotsaa picture wif my lovely friends. Afitah Abdullah, da lame tade gamba dengan anda. hmm, dunno lahh. mybe im goin to chage my decision and i hope its not too late. but, im not sure yet. sebab my real problem is to find SHOES. my feet is so big and longg. JARANG jumpe kasut which muat and selese gyle. its kindda pelik and ppl always doesnt believe when i said, there is not size fe my feet. selame nie luna pakai flip flop evryday wateva i want to go. pedulikk. hahaha. my feet size around 10/11, fe gurls shoes. and 8/9 fe men shoes. well, tasuruh percaye pn, tapi tu la realiti. my school shoes sized 41, but its too tight. 41 means 8 1/2 kot. so, i do wear 42/43. memang gabak la my kaki. pena i tried to find it kan, hampir 20 kedai jalan, termasuk SOGO which memang banyak gyle kasut kan. semua ta muat. MALU je. hee. ble na cari kasut kan, mesti cmnie, " kak, na size yang paling besa ek". sedeyy gyle. hahahaha. tade la, i hve shoes, tp not so selese, i cant wear it fe the whole day lah. tengok lah. goin to alamanda searching fe new shoes kalau sempat and if the only if luna bertukar fikiran. heee.

ohh yeh? today, kenape ek awak asyik ade je? luna na pegi rehat awak ade, luna abis rehat awak ade, luna pegi toilet ade awak, luna na blek ade awak. da la awak pandang, malu je. terserlah perangai budak budak luna. awak pandang pelik je dari atas. luna da jadi real luna depan awak. luna kan da mngaku kalah. tu yang bley jadi real luna. hahahaha.luna harap awak tadenga ape yang luna cakap tadi. awak takan dga. hmm. tape la,  hati luna kuat lagi. (:

today notes ; when i saw ur smile, its cut me deeply. i hate love Biology. 

whenmyhopecrashesdown,

lunasayang.

semboyan.

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. 

The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends.  
Gwyneth Paltrow
  

today saya mengistytiharkan ; bendera putih diangkat tanda mengalah. its not easy to let you go, but what else i can say now. bendera sudah berkibar. can i be one of your friend? hmm. SPM just around the corner and i need to be more rajen please. sejarah and biology. grrr.

today notes ; no more Mr. A. no im not cry-ing. dun worry girls. im not anyone to him lah. lagipun, im strong just lyk all of you. why should i cry fe kan? (: 

whentherewasmeandyou,

lunasayang

full-wif-shit.

Maisarah Uyub.

Kakak Busuk dan Kejam kepada Luna Hongek.

sumpa luna rindu kau wahai kakak ku yang paling busuk dan kejam. luna tatao npe so sudden rindu kat kau gyle gyle. serious, since malam tadi i wanna text u, but ape kan daye, cred not so cukup fe me to text u. lag pn im not so biase cakap ttbe yang i miss you lyk hell kan. na start text pn no words. laen la ngn abang, i can shout to evryone evryday kot yang i sayang kat dye. rindu dye. smpai abang cakap luna bodoh. sedey betolla. orang meluah kan kene sedebik. kuang kuang kuang. berbalek kpde cite my 5th sis nie. its has been more than 1month tanamapk dye. fyi, shes in UUM, Sintok, Kedah. which is soooo jauhhhh fe us to visit her. plus evryone was so damn busy here. acc la kan, kakak and i not so rapat since she start dye msk highschool nieh. penah bermusuh ketat dengan dye. which evryday na gado, but makin kami besa. makin kami rapat. well, we're not so rapat lyk others wif their sista la kan. bcause i prefer my abang compare than my kakak more ble part part kehidupan peribadi termasuk part part secreto de amore. tapi best having a sister lyk her. dye mcm gegyle sket and banyak sangat cakap. -,- korang pn talarat na denga. tp pe yang bagus nye dye, eventho dlu ktrg mcm ayam ngn itik (ape pnye ayat la) but now, mcm da totally diff gyle. dye slu support luna, means in wateva i do, dye bukan la +ve lyk my abang, fe exmple, dye tade la xpx luna dpt tggi but dye ckp still ade jalan wlw kte dapat renda. hmm. pelikkan, people change. hmm, wateva u do there, just remember how much we all here love u. jangan hampe kan kami yeh? i love you a lott.

