Quotes.

"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."

December 29, 2009

iwantnobodynobodybutYOU.


saket tak hati apabila kawan baik kite tak egt bday kte? and mcm tapena sedar pn bday kte da lame lepas? 


today notes; no heart beating, no soul, no mood. saya rasa sangat nothing when i think about YOU. 


idontknowyouanymore,
lunasayang.

December 23, 2009

mantan Pacar. :P



hye hello koniciwa . =.="


ohh. amat rindukan ini bloggyy. first of all. dunno what to say. ayammm..


a short list of my AZAM.


18 December 2009


Growing up and jadi big girl. big girl dont cry kan?
Kuruskan badan bley? -,-
Fill my accessories box with PURPLE and PINK accessories?  can i?
Study Add Math againn. tanak buat bley? -______-'
Try to love binatang kot. >:)


1 Muharram 1431


Menjadi insan yang baek.
Melemah lembut kan diri sikit?
Dekatkan diri dengan ALLAH.
Tinggal kan stipidous things.
more closer with my FAMILY. ilovethem! <3



1 Januari 2010


Get new cloth. LOL
have some fun with my GirlFriend. if the only if they still know me.
SUPERB result. GOSHH. Pleasee.
Offer fe scholarship from many places. JPA please? (':
i want UM please? if i got it. (:
License kott. na blaja ngn Basyar? takot FAILEDD!  -.-'
meet some new great friends. in the other world.  (:
still in contact with my girlfriends.


and and and ofcz i want QI RAZALI. :D


thanks Aja fe the present. pink accessories. na beli new accessories but dont have money. keje bley? secret recipe? can i? *gedikk. and thanks to QQ, Zack, Nisha, Sara, Iera too fe the present. sangat sangat menghargai ny.



today notes ; i want GoldFish. can anyone give it to me? a couple of Goldfish. pleasee. T____T


ohhGoldFish,
lunasayang.



December 18, 2009

Officially SEVENTEEN.



thanks fe those yang wish.
a long long night. wif qq. thanks fe always there. (:
this year punye wish tak tercapai kot. *blum 0000.
every year luna akan buat wish. ONLY ONE.
penat luna memerah otak membuat keputusan which wish that i want the most.
on my SEVENTEEN bday, i made a crazy wish. 
wish that i know, i wont get. :D



17th Birthday Wish.
bday wishes from Qi Razali! (;


pelik je kan? hahaha, but i really want it. mulemule lg pelik, luna na dga sore dye wish kat luna. mmg takan dapat lah. so, luna tuka sket. jd lbey logik. hehehe. ohh, Qi. sumpa luna suke gyle dye. sweet eyes and sweet smile. wohh. Qi, ILOVEYOU! *mcm dye bace je.






today notes ; off-ing - Kedah and Perlis fe 2days. 


iwontdstrbyouagainandagain,
lunasayang.

December 17, 2009

i dont believe you.



a few more hours, cant waitt. lets make a wishh.





*syhhh. wishingg.





oke, done! 




today notes ; banyak menyepi dari rakan rakan. bukan benci. tapi inginkan ruang bersendirian. terima kasih kerana memahami. saya sudah tidak memerlukan ruang itu lagi. saya sudah pulih dari kegawatan jiwa. i love you guys! <3




icantSTOPthinkingofYOU,
lunasayang.

December 15, 2009

semalam malam punya cerita. (:


Mr A

Fakta 1 - memiliki phone yang canggih
Fakta 2 - menghafal surah Yassin dan As Sajadah. *mybe.
Fakta 3 - agak hafal lagu Final Countdown. * kot
Fakta 4 - membawa motor nouvo ke sekolah. B** 5397.
Fakta 5 - selalu menghantar F dan A pulang. *bazir minyak je.
Fakta 6 - berkawan baik dengan C.
Fakta 7 - pemalu dan pemalu dan sangat pemalu.
Fakta 8 - pendiam dan pendiam dan sangat pendiam.
Fakta 9 - rambut yang sentiasa kemas pendek dan lurus.
Fakta 10 -jarang bercakap dengan budak perempuan. *setakat yg luna nmpk.
Fakta 11 - membawa beg Body Pac yang berusia 2tahun. yang berwarna biru ok. :D
Fakta 12 - jarang membuka songkok disekolah.
Fakta 13 - seorang pengawas yang berdedikasi. * yeh?
Fakta 14 - selalu lewat ke sekolah. *dedikasi la sangat.
Fakta 15 - seorang yang sangat cool. tenang je.
Fakta 16 - best part bila membaca doa ; wahhhabbb. (:
Fakta 17 - murah dengan senyuman kott.
Fakta 18 - allergic dengan telurr. no cake please! :P
Fakta 19 - berkulit hitam manis.
Fakta 20 - anak kepada doctor dan lecturer.
Fakta 21 - baik tapi boleh jadi gile gile.
Fakta 22 - setiap kali perjumpaan ibubapa, ayahda beliau pasti orang yang pertama. (:
Fakta 23 - memiliki satu name yang sangat pendek. * nama ayah ny lagi panjang.

