"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."

January 18, 2011

happy ending.

Duhh, baru saya tersedar. I havent touch any books since Im home. -.- What happen to meee? Saya ada banyak sangat kerja rumah dan assignment. :/ Sempat ke nak buat? Kenapa cuti mesti sekejab? Kenapa mesti ade kerja. Kenapa saya malas sangat sangat ni? Kan azam usia 18 nak jadi budak rajin, nak dapat 4flat. Macam mana nak dapat 4flat kalau awak malas macam ni luna. Final kan nak dekat dah. Tak takut ke? Awak da la dah kena marah dengan cegu sebab awak teruk. Tak sedar lagi ka? ): Boleh tak jangan buat keja bertangguh? Boleh tak buat semua kerja tanpa mengomel, tanpa bertangguh2? Susah sangat ke nak berubah luna?

Saya nak mintak maaf dekat diri saya sebab saya tak mampu nak berubah. Mintak maaf banyak banyak. Tapi saya nak cakap kat diri saya, yang saya sedang mencuba untuk berubah.


January 17, 2011

You are beautiful.

I fall in love with this voice. RAWRR!


January 9, 2011


Hello and hye :)

While waiting fe tommorow, I feels like I want to write something here.

2010 passed with a good and great ends. Its end beautifully fe me. :) Okey, back to 2010. I got my SPM result which made my parent upset. 6A's je. And I failed to put myself into any university, I didnt get a UPU offer from anywhere even fe the second intake. So, I went to matriculation which its the only choice that I have at that time. I cry alot here, I cant really get into this, the study life but I got something that makes me smile here. Physics ; subject that I love the most since the first time I learned it :) I always thank to Mr Physics because, he is the reason why I can keep holding on here. Eventhough Im not good enough to him, he alwyas be the reason why I dont step out from this matriculation. :) I LOVE YOU MR PHYSICS.

Living here in KMNS is not and never be easy. Thank GOD I found a lot of great friends here. Says hello to Waida, Fara, and Mira. :') They are the best among the best friends that I got here. InsyaAllah our relationship will last long. They are good friends, eventhough Im not a good friend. Thanks again, I dont think there is anyone else who want to be my friends. HAHA. Sorry fe being so annoying and irritating. Sorry, Im not a good listener or even a good friends. I tried, and I hope you see Iam trying to be  good friend to all of you, :/ Sorry, Im not a good teacher or a good tutor. I hate when I cant make someone understand what Im trying to explain, thats why I prefer saying no, bacause Im not good enough to teach you. Its hurt when I saw you cant understand what am I trying to explain, I think I make you more confuse because Im not good in any subject pn, You should ask someone who are much better than me. So sorry. Its the reason why. Thanks fe being my good friends my dear!
I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ you so much kawan. :')

Till this time, I still miss home.*homesick never ends.:DDDD

Today notes; I might not be an exellent student here, I might not a extraordinary student here, but, I promised, I'll try my best here. :)