dga cte my sis kne bully ngn her stupidest roommate. i felt sorry to my kakak. ;( kesian dye, there is none of us there to be beside her when she need us. sorry. :| dun worry, if u need someone to be beside you just text or call me or anyone of our fam members lah. we gonna support u wlaw dari jauh. dun be sad ek. t blek adek jumpe si Elle tu, adek dush dush dye lelaju k. shes not BAIK and NEVER be baek i guess. sebab mulut mcm ayam berak taik hijau punye mulut. well, kebenaran sentiase berpihak kat pihak yang benar. so let her stupid smelly mouth na cakap ape pn. 

To my sista roommate, 

go to hell la, my middle finger especially fe you. dun feel u're too hot. u such a BULLSHIT and RUBBISH. hahaha. *evil laugh. eventho our sibs ta seHOT yours, at least we're not FAKE like YOU. make-up na tebal je, baju KONON berjename, egt ktorg ta mampu ke beli? kau setakat keluar masuk Padini Levis Roxy and etc je wat pe weyy, bikin malu besar jekk. lagi satu,  setakat kasut CROCS pn keco, bley blah la weyy. setakat 100 tu apelah sangat. lagipun bukan gune kekayaan kau. gune duet pakwe kau. bapak segan, na beli crocs pn gune duet pakwe ke weyy? malu la sket doe. bia ktorg ta berduet, tp ktorg ta mengemis kot kat pakwe. hahahaha. malu sebijik da kene. and lagi satu, please lah, if u're not good in english tapaya blagak bley? luna memang tapandai english, tapi luna dengan senang hatinya mengaku, if ade salah silap tolong betullkan, bukan macam kau yang selalu je rase diri kau betul sangat. ko egt ramai ke nak back up kau? tolong la, kawan seciput. da tu BUKAN TRUE FRIENDS plak uh. KESIAN ohh. hahahaha. ktrg bawak bala tentere ktorg yg tasberape nie pn tercirit kau lari. booo. busuk gyle doe. tolong la jangan belagak. tolong lahh malu sket kat budak umur 17 tahun nie weyy. kau da 22 tahun, sedar tak? 22 ohh, da layak mengundi pn. perangai na maen mcm budak sekolah rendah. membuat salah gune kemudahan internet. nak aku laporkan kau? kau da sebarkan fitnah kat kakak aku. dari ape yang aku bace, tu merupakan salah satu jenayah internet. well, jenayah jugak. t aku inform pihak UUM bia kua dlm web dye terang tang tang. malu siodd. hahahaha. kakak! adek da balas dendam, dye tulis pasal kakak kat blog dye kan? so now, dye plak kene. padan! well, thats what adek can help you. bab bab pembalasan laen suda dirancang oleh kami skeluarge. memek dun worry ek. gonna kick her ass. bahahahaha.

Mr. A ; well, mungkin saye harus mengalah kot? 

Today notes ; panjang entry luna kali ini. menggunakan bahasa ibunda saya dengan banyaknya. ohh, demi kakak yang tercinte. (:

duncrybabyduncry,

lunasayang.

when there was me and you.