Fakta 24 - ohh. kasut bersaiz 7. * smaller than minee.
Fakta 25 - memiliki secret admirer yang saiko. *bukan secret lagi. hahaha.

today notes ; comel je.

iftherewasyou,
lunasayang.

December 13, 2009

ImissYOU!


ignore my previous post, saje nak bagi kesedaran je.

abang abang ipar baru seems lyk sedang belajar menerime keadaan rumah kami yang keco.hahahah. (:

a few minutes ago, maen fb dengan sorang minah nieh. minah yang sangat baek. luna ske kawan dengan beliau. namenye, Mrs I (bukan nme sbenar). ttbe sesi meluahkan perasaan. well. its so damn great tyme ahh. hahaha. best je. and tasangke, ktorg share name first love. hahaha. best! cum comel je dorg. hahaha, t ktorg na g tumbuk lelaju mamat mamat yang kejam tu. kan kan Mrs I? tape, luna doa doa mamat tu sedar yang awak tu the best girl, yang baek and ofcz setia. (: semoge berjodoh la awak dengan beliau okaii, hahaha. ttbe tegt qq. just a few more days lg na genap 2years kan qq? bru pegi kejab luna da rindu rindu awak. duduk elokelok ek kat sane. jan lupe cari pengganti. :P

today notes ; saje biarkan phone menyanyi seorang diri. tidak mahu melayan msg. fb lagi best. malas la layan mereka mereka itu. hati masih sakit. jangan dilayan.

canibesomeonespecialinyourheart,mydear?
lunasayang.

December 12, 2009

12.12.2009 // 12 December 2009


my 3rd and 4th sis wedd. <3


hey, hello, hyee. (:


ohh, im fucking damn tiredd. jab jab jab, acc post nieh khas buat "my relatives". na buat karangan sket pasal mereka mereka ini.


My So BIG Family.


did i have it? hmm, let me think firstt. humm. TAKDE kott. when i was a young girl, i always dream to have a very close cousin. and it never come to reality. hahaha. i dun have it, till the end of the day maybe, bcause setakat nie pun, i dun have one. sometime i felt lyk, we dun have anyone to rely on. we dont have strong relationship among each other. kadang kadang, people always mcm pelik when our family buat kenduri kenduri kan. theres no other people there to help us, especially my big big family. should i call as family? goshh. please lah. sangatlah annoying bile they gve excuses yang macam haram ahh. they say, we all girls. na tolong ape lagi? statement tu sangat lah annoying dan haram je. takan la ktorg larat na buat evrything alone? tolong lah fikir sket, we dun need ur BIG help. kadang kadang small things pn ktorg hargai sangat sebab tade orang na tolong ktorg. yang mereka mereka ini, datang makan gossip balik. tu je. yang perempuan belambak sangat nie la buat segale kerje. angkat meje, angkat lauk, susun pinggan, angkat carpet. sapu laman sapu carpet, sapu lantai, cuci segale cuci. tade orang pun kesa. Alhamdulillah we all not so girly, and eww. we can do it alone. without thier help dengan jaye nye. kadang kadang i wondering why this happen, it is because we dun do it in the others? i admit im not someone who are rajen to help someone especially bab bab memasak. macam mane luna na lend my hand if satu haram pun luna tatao na buat, cne na tolong? ntah lah. mybe memang salah luna kot. hee, ntah lah. macam tadi, my so BIG family datang with the others. bukan awal. seorang manusie pun tade kat uma luna. macam bkan na buat wedd pun. memang la katering, but sometime tunjuk muke pun da Alhamdulillah. u didnt do it at all. it is my family is too sombong? are we? when i think about this kemusnahan kan, i cried. memang bodoh nanges pasal nieh. but, if one day evrythings its not same as today? mcm mane if evrythings semua berantakan hancur. bergaduh sini sane, bermusuh sini sane, mengumpat sini sane, menfitnah sini sane? i dun know who am i gonna rely on if this happen. i always pray, this things never ever happen. if ade orang yang one day akan cetuskan. tolong lah bertaubat. tak tengok ke macam mane orang suffer bcause of world war 2. ape punce nye? tak bersatu. hisyh. luna pelik, tapi i know, they all doesnt feel lyk me. they never ever care. for them, we are nothing, mybe bcause we have nothing? ntah lah. pelik lah manusie nieh. tadi sape je tolong ktorg. well, let me make a list. i mean SHORT list.

