WonderLuna.

A

2012-01-18T18:31:00.001+08:00

Untuk A,

yang kini sudah jauh.

Jauh sekali.

Miss Independent

2011-12-02T05:40:00.001+08:00

Hello and Assalamualaikum ppls! :)

Did you miss me, did you? I know you do. Hikhikhik. ;) Well, honestly, this week is the worst week ever. I hate it btw. I have a tons of lab report which I hate the most and I have no idea how to do it. And also assignmentsssss. And also presentations. Got two presentations next week. And yeah, havent done the slide yet. T.T Now tell me, budak environmental relaks sangat ke? -.-' I hate when some people says environmental was so easy kan, got no assignment got no test got no pressure. *hangguklu* Try to respect other course please. Please dont think your course is the scariest the hardest the best compared to others, its annoying you know. All the course have their pro and cons. Haruslah course tu wujud diatas sebab tertentu untuk kepentingan dan kegunaan tertentu. Understand me?

My mother taught me that Ive to respect others, if I want they respect to me since I was a little girl. I live with that words everyday. Well, mybe sometime I didnt apply it in my daily life but always remind myself to respect others. I did. Seriously. Haha. My mother is awesome, she always taught me to be a better person when I grow up. :) Well I know, your mum too. Haha.

Simple example, when your roomates are studying, and you the only one who want to sleep. And you told them to turn off the light. For me, something is wrong with it. Why dont you try to sleep in light, since your roomates all still studying? What if it happens everyday? They have to study in the dark, or in dim light. Well, they will rabun, they wont have healthy eyes just like me. And they will rabun because of you. Only because of you yes you you you YOU! *ohh, betul ke example aku ni ade kena mengena dengan respect? *

Haha. Like seriously lah wey, respect others. When someone is solat, then you have to stop singing or anything lagha that you do. Please respect them who are praying. Respect is two way communication. When you respect others, the others will respect you. Not only with someone older, or anything. To everyone please. :) Youll know how the great feelings that you will feels when someone do respect them as you do. :) Believe in me. Respect its the most important things in our daily life. Without it, you are nothing. ;)

Saya janji akan respect others after this, awak bila lagi? ;)

Today Notes : Salam Maal Hijrah peeps. Semoga tahun ini adalah tahun yang lebih baik dari tahun tahun yang lepas. :)

dontcryforme,

lunasayang.

Stop and Stare

2011-11-24T21:03:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hello peeps. :)

I miss you people. Apa kabarmu? Hak hak hak. Hello again. :)

We all have a plenty of choices in life. Every second of our life is actually have a million of choices. For example, when you cross the road, there is a lot of probabilities. One you will cross it when the traffic light shows red. Or you just cross it without thinking all those probabilities? Get me? Haha. I actually dont know how to express what in my heart now. Ive a lot to say when it comes to the choices things. Well, because Ive gone through a lot of that moment. Moment when you have to make a big decision with a lot of choices. I bet all of you have been through this too. Haruslah kan because youre normal people just like me. :)

Well, jujurnya ibu bapaku sangat nak aku jadi seorang CIKGU, :) Ohh, I mean actually they want me to be doctor, dentist or pharmacist at first, but Im not qualified at all to become that. Haha. For them, as a girl. CIKGU is the best career. Fyi, orang tuaku adalah orang lama. In their "future planning" for me, there is no engineering or architecture or accounting. Just those three professional career at the hospital and teacher. :)

I prefer to say my future career is environmentalist. InsyaAllah. :) I know my parents, they dont know about this course so much, and they dont have confident whether this course will give me a good career to me or not. Because they never think of other courses, I know mereka sangat risau dengan saya. They think I made a wrong decision, which well for me its a right decision. This is what I want, to be an environmentalist. :) They do support me eventhough they dont really show it up. They scared I might fall and couldnt stand again. And I give up. Dont worry ayah and mak, I will never give up. Thank you so much, Ayah and Mak. I'll do my best and prove to both of you, the path that Im taken is the right path. :)

Today Notes : The wrong decision can always be corrected. Because sometime the wrong decision will lead us to the better ones. :)

imissmydadandmom,

lunasayang.

Start All Over Again.

2011-11-11T13:44:00.002+08:00

Hello and assalamualaikum. :)

Its been quite a long time since I last wrote here. Hello again, and I miss you people. :)

Well, yes, everything changes. Ive changed, like a lot mybe? Haha. Umm, Im no longer jobless girl. Hihi, Im officially be a part of one of university. And as a their student of course. Guess what courses did I took. Try la teka. :D Emm, well Im environmentalist-to-be. *inshaAllah* Okayy. Emm, I dont have a word to say. Haha. Well, I barely know what is interesting about the University life and such things. For me, nothing interesting yet? Screw me up. Aha! I kindda try to love this place but yeah, still trying and yes, Im trying my best to fit in this new life. Hmm.