* kenape dan mengape?

ohh, hello and hye to ppl. today f5's parents went to school and took their child trial result. its not so oke condition. my mouth mcm da kne stapler jek. very the boring kot. pluss takot gyle. i wish my mother will take my result and yes my mum did! no ayah around. hahahah. hooyehh. heee. confession ; i takot gyle ngn my ayah. so, evrytime when i got bad result i always wish that my mum gonna take it. or both because i think at least my mum ade na tenang kan my dad. fe this 4years school-ing at highschool, my dad used to take my result because in past 4 years, my result not this bad kan. xcpt fe lat year je lah. which trully deeply bad. ta tunjuk pn kat ayah. diam diam. tp last nye tasampai hati tipu, then pegi bagitau lah, yes kne mara. but okey lah. tade la tajam sangat sangat ayat dye at that tyme. hee. so tadi my mum cakap cakap ngn Puan Rosnee agak lame, not lyk befo lah. well, ayat biase. "Siti Zulaiha ni cegu, PEMALAS. mse banyak dkt depan tv, bace due tige minit je." kata ibu saya. "makcik amek card astro tu buat beberape hari ini sebelum SPM nie." kate Puan Rosnee kesayangan saye. so now, ibu saya akan mengambil card astro. waaa. pilu gyle, cne sehati berdansa? kau dan aku? hahahaha. nseb bek tv je. if my mum want to cut down this strmyx, broadband. ta hidup saya. naseb baek lah. Alhamdulillah.tp antare ayat yang luna senyum lebar je dengar dari mulut cegu.  "Zulaiha ini baek, dlm kelas suke bertanye, mase Fizik lagi lagi. mungkin dye minat kan. rajin sikit Zulaiha, ekot jejak abang kakak." luna tatao but that words buat luna senyum, padahal befo tu, bergenang je airmate sbb kne berdas das dr mak kan. hmm. balek tapaya cakap la, my dad ofcz la mara, but tade la sangat. Alhamdulillah. bersyukur gyle gyle. balek balek buat soalan add math, sebab takot radio mak ngn ayah on. tottt. td tusyen addmath jugak, and now, my head seems lyk STUCK. migraine comin again and again, maybe i dun get enough sleep fe this whole week kot. insomnia come again. hmm. 

Mr. A ; i love your eyes. yes i do love your eyes. hmm. td talame pn nampak awak. awak tade la menganggu kehidupan luna because im not obses which cant stop thinking of you. stiil not over the limit lah. i crush biase biase je kat awak.

today notes ; Luna, there is 27days left. please be rajen k. ttbe teringat kat mr. A. hahaha. 

evrthngseemstobesofinebtweenus,

lunasayang @ mrs. A

there you are.

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.

 SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM. 

im so damn malas now. grrr. today we have gerak gempur Mathematics, which so fucking bored. not too much things happen. so, i be more focus evntho i malas gle. na berangan berangan jek. at least i finished my works oke. hmm.. saye da tak lagi menatap dye. start to be more focus sebab takot dye tawu. hehhh. well, oke lah kan. dye agak memberi kesan yang baek jugak dlm hidup luna. wawawa. now macam na say bye bye to Mr. A and hello hello to SPM. but TANAKKK. tp i start to say that words in my heart dah. bukan foeva kot. just befo SPM nie je. tengok la kontrak sambung tak lagi afte SPM. mcm sambung dan terikat je sampai ble ble. agak nye lah, if i still nt falling in love wif another guy kan. hahaha. tape lah klw suke sorg sorg pn. welk!  hahaha. harapan sekarang hanye lah, saye ; Siti Zulaiha Uyub menjadi seorang yang RAJIN di saat saat akhir ini. (':

Mr. A ; awak senyum, gigi full nampak. awak buat bibir angie, comel. luna ta sengaje terikot awak pegi library, betull sumpa tade niat na mengusha. betul betul kebetulan yang ta disengajekan. and luna tengok je awak. awak pegang buku pukul grill library sebab tutup then awak gelak. kelakar lah. hahaha. :D

gyle pemuja rahsia plus saiko aku nieh. =.=

btw, nisha mail lagu nieh. dye gelak terbahak bahak dengar lagu nieh. luna pelik sebab lagu nieh ta klaka pn. rupenye dye terkenang luna gyle kt Mr. A. kelaka sangat ke luna minat Mr. A tu? lagu nieh agak jiwang lah, but fe me ohhkey lah. try dga dan paham. betull ek lagu nieh macam luna ngn Mr. A?

