Quotes.

"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next."

April 30, 2009

kembali.


hati ini?

idk why my heart lyk mcm.. gundah gulana jee. gahh, i hate this feeling..
am i in jealous-ing's mood? huhh. i hate this feeling. its hurtt kott.
today i fast-ing. perut bernyanyi riang bcz ta sahur. sakett kott; gastric. :/
so, today i was lyk a moodless face lah kan. then, luna rse ngntukk gyle.
i want to take a nap at class td. tutp je mate, bru na berlayar.
"bangg!" , amad pukul my meja. and i mcm.. grr.
sumpah terkejut. my heartbeat mcm hape dahh. and and da la others nmpk.
so mcm.. MALU + TERKEJUT.
its amad not PN MERIAM ahh. ayamonn.
ohh, currently, i felt in love wif one song nie. i cnt rmmbr who sang that song.
nvm, but the lyric mcm aww. so bestt kott. sweet..
lalalala.

stillgeramktAMAD,
lunasayang.

April 28, 2009

colour of my world. (:

Purple:

Spectrum: 7th and last color of the spectrum
Planet: Jupiter
Element: Fire
Gemstone: Sapphire
Metal: Tin
Musical Note: B - sacred music, hymns

Attributes: Nobility, spiritual aspiration, honor and self-esteem. Magnetic, tense, powerful, healing, spiritual, meditative, religious, royal and divine. Medically, it cools the nerves and is antiseptic.

Characteristics: Purple personalities strive to better themselves spiritually, mentally and emotionally. They are voracious readers, constantly seeking knowledge, particularly in tales of the lives of others. Wanting a greater spiritual connection, they love the subjects of theology and religion. Thus armed, they love to spread their findings to others to help them on their spiritual paths.

Being perfectionists, they are prone to self-sabotage by being overly critical of themselves. In an extreme form, those who like the muted shades of purple can become religious zealots who feel the God given right to judge others and mete out retribution. The search for spirit is lost in their fanaticism.

Those who favor darker purple work to find inner peace and love and a connection to God or their higher power. As givers, they are fine friends as they don't seem to ask much for themselves. If they do seek help from another and are not clear in their desire, they may resent the fact that their request is not forthcoming. They can develop a hard-done-by attitude in this case. Over-functioner resenting under-functioner.

April 26, 2009

harus?

mr. M,

hmm. awak selalu jadi yang terhebat di mate beliau kan? hmm. beliau jua lah yg terhebat di mate anda. now saye da paham. and please dont hurt me more. i just want to enjoy my life. even without you. im so so tired to waiting fe your text. yes, fyi, im queen control. hmm.. Allah, please help me to face this. i have to kick him away. I MUST. crushh feeling is fadingg away. Alhamdulillah. (:

grateful,
lunasayang.

April 25, 2009

rocket.

ohh. my sista said i getting BULAT². too badd kan? hahha. yeah i noe. im getting more and more bulat each day. haha. currently kan, luna so so so peramah to all people. sumtyme mcm ta bertempat. yeah i noe. CRAZY. ahaha. but who care? i love to be that sumtyme. ohh. i hope i'll be more pandai lahh. i want to be pandai please? cn u gve it to me now? how much? someone please offer me thatt. i wanttt. i really want it. but i noe, there is no one can gve me that offer kn? hmm. i must me more rajenn kn? i MUST! mid term is just around the corner. so i have to work very very very HARD!.


ohh. td i went to alamanda. and my aim is to shopping. but unfortunately lahh kan.. we're stuck at nose and viss. my sis stuck there and she ask me to shopping alone. ohh ALONE? gahhh. its nt fun lah. and plus, i dun hve money. she not so giving money to me if she nt there. huh.too badd kn? then i da mcm org gyle at viss. so i went to mph and thanks GOD. she gave me some money lah kan. i bought 2 mgznes je. there is no intrstng new book. huh. boredd. so i mcm jln2 without tujuan lah kn. sangat lah bosan. and and i went to viss again and begging my sis to get home. i mcm da tatahan lg. ohh, i want to shoppingg. grr. then she promse to took me shopping. and and when i get home. and ngade2 mintak mama gve me some sponsor and and i get it! wee! well, im so happy. but.. i cant make it tmrrw, cz im too-busy, wif school stuff. grr. malang.

p/s ; ohh, saya rindu anda lah.

can we be more than that?
lunasayang.

April 20, 2009

hyperbola.

ohh, im not hyperbola person, and i don't know how to tell him. hahha. im crush-ingg at him now. ohh, real kah ini? reality kott. hmm, i just want him to stay. just stay beside me. i dont want to be his very special person, i just want to be one of his special person. if i cant be there, then, keep me in his heart, just a small space fe me. hee. currently u're crush-ingg mood wif someone else and i dont mind because im just want to be by ur side. hee. well, im not a gurl who r cute, pretty, and so on. i just ordinary fat gurl. haha, so i know where should i be. and im not 'lembut' lyk other gurl. and and i dont want to be lyk them. im not pandai lyk others. my englsh are trully bad. kite mmg ta sekufu, i dun have ur future gf's criteria, so forget about it. it justt a lovely crushh tyme and i enjoy it! (:


crush-ingg-tyme,
lunasayang.