happy ending.

Duhh, baru saya tersedar. I havent touch any books since Im home. -.- What happen to meee? Saya ada banyak sangat kerja rumah dan assignment. :/ Sempat ke nak buat? Kenapa cuti mesti sekejab? Kenapa mesti ade kerja. Kenapa saya malas sangat sangat ni? Kan azam usia 18 nak jadi budak rajin, nak dapat 4flat. Macam mana nak dapat 4flat kalau awak malas macam ni luna. Final kan nak dekat dah. Tak takut ke? Awak da la dah kena marah dengan cegu sebab awak teruk. Tak sedar lagi ka? ): Boleh tak jangan buat keja bertangguh? Boleh tak buat semua kerja tanpa mengomel, tanpa bertangguh2? Susah sangat ke nak berubah luna?

Saya nak mintak maaf dekat diri saya sebab saya tak mampu nak berubah. Mintak maaf banyak banyak. Tapi saya nak cakap kat diri saya, yang saya sedang mencuba untuk berubah.


towardsabettergirl,
lunasayang.

You are beautiful.

I fall in love with this voice. RAWRR!

withlove,

lunasayang,

Breathe.

Hello and hye :)

While waiting fe tommorow, I feels like I want to write something here.

2010 passed with a good and great ends. Its end beautifully fe me. :) Okey, back to 2010. I got my SPM result which made my parent upset. 6A's je. And I failed to put myself into any university, I didnt get a UPU offer from anywhere even fe the second intake. So, I went to matriculation which its the only choice that I have at that time. I cry alot here, I cant really get into this, the study life but I got something that makes me smile here. Physics ; subject that I love the most since the first time I learned it :) I always thank to Mr Physics because, he is the reason why I can keep holding on here. Eventhough Im not good enough to him, he alwyas be the reason why I dont step out from this matriculation. :) I LOVE YOU MR PHYSICS. ♥♥♥

Living here in KMNS is not and never be easy. Thank GOD I found a lot of great friends here. Says hello to Waida, Fara, and Mira. :') They are the best among the best friends that I got here. InsyaAllah our relationship will last long. They are good friends, eventhough Im not a good friend. Thanks again, I dont think there is anyone else who want to be my friends. HAHA. Sorry fe being so annoying and irritating. Sorry, Im not a good listener or even a good friends. I tried, and I hope you see Iam trying to be  good friend to all of you, :/ Sorry, Im not a good teacher or a good tutor. I hate when I cant make someone understand what Im trying to explain, thats why I prefer saying no, bacause Im not good enough to teach you. Its hurt when I saw you cant understand what am I trying to explain, I think I make you more confuse because Im not good in any subject pn, You should ask someone who are much better than me. So sorry. Its the reason why. Thanks fe being my good friends my dear!
I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ you so much kawan. :')

Till this time, I still miss home.*homesick never ends.:DDDD

Today notes; I might not be an exellent student here, I might not a extraordinary student here, but, I promised, I'll try my best here. :)

thebestwayisgoodbye,

lunasayang.

17 vs 18

Shhh. Attention please. Im eighteen now! :)

It has been long time ago since my last post. I cant blogging now sebab seems like I lost everything yang saya pernah miliki dulu. Which is my head.I have a lotsa stories and too many things to share with, but seems like it can be shared. Stuck in my head, I cant write or type it. Kesian kan? Things that I love to do once upon a timee dlu, I had to let it go when I in Kuala Pilah. -.-' and nowww, I cant write well. Hehh, btw

Thanks fe all wishes and present.

Iloveyousomuch. 

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static,ireallylikeyounow,

lunasayang.

Menghargai dan Selfish ; related tak those two words?

"If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everythin"

Shall I start? Hello and hye. (:

It has been almost a month I didnt click new post. Im too busy, and my heart also not completely in a good condition. I cant write thing. It stuck in my heart. I cant share to anyone. InsyaAllah, my heart is in progress to heal completely. I fine, Ill be fine. :)  

People, dont you ever realize that the fact that you have to menghargai all those things, and peoples around you. If you dont then awak takan dihargai. Understand what am i trying to say? Awak, dont be selfish in every single step that you takes. You have to being around others. Because the others is your strength,  no its like your tonic kot? Once you fall, they will give extra strength to you, so you could stand back and keep on running. They are the 100Plus, Revive, RedBull, Livita and whatsoever tu. :) Hargai people who beside you,  your tonic. Plus, selfish is not a good thing my dear. If you ever be selfish please raise your hand. I do. :) Im a selfish. I tried not to be it now. :]  If you ever not hargai others raise your hand. I do. And Im wishing not to be that lagi. :)

I went to somewhere, I sit at the bus stop I dont want to take a bus, I just want to be there tengok gelagat orang. * a lot of people labeled me as full-time-observer. There is quite a lot of people at the bus stop, the bus arrived, and saya masih ditempat saya memerhatikan mereka. Masih ade yang berebut, ade yang mengatur langkah perlahan, ade yang tergesa gesa ade yang tak lekang dari buku. Ouhh, its the precious scene that I watched. Tak tau, but fe me, scene itu comel. Different type of people at one bus stop wanting to ride the same bus. Ohh I love it. I smile, the last passenger ask me ; " Adik, kenapa tak naik? 40 minutes lagi baru the next bus sampai, dah la sorang. Jum cepat naik." I was like, "Err, nevermind, Im waiting fe my dad.". "Ohh, okey, take care then. Bye" She smile. Fe me she is not selfish, she care about others. Eventough she never know me. While the others act like dont care about me, a girl who sit at the corner of bus stop, she care. She waves her hand to me. I smile and waves to her too. :) 

Got it? 

Im not good story teller, Im not good motivator, Im not good at anything. But, I want the message delivered to your heart. :) Hargai orang and dont be selfish.

Along my way, I passed so many things , I learned a lot of things, I knew a lot of new people around me. I love being around all those new things actually. Eventhough Im not used to it but Ive no regrets. ;]

Today Notes ; Get your tonic, be beside them and hargai mereka. ;)

finally,imadeaconfession,
lunasayang.