Pemuja Dari Jauh by Ruffedge

Senyumanmu jelinganmu membuai khayalan
Kau dan aku hidup di kayangan

Sejak kita bersua
Dapat kurasa sesuatu istimewa
Tapi kusedar
Siapalah aku
Si pemuja dari jauh

Meskipun berdekatan
Dunia kita berasingan
Sejengkal bagaikan sebatu
Siapalah aku
Si pemuja dari jauh

Senyumanmu jelinganmu membuai khayalan
(Membuai khayalan)
Kau dan aku hidup di kayangan

Kuingin mendekati dengan lebih dekat lagi
Tapi tak mungkin oh tak mungkin

Siapalah aku
Si pemuja dari jauh

Today Notes ; ohh, banyak yang harus saya pelajari. and library, tolong lah bukak besok, i need that book. Pn. Meriam, please bukak besok ek. 

imnotsodesperate,

lunasayang.

Aqeela Batrisya.

* pandang atas, lihat bulan dan sahabat baek nya bintang.
hati terusik sedikit. tiada sebab dan musabab.

today, last day aqeela is here. so sad kot. pagi pagi mcm suram je. bukan pagi tadi je, since papa dye datang yesterday evening. last night is one of aqeela's most enjoying night kot. her atok and nenek which is my parents took her to ayah's friends. she wearing baju kurung. she so xcted, lari sne sini na tunjuk her baju kurung. mulut dye ta benti benti membebel which no one ever understand. then ble balek non-stop na cte wat happen there but no one cud understand kan, tp terpakse la dengar. well, budak budak. layan je lah. hee, today dye merengek rengek je. paham kot dye da na blek? keep on nanges ade je takene. hmm. now, shes not here anymore till December maybe. waahh, lame nye. acc luna tade la sayang gle gle kt budak budak. but almost a month Aqeela here wif me. balek balek skola je i've to take her pegi bawah jalan jalan, tengok pissh (fish) , tengok oo-ok (ayam). whole evening dye na ngan luna jek. berkepit je. mane na pegi mesti ekot. well, mawu tak luna sayang dye gyle? kne tido kan dye. and pena once kan, mse na tido kan dye, dye keep on play ba-chak but im fucking damn tired. malas layan. dye try na men ba-chak, tp luna ttdo mse dye belum tdo pn lagi. dye try kejutkan luna mama dye cakap. tp luna tido mati, lastnye dye tdo sendiri. mse tu, sumpa rse bersalah ble dengar. then ble dye bangun je. i took her pegi bawah men men. fe the whole evening. even luna penat gyle haritu. hmm, aqeela dpt blaja new things and words kat sini. dye da pandai meratib. did u know what is meratib? alaa. mcm nanyi nanyi na tidur kan budak? lullaby? mcm tu la. klaka sangat. tengok buai terus meratib ekot nenek dye. befo nie she doesnt now how to say nenek and atok, skrg da pandai. pandai sangat kot. panggil atok ngan nenek ade la sepuluh kali sejam. na lancarkan kot. heee. dye ske men ngek ngek bong. tatao ek? prmainan klasik kot. well, she enjoy it wif her atok. atok men hide and seek lah. macam macam. penat kot na layan dye. macam macam la dye pandai. smue sayang dye sebab dye banyak sangat mulut. antare pkataan yang dye slu je sebut..

bujek - pusat
babak - panas
batbat- ubat
acil - aqil ( her lil brother)
acik -nasi
tutu- susu
titak - cicak
oo-ok - ayam
pissh - fish

now tengok je pintu tengah, hati sedey je. mase dye ade, we used to keep on kunci bukak kunci bukak, avoid her frm playing at tangge, now, my mum open the pintu seluas luas nya. tengok rase na nanges je. mcm da terbiase na tutup, tp na avoid spe plak en. my phone pn ta menjadi rebutan luna ngan dye lagi. tengok syiling, nmpak cicak. tade da orang jerit titak titak. hmm.. sunyi gyle rumah nieh. waa. na nanges.