a) Pak Su' Family.
b) Mahadir's Family.
c) Abang Udin.
d) Pakcik Zamri.

can you believe it? okai, let me tell you. my father's punye adek beradek = 7, my mother's = 4. okaiii. fine. susa la nak cakap, but fyi, my dad's family is so BIG. seriously ramai. but yang tolong nye? i cant see anyone yang sukerele lend their hand. im so tired. please lah, can i have the wish that i always wish when i was a little girl? its not and never be too late.

today notes ; ade ubi ade batas, ade hari saye balas. >:)

iwishiknowyoubetter,
lunasayang

December 10, 2009

awakk.

orang selalu tanye saye dengan awak. ntah, saye rindu awak sangat sangat. :(

Gift Of A Friend Lyrics


Sometimes You think You'll Be Find by Yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone
Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own
You'll Change Inside
When You Realize
The World Comes To Life
and Everythings Alright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty Of All
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend(x2)

Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared
There through The Highs and The Lows
Someone You Can Count On, Someone Who Cares
Besides You Where Ever You Go

You'll Change Inside
When You Realize
Inside The World Comes To Life
and Everythings Alright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty Of All
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend

And When The Hope Crashes Down
Shattering To The Ground
You'll, You'll Feel All Alone
When You Dont Know Which Way To Go
And There's No Such Leading You On

You're Not Alone

The World Comes To Life
and Everythings Alright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty Of All
When You'll Open Your Heart and
believe In
When You Believe In
You Can Believe In
The Gift of A Friend

today notes ; i justt so tiredd waiting fe you. please go away. stay away from me. T___T

apieceofmemories,
lunasayang.

December 9, 2009

hellohellohello.


welcome back welcome home.



seperti yang dijanjikan, this is mr. A.

tape, da abis skola, tamalu dahh. plus smue yang dulu dulu hanyelah kebodohan sementare. :P

today notes; i want my lyf back. (:

gonnamissyou,
lunasayang.

November 6, 2009

He Will Be Loved.

* ignore the title please.

bukan beliau, jangan judge luna dlu. my head stuck wif She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5. so, title ini tiade kene mengene. trimas.


malu tak if orang kte suke doesnt lyk us at all?


ntah, lately nieh. lotssa problem comin'. luna takot SPM. luna takott sangat. im not read all of it yet. i wanna get at least 8As but seems lyk i cant handle it. its too much? ntah lah. i need to get that if i want to get what i want.munta ohh kene study jek. and yes, i getting malas and malas and malass. grrr.



hello people, hello world! i miss you, if the only if you know how it is feels. i miss you. i really miss you. the old you. im sorry if luna buat awak berubah. i dun want it. i want we to be just lyk a few weeks ago. now seems lyk, i cant text you at all. luna takot awak benci luna. seribu perasaan kat hati ini. if the only if you know hows its feel. nie smue sebab my classmate ke? hmm. tatao lah. *cakap na stop, tp ta stop stop jugak. i cant. hmm.

SPM ; 18 Nov 2009 - 8 December 2009.

im AWAY.
doakan luna bebanyak.
i love you! <3


imissyousomuchh,
lunasayang.



November 3, 2009

Graduation Part 3





today notes ; kawan, sorry tadapat upload smue. its too sloww. akan kembali nanti bersama gmba baru. sorry.

muahmuah, 
lunasayang.




November 1, 2009

Graduation Part 2






with my lovely sweety pie. (:




kami baek. (:




kami over! :D



kami terlebey makan ubat.



kami syok sendiri. :P



kami bega. c(:



kami tonggek macam togehh. :DD



kami sebenarnya sweet. (;



beliau F's, saya.. A's to be. :P




F is A's. (:

p/s ;

feeta, i love this picture sangat sangat sangat! (:

gonna upload new more picture tommorow. kawan kawan, wait fe a very new picture from Nisa's camera. which i think lagi banyak gamba kite over. :P

brokenheartedgirl,
lunasayang.


