"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."

October 29, 2010

Menghargai dan Selfish ; related tak those two words?

"If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everythin"

Shall I start? Hello and hye. (:

It has been almost a month I didnt click new post. Im too busy, and my heart also not completely in a good condition. I cant write thing. It stuck in my heart. I cant share to anyone. InsyaAllah, my heart is in progress to heal completely. I fine, Ill be fine. :)  

People, dont you ever realize that the fact that you have to menghargai all those things, and peoples around you. If you dont then awak takan dihargai. Understand what am i trying to say? Awak, dont be selfish in every single step that you takes. You have to being around others. Because the others is your strength,  no its like your tonic kot? Once you fall, they will give extra strength to you, so you could stand back and keep on running. They are the 100Plus, Revive, RedBull, Livita and whatsoever tu. :) Hargai people who beside you,  your tonic. Plus, selfish is not a good thing my dear. If you ever be selfish please raise your hand. I do. :) Im a selfish. I tried not to be it now. :]  If you ever not hargai others raise your hand. I do. And Im wishing not to be that lagi. :)

I went to somewhere, I sit at the bus stop I dont want to take a bus, I just want to be there tengok gelagat orang. * a lot of people labeled me as full-time-observer. There is quite a lot of people at the bus stop, the bus arrived, and saya masih ditempat saya memerhatikan mereka. Masih ade yang berebut, ade yang mengatur langkah perlahan, ade yang tergesa gesa ade yang tak lekang dari buku. Ouhh, its the precious scene that I watched. Tak tau, but fe me, scene itu comel. Different type of people at one bus stop wanting to ride the same bus. Ohh I love it. I smile, the last passenger ask me ; " Adik, kenapa tak naik? 40 minutes lagi baru the next bus sampai, dah la sorang. Jum cepat naik." I was like, "Err, nevermind, Im waiting fe my dad.". "Ohh, okey, take care then. Bye" She smile. Fe me she is not selfish, she care about others. Eventough she never know me. While the others act like dont care about me, a girl who sit at the corner of bus stop, she care. She waves her hand to me. I smile and waves to her too. :) 

Got it? 
Im not good story teller, Im not good motivator, Im not good at anything. But, I want the message delivered to your heart. :) Hargai orang and dont be selfish.

Along my way, I passed so many things , I learned a lot of things, I knew a lot of new people around me. I love being around all those new things actually. Eventhough Im not used to it but Ive no regrets. ;]

Today Notes ; Get your tonic, be beside them and hargai mereka. ;)

October 1, 2010

D ; Im move on.

Hello and Hai!

Finally im free to write something here. I miss this blog, I miss home, I miss my pc, I miss my mum, I miss my dad, I miss my abang, I miss everything in Bangi, including the smell of Bangi. Ngee. :D

A lot of people ask me, bila i nak elok dari penyakit i. Jawapan nya takkan elok btw. HAHA. Im homesick. I cried and cried when I miss home. When Miss Sali said something about home or mum, 100% sure, I'll cry. HAHA. I dont know why. 

Ohhh okeyy i dont hve anough time. So, bye, Take care. ILOVEYOU.

Today Notes ; ohh my busuk, i miss you yaw!