Menghargai dan Selfish ; related tak those two words?

"If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everythin"

Shall I start? Hello and hye. (:

It has been almost a month I didnt click new post. Im too busy, and my heart also not completely in a good condition. I cant write thing. It stuck in my heart. I cant share to anyone. InsyaAllah, my heart is in progress to heal completely. I fine, Ill be fine. :)  

People, dont you ever realize that the fact that you have to menghargai all those things, and peoples around you. If you dont then awak takan dihargai. Understand what am i trying to say? Awak, dont be selfish in every single step that you takes. You have to being around others. Because the others is your strength,  no its like your tonic kot? Once you fall, they will give extra strength to you, so you could stand back and keep on running. They are the 100Plus, Revive, RedBull, Livita and whatsoever tu. :) Hargai people who beside you,  your tonic. Plus, selfish is not a good thing my dear. If you ever be selfish please raise your hand. I do. :) Im a selfish. I tried not to be it now. :]  If you ever not hargai others raise your hand. I do. And Im wishing not to be that lagi. :)

I went to somewhere, I sit at the bus stop I dont want to take a bus, I just want to be there tengok gelagat orang. * a lot of people labeled me as full-time-observer. There is quite a lot of people at the bus stop, the bus arrived, and saya masih ditempat saya memerhatikan mereka. Masih ade yang berebut, ade yang mengatur langkah perlahan, ade yang tergesa gesa ade yang tak lekang dari buku. Ouhh, its the precious scene that I watched. Tak tau, but fe me, scene itu comel. Different type of people at one bus stop wanting to ride the same bus. Ohh I love it. I smile, the last passenger ask me ; " Adik, kenapa tak naik? 40 minutes lagi baru the next bus sampai, dah la sorang. Jum cepat naik." I was like, "Err, nevermind, Im waiting fe my dad.". "Ohh, okey, take care then. Bye" She smile. Fe me she is not selfish, she care about others. Eventough she never know me. While the others act like dont care about me, a girl who sit at the corner of bus stop, she care. She waves her hand to me. I smile and waves to her too. :) 

Got it? 

Im not good story teller, Im not good motivator, Im not good at anything. But, I want the message delivered to your heart. :) Hargai orang and dont be selfish.

Along my way, I passed so many things , I learned a lot of things, I knew a lot of new people around me. I love being around all those new things actually. Eventhough Im not used to it but Ive no regrets. ;]

Today Notes ; Get your tonic, be beside them and hargai mereka. ;)

finally,imadeaconfession,
lunasayang.

D ; Im move on.

Hello and Hai!

Finally im free to write something here. I miss this blog, I miss home, I miss my pc, I miss my mum, I miss my dad, I miss my abang, I miss everything in Bangi, including the smell of Bangi. Ngee. :D

A lot of people ask me, bila i nak elok dari penyakit i. Jawapan nya takkan elok btw. HAHA. Im homesick. I cried and cried when I miss home. When Miss Sali said something about home or mum, 100% sure, I'll cry. HAHA. I dont know why. 

Ohhh okeyy i dont hve anough time. So, bye, Take care. ILOVEYOU.

Today Notes ; ohh my busuk, i miss you yaw!

imstuckinthemiddleofroad.

lunasayangneedyou.

awakk.

im envy with youu,
u achieve the dream that you dreamt.

just want you know.

that I LIKE YOU. 

so much. 

My Guardian Angel.

Hello and Assalamualaikum,





I miss my guardian angel so freaking damn much! :( Abang, did you know I miss you? 


I know how my abang feels now. I know he suffered to success there. I know it. Im so sorry because I can do nothing. :( I cant help you. Adik useless kan? Hmm. I know you choose this path because of ayah kan? Ayah want so bad one of his child be a doctor. As you know, ayah tak paksa one of us should or shouldnt be a doctor. but I know deep inside his heart. he want so bad. He want all of us kalau boleh. Unfortunately, the only one who are qualified to be a doctor is you. Only you. None of the girls qualified. Im sorry im not good enough to be a doctor. Im sorry fe making you made a decision to be a doctor eventho you are not good in remember things. I know, mybe if Im good enough, then he wont choose medic. Im sorry fe making you leave the subject that you love the most; physics. :( I know you miss physics kan? I know when you try your best to answer all my question. I know you had fun being around physics kan. And Im sure, you've finish answered the question kan? But you want to push me to do it by myself kan. Saye tawu. Saye rse sedoh gilaa, sebab saye tak pernah tgk abang suffer kalau belaja. He always enjoy every single things that he learned. Hmm. 


Sometimes, I wish I can full fill your dream. Being an engineer is your dream kan? I wish I can. Please please please. I want to be an engineer fe you. I want to achieve your dream that you have to leave because of my stupidness. :) Pray fe me. And I always pray fe you. I know you can do it because abang kan abang luna. :D Dah jangan tense2. I love you!


Today Notes; I miss my mr A when I looked at you. 

illbebyyourside.

lunasayang.