October 31, 2009

Graduation Part 1

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
"Friends Forever"

there is a lot of story to be storied by me. ade sweet memories, ade bad memories. whos know deep inside my heart what am i feeling kan? sweet memories tu banyak. but, yang terhighlight terang is my saddest memories. today i gonna post about the saddest part of my Graduation day first. so, the next day on the part 2, im gonna be oke. well, its so damn hurt. i thought afte qq, i'll not be hurt la, not as much as what i felt befo lah kan. but now, although he doesnt do anything which hurt me directly, but its still hurt and it cut me down. i know there is someone who gonna feel more sedey and gloomy bcause her beloved one sangat annoying tadi. im sorry, i cant do anything bcause my heart hurt too. 
some of my friends say ; dye bukan sape sape pun dalam hidup kau. sorry kawan, this statement is incorrect. its supposed to be ; kau bukan sape sape dalam hidup dye. well, bangkangan terhadap statement yang pertama ialah dye adalah sape sape dalam hidup luna. bangkangan kedua, bukan dye yang salah, luna yang terlampau bodoh. bangkangan ketiga, luna bukan Miss World na dapat dye.jadi luna tamungkin dapat jadi sape sape dalam hidup beliau kerna luna talayak. hmm. senyuman beliau seems to be so mahal fe me. awak, dun worry, lelame luna seda jugak diri luna. mungkin lambat lagi, sape tahu, tapi yang kali ni luna memang serious. bukan maen maen macam dlu. hmm. td satu meja, ntah lah, i be myself not FAKE. real luna. i know he gonna hate luna. sbb perangai luna buruk sangat. sorry, i cant be others although depan orang yang luna suke. tasuke tape, tapena harap awak suke pn.

fe sape sape yang bace blog nie mesti kesian kat luna kan. macam perigi cari timba, ta malu. cakap la ape na cakap, luna je yang tawu ape yang jadi sekarang. kawan kawan luna pn tatao what happen smpai it hurt me deeply. they dont know why i cant stop myself from looking at him and like him. no one ever know bout this. i have the answer, but i wont tell you. again, im not obsess with him. bukan macam orang tu. -.-' jangan risau kawan, sesuke mane pn luna kat dye, ta sampai macam orang tu lagi. i still can focus. i hope so. 
SPM betul betul na dekat. i need to be more focus. PLEASE luna, for now, stop doing those stuppid things and study oke. saye dengan seikhlas hatinya mahu berubah disaat saat akhir ini. just a few more day sayang. afte this, buat la banyak banyak those stupid things. *tabley buat lagi la afte spm nieh. chett. go luna go luna go luna. L to the U to the N to the A. LUNA! 



today notes ; hati, tolong repair diri awak cepat cepat sebab luna da talarat na tanggung sakitnye. 


whenisayilykyou, itsmeansforever.
lunasayang.

October 30, 2009

finally.

i find my SHOES! 
so hello Graduation Day. 
:D


memang malu habis, saya tidak mahu memalukan diri saya lagi. 
smapi ketemu besok, nanti akan diceritakan lagi. banyak sangat.
sekian.


today notes ; saya malu kat awak. grr. 


shebetteroff,
lunasayang.

October 28, 2009

ouch. pimples!


* derita merindu by ahli fiqir.


i dunno am i goin to Graduation Day or not. im so confused. dun have the decision yet. well, padahal Pn Rosnee nak SELASE, and i've said im not goin. konon, final decision but she say i can change it. ttbe today i felt lyk i wanna go. i na snap a lotsaa picture wif my lovely friends. Afitah Abdullah, da lame tade gamba dengan anda. hmm, dunno lahh. mybe im goin to chage my decision and i hope its not too late. but, im not sure yet. sebab my real problem is to find SHOES. my feet is so big and longg. JARANG jumpe kasut which muat and selese gyle. its kindda pelik and ppl always doesnt believe when i said, there is not size fe my feet. selame nie luna pakai flip flop evryday wateva i want to go. pedulikk. hahaha. my feet size around 10/11, fe gurls shoes. and 8/9 fe men shoes. well, tasuruh percaye pn, tapi tu la realiti. my school shoes sized 41, but its too tight. 41 means 8 1/2 kot. so, i do wear 42/43. memang gabak la my kaki. pena i tried to find it kan, hampir 20 kedai jalan, termasuk SOGO which memang banyak gyle kasut kan. semua ta muat. MALU je. hee. ble na cari kasut kan, mesti cmnie, " kak, na size yang paling besa ek". sedeyy gyle. hahahaha. tade la, i hve shoes, tp not so selese, i cant wear it fe the whole day lah. tengok lah. goin to alamanda searching fe new shoes kalau sempat and if the only if luna bertukar fikiran. heee.