Everything changed, just as I. Kadang kadang saya rasa Im not in the right path. The path that currently Im taking is something that I dont have guts on it. Like seriously, i never wonder myself being that ".." things. My life now messed up actually. I didnt understand the lecture, I cant do the tutorial, I didnt score well. Well yeah, Im not someone who are really good in the particular subject. I just a girl who love physics with all her heart but that girl didnt really score it well. Im that girl. I grew in the family who thinks if you didnt score A for your math, youre kinda stupid lah. Im just an ordinary girl who has nothing special on herself. Ive a lot of WH question in my head now. Haha. Im the girl who has no confident in herself in any way pun. But, theres something that I believe on. God will help me kalau saya berusaha dan yakin padaNya. :)

Even saya rasa, Im not qualified of being that * referringtothecourseimtaking* and I think I made a wrong step. But I know one thing, I cant turn back. There is no turning point for me to turn back. So saya akan teruskan berlari dan jika saya terjatuh saya pasti bangun semula, jika saya tak mampu berlari, saya akan berjalan, dan terus berjalan tanpa melihat ke belakang. :) Sebab saya tahu, evethough at a certain point, I might fall, and failed. But if I turn back and try to start all over again, itu akan menghabiskan masa saya. If I stand up again and get my momentum back, I will have no regret atleast because I know, Ive tried my best to be the best. :)

Today notes : Jangan patah balik kerana ketidakyakinan awak. Yakin lah, Allah akan membantu hamba hambaNya yang berusaha dan Dia sentiasa merencanakan sesuatu yang baik untuk kita.

imisstheoldmomentumthativebefore,

lunasayang

Long Distance.

2011-08-19T23:22:00.001+08:00

Cik Q selalu cakap, saya ni kedekut sangat. Kedekut senyuman. :) Haha. Yeah, youre right. Hehe. I dont know why, but semua orang mostly akan label myself as sombong. Tehehe. Sorry. Saya memang tak pandai senyum. Kat rumah pun kan, selalu buat senyum comel je. Nanti kalau buat dekat luar orang bagi makan kaki pulak kang. Comel sangat. Hahaha. Tapi tapi kawan kawan. Saya sedang meng-practice senyum untuk gambar raya tahun ni. :B Nantikan gambar raya tahun ni okeyy. :D

Kawan kawan, senyum tu kan sedekah. Saya tau anda tau tu. Jangan la kita mengkedekutkan diri kita nak senyum ye. :) Senyum la paling senang. Kalau tade duit nak sedekah. *mcm saya ni. penganggur tegar. Boleh la buat amal lain seperti memurahkan senyuman yang sebelum ni saya selalu mengmahalkan ia. Dulu kan, saya selalu rasa pelik nak senyum kat anonymous. Tapi sekarang, cool la. Kadang kadang orang tu yang pelik tengok saya tetiba senyum walaupun tak kenal. Hehe. Okey, saya dah berubah sikit ye kawan kawan. :)

Lepas tu kan, kawan kawan. Kalau kita pergi pasar malam kan, selalu ada orang mintak sedekah. Buta la kudung la anak yatim la masjid la. Kita selalu la nak persoalkan 'eh, dia ni betul ke? ke sindiket ni.' Tak dinafikan, saya juga kadang kadang terfikir jugak mcm tu. Tapi satu je saya nak cakap. Niat sedekah itu penting. Niat je la kita bagi ni untuk dia buat sesuatu di jalan Allah. Tak payah nak persoalkan kesahihan nya. Janji kita dah ikhlaskan diri. Lain la kalau dia memang dah cakap ini tabung nak buat disko. Jangan la kau gatal gatal nak letak duit kat situ kan. Banyak lagi tabung masjid tabung surau kau boleh letak.