Aqeela Batrisya, i gonna miss you so much. Muhammad Aqil too. ta lupe gak, fe yang kat Sabah, Ezzatul Aisya, Muhammad Nazhif Syahmi, Hasya Humaira, Muhammad Naim Zuhair. gonna miss you all lahh..

Mr. A ; Lame ek ta nampak awak. Tape, sabar tu separuh dari iman.

Today notes ; Aqeela jadi dak bek ek dok ngan mama ngan papa ngn adek acil. hati kate nak, tapi otak kate tanak dan tak bley.

aqeela'sfacesevrywhere,
lunasayang.

lirikan matamu.

* i cant stop myself from looking at you.
dunno why. cant find the answer.

hee. i felt lyk i wanna eat all the books. especially BIOLOGY. i dunno why i cant get it. its NOT and NEVER be easy kot. wat am i gonna write on the day. seems lyk they in then out just lyk that. GODD. i hate when i get into this. i want to have a very brilliant brain now. sedey kan jadi orang yg not so pandai nieh. hee. nseb la i start to be rajen again but fe chemistry and physic je lahh. and add math. btw guys, i dapat number 6 again kot. but maybe akan ditukar kot. its not okey. sbb i dapat 4a jekk. but mse mid year tu i dpt 1a jek so agak dapat peningkatan lah. hee. kre okayy lah. jab jab jab, td i made a surprise fe qeela even not so menjadi and and and memalukan luna and fara too. but bia lah, everything fe qeela kan. and tadi de seminar physics, sesuatu menganggu namun thanks fe gangu-ing me, sbb i jd more cncentrate, tade na toleh kiri lg. (:

mr A ; awak gosok mate, gosok hidung and menguap. then senyum swet. did u know yg i pandang awak td spnjg chemist kot? befo we start our physics, luna nanyi, then awak pandang, agak nye awak dengar tak? mesti tak. jao gle kot. tp seriously, lagu yang luna nanyi tadi luna memang tujukan fe awak. tapaya tawu la lagu pe. tawu tawu je awak. awak, awak da tawu kan pasal itu kertas? i jadi malu kt awak. ntah, sorry fe all the stupid things that i've done. and td mse u amek wuduk the way u amek pn nmpk comel. ikhlas in wateva u do. awak, keep on smiling yeh sbb kdg kdg ur smile help me get out frm my problemos. and sorry again if awak rase luna nie pelik and saiko. dun worry, i wont be lyk that. (:

today notes ; i penat. kaki cramp and its hurt so much. i laugh aloud ble i egt tym awak lari td. comel. (:

itsnoteasyfeme,
lunasayang.

Cant Turn Back.

* officially off-ing my ms and fb.

hye hello hey evryone. ms and fb, bye bye. just update blog je kot. and ofcz bukan pasal Mr. A je. eventhough i felt lyk i wanna talk about him evryday, evrysec in my life. *merepek. okay. hmm, wat else i cnt wrte here? dun have an idea. my lyf is not so okeyh now, but its always be to me nice. i want to watch PAPADOM. but dun have temann. ;/

today notes : i need money to get that book. i love that look so muchh. :(

icanttellyouthetruth,
lunasayang.

will you?

Seek and you will find.

i do hope yang u neva find me. i dun need it now, what i need now is.. i dunno. nothingg kott. if you know on the last day of SPM pn bagus tp if u tatao langsung pn tape lah kot.. haihh. now im scare if you know me, if you know, then i cant look at you anymore. im just ordinary FAT girl who crush on you. not because you're so handsome, but because of ur attitude. i lyk you 99.8% because of ur attitude not because of ur face. because fe me, 1 guy which not so handsome will be handsome when they have a tiptop attitude. seriously, but tu kat my eyes la. u are very pendiam, pemalu and kemas. but i guess u're not sum1 lyk that when you ta berhadapan dgn org tu means mcm dlm phone or onlne lah kot kan. tatao la, tapena berpeluang na kenal u pn. hmm, lg pe? 0.01% is because ur sweet smile yang i want to see every morning. wlw pe pn jadi. u akan senyum sket to smue orang. the way u smile. soooo.. aww. (: hahaha. bongok.0.01% lagi because of ur eyes, idk why i love to see it. not so bulat, not so sepet. just nice. o.o hehehe.