ohh yeh? today, kenape ek awak asyik ade je? luna na pegi rehat awak ade, luna abis rehat awak ade, luna pegi toilet ade awak, luna na blek ade awak. da la awak pandang, malu je. terserlah perangai budak budak luna. awak pandang pelik je dari atas. luna da jadi real luna depan awak. luna kan da mngaku kalah. tu yang bley jadi real luna. hahahaha.luna harap awak tadenga ape yang luna cakap tadi. awak takan dga. hmm. tape la,  hati luna kuat lagi. (:


today notes ; when i saw ur smile, its cut me deeply. i hate love Biology. 


whenmyhopecrashesdown,
lunasayang.

October 27, 2009

semboyan.


Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. 

The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends.  
Gwyneth Paltrow
  

today saya mengistytiharkan ; bendera putih diangkat tanda mengalah. its not easy to let you go, but what else i can say now. bendera sudah berkibar. can i be one of your friend? hmm. SPM just around the corner and i need to be more rajen please. sejarah and biology. grrr.

today notes ; no more Mr. A. no im not cry-ing. dun worry girls. im not anyone to him lah. lagipun, im strong just lyk all of you. why should i cry fe kan? (: 


whentherewasmeandyou,
lunasayang



October 25, 2009

full-wif-shit.




Maisarah Uyub.
Kakak Busuk dan Kejam kepada Luna Hongek.


sumpa luna rindu kau wahai kakak ku yang paling busuk dan kejam. luna tatao npe so sudden rindu kat kau gyle gyle. serious, since malam tadi i wanna text u, but ape kan daye, cred not so cukup fe me to text u. lag pn im not so biase cakap ttbe yang i miss you lyk hell kan. na start text pn no words. laen la ngn abang, i can shout to evryone evryday kot yang i sayang kat dye. rindu dye. smpai abang cakap luna bodoh. sedey betolla. orang meluah kan kene sedebik. kuang kuang kuang. berbalek kpde cite my 5th sis nie. its has been more than 1month tanamapk dye. fyi, shes in UUM, Sintok, Kedah. which is soooo jauhhhh fe us to visit her. plus evryone was so damn busy here. acc la kan, kakak and i not so rapat since she start dye msk highschool nieh. penah bermusuh ketat dengan dye. which evryday na gado, but makin kami besa. makin kami rapat. well, we're not so rapat lyk others wif their sista la kan. bcause i prefer my abang compare than my kakak more ble part part kehidupan peribadi termasuk part part secreto de amore. tapi best having a sister lyk her. dye mcm gegyle sket and banyak sangat cakap. -,- korang pn talarat na denga. tp pe yang bagus nye dye, eventho dlu ktrg mcm ayam ngn itik (ape pnye ayat la) but now, mcm da totally diff gyle. dye slu support luna, means in wateva i do, dye bukan la +ve lyk my abang, fe exmple, dye tade la xpx luna dpt tggi but dye ckp still ade jalan wlw kte dapat renda. hmm. pelikkan, people change. hmm, wateva u do there, just remember how much we all here love u. jangan hampe kan kami yeh? i love you a lott.


dga cte my sis kne bully ngn her stupidest roommate. i felt sorry to my kakak. ;( kesian dye, there is none of us there to be beside her when she need us. sorry. :| dun worry, if u need someone to be beside you just text or call me or anyone of our fam members lah. we gonna support u wlaw dari jauh. dun be sad ek. t blek adek jumpe si Elle tu, adek dush dush dye lelaju k. shes not BAIK and NEVER be baek i guess. sebab mulut mcm ayam berak taik hijau punye mulut. well, kebenaran sentiase berpihak kat pihak yang benar. so let her stupid smelly mouth na cakap ape pn. 

