"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."

March 28, 2010


i want to be a dentist.
i really want it. its my first ambition when im in secondary school. mybe orang gelak when i said secondary school, but hell yeah suke hati saye laa. i really want to be it. but i cant. if the only if, im not malas and be more rajen, mybe i can be that.  Ya Allah, is there any second chance fe me to change and be what i really wanna be? i know, i've said im breaking up with Biology, but i dont want to break up with Dentistry. its hurt when you dont get what you really want in your life. im the youngest in my family, and im not watsoever that the youngest one used to be. i dont really get what i want everytime i asked. but yeah, dalam naluri seorang anak bongsu memang ade perasaan yang always want to get whatever we wish to have. tapi this time, i dont know whether i can get what i want or not. but yeah, mybe i cant. probability getting into Dentistry is very very very small. mybe 5%? 5% fe just a luck. hmm, so fe those who are qualified, especially to cik NFK, try your best eh. i cant wait to see you be a Dentist. goodluck! (:

Today notes ; Maybe i cant be, but i know you can be that.


March 26, 2010


Hello people,

Eyh, can you believe it, there is a few people asking me why do im not blogging dah. They want moree from me. Tak bley bla. HAHA. Train - Catch if you can. bahaha. Baru 2 post kott, or 3? ta egt. I wrte because i love to. Im not hoping fe followers or comment. I just love it. And luna tulis when i have words to write. Every single things happen every valuable moral of the stories ke, i really want to share with all of you. So you'll realize the fact of being a human in this world just like me kan. But yeah, sometime i cant find words to express it. What can i do is bermonolog didalam hati. Just like now, ade je nak cakap, but i cant find words. Haha! Writing something like, hmm what shud i call it eh? Journal -.-? Motivation? Inspirational?  Ala, wtv it call la. Its not easy, and lagipun why you're waiting fe that ntah. Bukan best pn kann. Haha. Btw, thanks fe reading. Ohh eh, sekarang i have a words to write. Tungguuu. HAHA. Ntah berhabis ke tak ayatnya nanti. :P

Okay, I love you guys. See you next time. Nice to meet you! <3
Kenapa grey? Sebab saya tengah cacat. :PP


March 23, 2010

Ting Tong.

Im too tired. 

March 19, 2010

Trying to be okey.

Aloha. (:

To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up"

Get it? Hmm, I miss you. 

Today Notes ; Bukan bukan, tak marah pun. Tapi Luna masih cuba memahami dan menerima semua ini. Thanks fe giving me a lil time and space to be alone sekejab. 

itsHURTtolookback, dontyouknowit?

March 16, 2010


Tolong ketuk kepala saya sampai hilang ingatan. 
Saya tanak ingat lagi beliau.
Tolong amek kuali hentak kepala saya sampai saya lupa beliau.
Saya tanak jadi orang bodoh lagi mengharap.
Tolong lempang saya sampai saya ta ingat beliau lagi.
Saya tanak simpan harapan lagi. 
Tolong marah saya sampai saya sedar diri saya.
Saya tanak jadi pct lagi.
Tolong delete or format file pasal beliau dalam cpu otak saya.
Saya tanak menangis lagi sebab saya dah..
penat sangat sangat.


March 14, 2010

Keep Holding On.

Hello, Hye.
Here I come again.

Acct, my heart is not okey yet. But Luna tatao na cakap ngn sape. Result? Not so okey. But I do bersyukur sangatsangat fe what I get because ingatkan I just get 2A je and sangatsangat bersyukur because Add Math dapat A- at last. Eventhough it is not A or A+, but I've tried my best and Luna never see A in my Add Math result kan. So, Alhamdulillah. Thanks a lot to Cikgu Mazyon. And same goes to Chemistry, I struggle on paper 3, I cried because I cant do it, but maybe because of my paper 2 kot, Alhamdulillah.

Yeah, my heart is broken into a pieces. Seriously, its hurt lyk hell. :( I cried almost everyday and its seems not going to stop. I hurt someone's heart or mybe everybody's heart and I really feel guilty fe what have I done. My heart hurt too. Im so sorry. I hurt the most important person in my life. My parents. ;( Again, mak ayah Im so sorry fe what i've done. Percayalah, if it is hurt to you then, Luna lagi la rse sakit tu. Sorry my result is so damn sucks. I cant apply fe scholarship. I cant go to pharmacy and dentistry like mom and dad always want me to be. I hurt you again and again. I dont give my best. Why cant I try better than this. ;( So nahh, Im trully deeply sorry. 