im so not gatal keyh. sket jek. well, normal la minat orang.
tp tade la too obsess ohh. but org ckp hampirr. hahhaha. :P

btw, i off my ms till my SPM kot. mybe will be dlete it kot. hmm, dunno yet.

today notes ; everyday Mr. A je kan? well, crush la katekan. blink blink.

whenilookintoureyes,
lunasayang.

cupidlove.

Keputusan Percubaan SPM 2009.
Nama : Siti Zulaiha Uyub
Kelas : 5 Aman

Bahasa Melayu : 71
Bahasa Inggeris : 62
Mathematics: 88
Sejarah : 80
Agama Islam : 83
Biology : 41
Physics : 60
Chemistry : 61
Additional Mathematics : 67
English fe Science and Technology : 68

3A1, 1A2, 2B3, 3B4, 1E8.

i try my best to achieve my goal and i've missed Sime Darby scholarship.
because i dun think im qualified to fill the borang pn.
AT LEAST 8As in trial. see wat i get. half of it.
now, keep on praying to get other scholarship after SPM.
Insya-Allah kan. last hope is JPA after SPM.
8As paling kurang. heee.

today notes ; Mr A lagi. winky winky. Mrs A. :P

wifthelotofsmile,
lunasayang. @ Mrs A.
:D

Mr. A?

You really know you love someone when all you want is
for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it.

wtf?! Mr. A da tawu evrything? takan la evrything kan? hmm, i wish he nt know orang tu ialah luna. dun want it. lg pn takan la dye tawu, bek dye teke org laen yg lbey hot. now, na usha pn susa cz seems lyk de yg perhati plak. hisyh. maaa. tamao la. i want to see his smile evryday and if i can see his smile every minute in my lyf i'll be so happy and bersyukur gyle. waaa. but i know it is possible. takan mungkin la kan. and now kat skola pn dye ta pandang. lg la kat lua. luna luna luna. kau betul betul kan gyle kat dye. hmm. ye keh? nta la. i ta pena harap yang dye akan suke luna or wat la kan. pe yg luna nak? i want to be his friend even fe 1 day only. hmm. mcm ta mungkin jek i know. spe la i kan? hahaha. on the last day of SPM kan. 9 dec 2009 i'll upload his picture. (:

today notes ; Mr. A, i wish u dun hve any clue. You don't know what you mean to me, you don't have a clue, you can't tell by looking at me what I feel for you.

i love the way you smile,
lunasayang

Just So You Know.

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away.

ohhkey, im so obsess to him now, i know a lot of things about him. i love to see every single thing he do. everything he do, will makes me smile and smile fe the whole day. its so enjoy when u love someone who does'nt know about it at all. waa. pemuja rahsia. bcause when u tried to usha him, if he doest'nt know then he nt gonna perasan la. so lg senang na usha. hahahaha. si mr. A, adalah orang yang saya tengah obses. mr. A, i never talk to him, opps. once la, but just a few words. and its the first or last time kot. i tawu sape i, so i never brani na wat first move. lgpn im not so terbuka about it. hahhaa. if today is my last day la kan. antara bende yang i want to do so much is, propose him. hahahha. bangang bin bongek. kne reject pn tape, bcause at least i hve the keberanian to say it to him even it is too late at that time. i like the way mr. A is. mr. A kindda alim but okey, he is quite and he have the sweetest smile. thats why i lyk him. winky winky. (:

Mr. A, luna suke kauu!
hahahaha.


today notes ; Trial suck and hujung minggu yang menyesakkan dada.

mr. A will you be my boyfie,
lunasayang bangang.
:D