To my sista roommate, 
go to hell la, my middle finger especially fe you. dun feel u're too hot. u such a BULLSHIT and RUBBISH. hahaha. *evil laugh. eventho our sibs ta seHOT yours, at least we're not FAKE like YOU. make-up na tebal je, baju KONON berjename, egt ktorg ta mampu ke beli? kau setakat keluar masuk Padini Levis Roxy and etc je wat pe weyy, bikin malu besar jekk. lagi satu,  setakat kasut CROCS pn keco, bley blah la weyy. setakat 100 tu apelah sangat. lagipun bukan gune kekayaan kau. gune duet pakwe kau. bapak segan, na beli crocs pn gune duet pakwe ke weyy? malu la sket doe. bia ktorg ta berduet, tp ktorg ta mengemis kot kat pakwe. hahahaha. malu sebijik da kene. and lagi satu, please lah, if u're not good in english tapaya blagak bley? luna memang tapandai english, tapi luna dengan senang hatinya mengaku, if ade salah silap tolong betullkan, bukan macam kau yang selalu je rase diri kau betul sangat. ko egt ramai ke nak back up kau? tolong la, kawan seciput. da tu BUKAN TRUE FRIENDS plak uh. KESIAN ohh. hahahaha. ktrg bawak bala tentere ktorg yg tasberape nie pn tercirit kau lari. booo. busuk gyle doe. tolong la jangan belagak. tolong lahh malu sket kat budak umur 17 tahun nie weyy. kau da 22 tahun, sedar tak? 22 ohh, da layak mengundi pn. perangai na maen mcm budak sekolah rendah. membuat salah gune kemudahan internet. nak aku laporkan kau? kau da sebarkan fitnah kat kakak aku. dari ape yang aku bace, tu merupakan salah satu jenayah internet. well, jenayah jugak. t aku inform pihak UUM bia kua dlm web dye terang tang tang. malu siodd. hahahaha. kakak! adek da balas dendam, dye tulis pasal kakak kat blog dye kan? so now, dye plak kene. padan! well, thats what adek can help you. bab bab pembalasan laen suda dirancang oleh kami skeluarge. memek dun worry ek. gonna kick her ass. bahahahaha.

Mr. A ; well, mungkin saye harus mengalah kot? 


Today notes ; panjang entry luna kali ini. menggunakan bahasa ibunda saya dengan banyaknya. ohh, demi kakak yang tercinte. (:


duncrybabyduncry,
lunasayang.

October 23, 2009

when there was me and you.



* kenape dan mengape?


ohh, hello and hye to ppl. today f5's parents went to school and took their child trial result. its not so oke condition. my mouth mcm da kne stapler jek. very the boring kot. pluss takot gyle. i wish my mother will take my result and yes my mum did! no ayah around. hahahah. hooyehh. heee. confession ; i takot gyle ngn my ayah. so, evrytime when i got bad result i always wish that my mum gonna take it. or both because i think at least my mum ade na tenang kan my dad. fe this 4years school-ing at highschool, my dad used to take my result because in past 4 years, my result not this bad kan. xcpt fe lat year je lah. which trully deeply bad. ta tunjuk pn kat ayah. diam diam. tp last nye tasampai hati tipu, then pegi bagitau lah, yes kne mara. but okey lah. tade la tajam sangat sangat ayat dye at that tyme. hee. so tadi my mum cakap cakap ngn Puan Rosnee agak lame, not lyk befo lah. well, ayat biase. "Siti Zulaiha ni cegu, PEMALAS. mse banyak dkt depan tv, bace due tige minit je." kata ibu saya. "makcik amek card astro tu buat beberape hari ini sebelum SPM nie." kate Puan Rosnee kesayangan saye. so now, ibu saya akan mengambil card astro. waaa. pilu gyle, cne sehati berdansa? kau dan aku? hahahaha. nseb bek tv je. if my mum want to cut down this strmyx, broadband. ta hidup saya. naseb baek lah. Alhamdulillah.tp antare ayat yang luna senyum lebar je dengar dari mulut cegu.  "Zulaiha ini baek, dlm kelas suke bertanye, mase Fizik lagi lagi. mungkin dye minat kan. rajin sikit Zulaiha, ekot jejak abang kakak." luna tatao but that words buat luna senyum, padahal befo tu, bergenang je airmate sbb kne berdas das dr mak kan. hmm. balek tapaya cakap la, my dad ofcz la mara, but tade la sangat. Alhamdulillah. bersyukur gyle gyle. balek balek buat soalan add math, sebab takot radio mak ngn ayah on. tottt. td tusyen addmath jugak, and now, my head seems lyk STUCK. migraine comin again and again, maybe i dun get enough sleep fe this whole week kot. insomnia come again. hmm. 

Mr. A ; i love your eyes. yes i do love your eyes. hmm. td talame pn nampak awak. awak tade la menganggu kehidupan luna because im not obses which cant stop thinking of you. stiil not over the limit lah. i crush biase biase je kat awak.



today notes ; Luna, there is 27days left. please be rajen k. ttbe teringat kat mr. A. hahaha. 


evrthngseemstobesofinebtweenus,
lunasayang @ mrs. A

October 21, 2009

there you are.