Luna da tetapkan hati, I'll go to engineering kalau dapat. Yeah, for sure I didnt qualified to medic or dentistry. HAHA. Mybe I'll go to matriculation, but my brother and my sisters said Im not going to get Sains Hayat kot. I might get Sains Fizikal. So mybe I have to say Byebye to Biology la kan. (: No i dont have regret fe letting it go, because maybe its the best for both of us. BAHAHA! So hello to Physics and Chemistry. InsyaAllah kalau dapat memane. Berserah je la. Pegi je memane. InsyaAllah rezeki kan ada kat mane mane. Kat mane mane nanti dah tanak hurt my parents again. I'll try my best to get what they want. Sains Akuari, I'll keep you in my heart. We dont know what will happen kan, maybe takdir dengan Sains Akuari ke kan? (: So kaa, now, Luna berserah pada rezeki mane dapat.

Today notes ; I love the way you walk. I love your smile. I love the way you treat people. I love everything you have. 

Sorry mak and ayah,

March 8, 2010

Counting sheep.

Hello and Assalamualaikum.

As you see now, I changed my blog layout because da bosan dengan yang lama. -,- 
Comel tak the new one nieh? HA HA. Sengal. :D
So, SPM result officially release on 11 march. Hell yeah.I just wanna scream aloudd without voice.
And, to be honest. I dont know what to say. =.=

Hmm, I'll be AWAY fe a few days or a week or a couple of weeks or a month or a few months or a year or maybe a couple of years. Sampai my heart is totally okey kot. So, do wait fe me yeah! Will be right back, Insya-Allah.

Today Notes ; In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on. I know it. (:

I will miss you wonderluna.blogspot.
Byebye and Takecare everyone. 
And Goodluck fe this Thursday. 
Thanks fe everything.
I you guys.


March 4, 2010

I Cant Believe Its YOU!

Assalamualaikum, Aloha. (:

I think im falling in love again. Serious kot. =.= Dengan Bella Luna by Jason Mraz. Ngee. OMG, I love his voice damn muchh. Sweet kan? Lyrics. Wuuu. *bukan sebab Luna tuu wokeyy.The lyrics, mendalam kan? hmm. Lame da dga lgu nieh, but suddenly, i miss this song. hehe.  Puitis  and vavavom is the right word to describe this lyric kot? uu, maybee. (:

You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful, beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other.

Stop jenjiwang. Back to the reality. Hye people, hello. How are you? Im doing so 'GREAT' now. Hee. My life now? Messy kott. I need a lil time to be alone because of so many things now. But yeah, as usual I wont tell anyone until all of the messy thing done. Luna memang that species la. Ngeh, I dont want to burden my bestf. haha. Eyh, result next week eh? Cucuak kot. Luna mybe da ushe sehabis yang boleh, sedaya yang boleh. But, rezeki ditangan Allah. Mungkin banyak mungkin sikit, Insya-Allah Luna cuba terima seadanya. Kalau sikit, mungkin rezeki tak berpihak kat Luna, kalau banyak, Alhamdulillah rezeki berpihak kat Luna. Luna tadapat na jangka or terlalu berharap sebab Luna sedar macam mana keadaan Luna masa SPM dulu. ;( Tapi apa apa pun, doakan Luna yang baik baik je. Doakan Luna sentiasa tak berbangga diri jika berada diatas, doakan luna tak jatuh terjunam jika berada dibawah. Semoga yang baik baik saja walau apa pn keadaan. Insya-Allah. (:

Today Notes ; Ttbe rajen na update blog.;)


Train - Catch If You Can.

Theme song ; Bella Luna by Jason Mraz.

"Cinta tu ibarat train. Kalau terlepas satu train, kita akan tunggu the next train. Cepat atau lambat kita tetap boleh tunggu. Mungkin next train bukan train yang betul, tapi ada juga the next train lagi kan?  Sabar lah tunggu, nanti datang jugak lah The RIGHT train kan? " (:

So kawan kawan, once you met the wrong guy, percayalah there is always have a second chance, either meet the right guy or maybe the wrong guy again but its still a chance. * ape luna cuba cakap? -__- But yeah, love is like we waiting fe a train. There is always have a probability either the next train is the right train or wrong train. So if we sabar menunggu, the right train akan muncul jugak. Macam Prince Frog korg la. (: Ohh, kecuali lah, korang buat keje ta senonoh tunggu LRT kat Stesen KTM Bangi, memang LRT takan muncul la sebab LRT cuma ada kat KL je. HAHA! :D

So, selamat menunggu the RIGHT train.