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.
SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.
SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.
SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.
SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.
SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.
 SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM. 


im so damn malas now. grrr. today we have gerak gempur Mathematics, which so fucking bored. not too much things happen. so, i be more focus evntho i malas gle. na berangan berangan jek. at least i finished my works oke. hmm.. saye da tak lagi menatap dye. start to be more focus sebab takot dye tawu. hehhh. well, oke lah kan. dye agak memberi kesan yang baek jugak dlm hidup luna. wawawa. now macam na say bye bye to Mr. A and hello hello to SPM. but TANAKKK. tp i start to say that words in my heart dah. bukan foeva kot. just befo SPM nie je. tengok la kontrak sambung tak lagi afte SPM. mcm sambung dan terikat je sampai ble ble. agak nye lah, if i still nt falling in love wif another guy kan. hahaha. tape lah klw suke sorg sorg pn. welk!  hahaha. harapan sekarang hanye lah, saye ; Siti Zulaiha Uyub menjadi seorang yang RAJIN di saat saat akhir ini. (':


Mr. A ; awak senyum, gigi full nampak. awak buat bibir angie, comel. luna ta sengaje terikot awak pegi library, betull sumpa tade niat na mengusha. betul betul kebetulan yang ta disengajekan. and luna tengok je awak. awak pegang buku pukul grill library sebab tutup then awak gelak. kelakar lah. hahaha. :D
gyle pemuja rahsia plus saiko aku nieh. =.=

btw, nisha mail lagu nieh. dye gelak terbahak bahak dengar lagu nieh. luna pelik sebab lagu nieh ta klaka pn. rupenye dye terkenang luna gyle kt Mr. A. kelaka sangat ke luna minat Mr. A tu? lagu nieh agak jiwang lah, but fe me ohhkey lah. try dga dan paham. betull ek lagu nieh macam luna ngn Mr. A?


Pemuja Dari Jauh by Ruffedge

Senyumanmu jelinganmu membuai khayalan
Kau dan aku hidup di kayangan

Sejak kita bersua
Dapat kurasa sesuatu istimewa
Tapi kusedar
Siapalah aku
Si pemuja dari jauh

Meskipun berdekatan
Dunia kita berasingan
Sejengkal bagaikan sebatu
Siapalah aku
Si pemuja dari jauh

Senyumanmu jelinganmu membuai khayalan
(Membuai khayalan)
Kau dan aku hidup di kayangan

Kuingin mendekati dengan lebih dekat lagi
Tapi tak mungkin oh tak mungkin

Siapalah aku
Si pemuja dari jauh



Today Notes ; ohh, banyak yang harus saya pelajari. and library, tolong lah bukak besok, i need that book. Pn. Meriam, please bukak besok ek. 

imnotsodesperate,
lunasayang.

October 18, 2009

Aqeela Batrisya.

* pandang atas, lihat bulan dan sahabat baek nya bintang.
hati terusik sedikit. tiada sebab dan musabab.

today, last day aqeela is here. so sad kot. pagi pagi mcm suram je. bukan pagi tadi je, since papa dye datang yesterday evening. last night is one of aqeela's most enjoying night kot. her atok and nenek which is my parents took her to ayah's friends. she wearing baju kurung. she so xcted, lari sne sini na tunjuk her baju kurung. mulut dye ta benti benti membebel which no one ever understand. then ble balek non-stop na cte wat happen there but no one cud understand kan, tp terpakse la dengar. well, budak budak. layan je lah. hee, today dye merengek rengek je. paham kot dye da na blek? keep on nanges ade je takene. hmm. now, shes not here anymore till December maybe. waahh, lame nye. acc luna tade la sayang gle gle kt budak budak. but almost a month Aqeela here wif me. balek balek skola je i've to take her pegi bawah jalan jalan, tengok pissh (fish) , tengok oo-ok (ayam). whole evening dye na ngan luna jek. berkepit je. mane na pegi mesti ekot. well, mawu tak luna sayang dye gyle? kne tido kan dye. and pena once kan, mse na tido kan dye, dye keep on play ba-chak but im fucking damn tired. malas layan. dye try na men ba-chak, tp luna ttdo mse dye belum tdo pn lagi. dye try kejutkan luna mama dye cakap. tp luna tido mati, lastnye dye tdo sendiri. mse tu, sumpa rse bersalah ble dengar. then ble dye bangun je. i took her pegi bawah men men. fe the whole evening. even luna penat gyle haritu. hmm, aqeela dpt blaja new things and words kat sini. dye da pandai meratib. did u know what is meratib? alaa. mcm nanyi nanyi na tidur kan budak? lullaby? mcm tu la. klaka sangat. tengok buai terus meratib ekot nenek dye. befo nie she doesnt now how to say nenek and atok, skrg da pandai. pandai sangat kot. panggil atok ngan nenek ade la sepuluh kali sejam. na lancarkan kot. heee. dye ske men ngek ngek bong. tatao ek? prmainan klasik kot. well, she enjoy it wif her atok. atok men hide and seek lah. macam macam. penat kot na layan dye. macam macam la dye pandai. smue sayang dye sebab dye banyak sangat mulut. antare pkataan yang dye slu je sebut..

bujek - pusat
babak - panas
batbat- ubat
acil - aqil ( her lil brother)
acik -nasi
tutu- susu
titak - cicak
oo-ok - ayam
pissh - fish

now tengok je pintu tengah, hati sedey je. mase dye ade, we used to keep on kunci bukak kunci bukak, avoid her frm playing at tangge, now, my mum open the pintu seluas luas nya. tengok rase na nanges je. mcm da terbiase na tutup, tp na avoid spe plak en. my phone pn ta menjadi rebutan luna ngan dye lagi. tengok syiling, nmpak cicak. tade da orang jerit titak titak. hmm.. sunyi gyle rumah nieh. waa. na nanges.

Aqeela Batrisya, i gonna miss you so much. Muhammad Aqil too. ta lupe gak, fe yang kat Sabah, Ezzatul Aisya, Muhammad Nazhif Syahmi, Hasya Humaira, Muhammad Naim Zuhair. gonna miss you all lahh..

Mr. A ; Lame ek ta nampak awak. Tape, sabar tu separuh dari iman.

Today notes ; Aqeela jadi dak bek ek dok ngan mama ngan papa ngn adek acil. hati kate nak, tapi otak kate tanak dan tak bley.

aqeela'sfacesevrywhere,
lunasayang.


October 15, 2009

lirikan matamu.

* i cant stop myself from looking at you.
dunno why. cant find the answer.

hee. i felt lyk i wanna eat all the books. especially BIOLOGY. i dunno why i cant get it. its NOT and NEVER be easy kot. wat am i gonna write on the day. seems lyk they in then out just lyk that. GODD. i hate when i get into this. i want to have a very brilliant brain now. sedey kan jadi orang yg not so pandai nieh. hee. nseb la i start to be rajen again but fe chemistry and physic je lahh. and add math. btw guys, i dapat number 6 again kot. but maybe akan ditukar kot. its not okey. sbb i dapat 4a jekk. but mse mid year tu i dpt 1a jek so agak dapat peningkatan lah. hee. kre okayy lah. jab jab jab, td i made a surprise fe qeela even not so menjadi and and and memalukan luna and fara too. but bia lah, everything fe qeela kan. and tadi de seminar physics, sesuatu menganggu namun thanks fe gangu-ing me, sbb i jd more cncentrate, tade na toleh kiri lg. (:

mr A ; awak gosok mate, gosok hidung and menguap. then senyum swet. did u know yg i pandang awak td spnjg chemist kot? befo we start our physics, luna nanyi, then awak pandang, agak nye awak dengar tak? mesti tak. jao gle kot. tp seriously, lagu yang luna nanyi tadi luna memang tujukan fe awak. tapaya tawu la lagu pe. tawu tawu je awak. awak, awak da tawu kan pasal itu kertas? i jadi malu kt awak. ntah, sorry fe all the stupid things that i've done. and td mse u amek wuduk the way u amek pn nmpk comel. ikhlas in wateva u do. awak, keep on smiling yeh sbb kdg kdg ur smile help me get out frm my problemos. and sorry again if awak rase luna nie pelik and saiko. dun worry, i wont be lyk that. (:

today notes ; i penat. kaki cramp and its hurt so much. i laugh aloud ble i egt tym awak lari td. comel. (:

itsnoteasyfeme,
lunasayang.

October 14, 2009

Cant Turn Back.

* officially off-ing my ms and fb.

hye hello hey evryone. ms and fb, bye bye. just update blog je kot. and ofcz bukan pasal Mr. A je. eventhough i felt lyk i wanna talk about him evryday, evrysec in my life. *merepek. okay. hmm, wat else i cnt wrte here? dun have an idea. my lyf is not so okeyh now, but its always be to me nice. i want to watch PAPADOM. but dun have temann. ;/

today notes : i need money to get that book. i love that look so muchh. :(

icanttellyouthetruth,
lunasayang.