Masa kat hentian Seremban dua tahun lepas kut. Ada sorang pakcik ni bagi lecture kat budak mintak sedekah ni. Kalau lecture baik tapi jugak. Ni tengking. Kesian budak tu. Dia marah, dia cakap ni ade orang la yang suruh awak mintak sedekah kan. Blablabla. At that time, pakcik tu lecture depan surau. And aku berdiri and hanya mampu tengok. Aku sedihh sangat. Aku tau la pakcik tu ade niat baik, caring kat budak tu. Tapi jangan la marah. Tengking. Suara dia kuat. Aku yang jauh pun rasa nak nanges kena mcm tu. Aku tengok budak tu kuis kuis kaki. Hmm. Sedih kan. Apela salahnya kalau nak cakap tu nada pilihla yang sesuai. Sampai sekarang aku ingat setiap dialog pakcik tu. Pakcik, jangan buat macam tu. Tak baik tau. Awak yang lain juga. Ikhlas kan hati semasa menderma banyak pahala tu. ;)

Okey kawan kawan, selamat menayangkan gigi awak selalu. :B

Todays Notes : Sepuluh malam terakhir. Selamat beramal. :)

iguessitwasnotenough,

lunasayang.

Sahabat. :)

2011-08-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

Awak awak awak, nanti awak masuk U. Jangan lupa saya tau.

I love you. Hihihi.

Waida. Fara. Mira

Nanti cmfrm kita susah nak jumpa.

Selamat maju jaya. *macam ayat dapat repotkad. Bahaha!

Thanks for your craziness. :)

Again, I love you a lot. <3 <3

Today notes : Selamat berpuasa. Hampir ke sepuluh malam terakhir. Alhamdulillah. :)

whathurtthemost,

lunasayang

For The First Time

2011-08-10T10:54:00.000+08:00

Hello and hye. :)

You and me. Things changed a lot. I've changed a lot too. To the better one perhaps (?) Thanks fe changing me. Awak dah going somewhere chasing your dreams that you dreamed of since you 10. Optical engineering. Semoga awak grad cepat and belanja luna makangg baby Tutti Frutti eh. Awak grad 1 sem befo luna. Tak adil betul. Haha. Btw, goodluck my dear! I heart you and our friendship always, darl!

And I always remember this date. Haha.
1 January 2005. 1 April 2005. 26 Dec 2007

Today Notes : You and me , both have changed a lot.

youandme,

lunasayang.

Im back ! (?)

2011-08-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

Hello and hye people,

Im back !

Changed my template to the simple one.

Nice to be back btw.

:')

happy ending.

2011-01-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

Duhh, baru saya tersedar. I havent touch any books since Im home. -.- What happen to meee? Saya ada banyak sangat kerja rumah dan assignment. :/ Sempat ke nak buat? Kenapa cuti mesti sekejab? Kenapa mesti ade kerja. Kenapa saya malas sangat sangat ni? Kan azam usia 18 nak jadi budak rajin, nak dapat 4flat. Macam mana nak dapat 4flat kalau awak malas macam ni luna. Final kan nak dekat dah. Tak takut ke? Awak da la dah kena marah dengan cegu sebab awak teruk. Tak sedar lagi ka? ): Boleh tak jangan buat keja bertangguh? Boleh tak buat semua kerja tanpa mengomel, tanpa bertangguh2? Susah sangat ke nak berubah luna?

Saya nak mintak maaf dekat diri saya sebab saya tak mampu nak berubah. Mintak maaf banyak banyak. Tapi saya nak cakap kat diri saya, yang saya sedang mencuba untuk berubah.

towardsabettergirl,
lunasayang.

You are beautiful.

2011-01-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

I fall in love with this voice. RAWRR!

withlove,

lunasayang,

Breathe.

2011-01-09T11:36:00.000+08:00

Hello and hye :)

While waiting fe tommorow, I feels like I want to write something here.

2010 passed with a good and great ends. Its end beautifully fe me. :) Okey, back to 2010. I got my SPM result which made my parent upset. 6A's je. And I failed to put myself into any university, I didnt get a UPU offer from anywhere even fe the second intake. So, I went to matriculation which its the only choice that I have at that time. I cry alot here, I cant really get into this, the study life but I got something that makes me smile here. Physics ; subject that I love the most since the first time I learned it :) I always thank to Mr Physics because, he is the reason why I can keep holding on here. Eventhough Im not good enough to him, he alwyas be the reason why I dont step out from this matriculation. :) I LOVE YOU MR PHYSICS. ♥♥♥

Living here in KMNS is not and never be easy. Thank GOD I found a lot of great friends here. Says hello to Waida, Fara, and Mira. :') They are the best among the best friends that I got here. InsyaAllah our relationship will last long. They are good friends, eventhough Im not a good friend. Thanks again, I dont think there is anyone else who want to be my friends. HAHA. Sorry fe being so annoying and irritating. Sorry, Im not a good listener or even a good friends. I tried, and I hope you see Iam trying to be good friend to all of you, :/ Sorry, Im not a good teacher or a good tutor. I hate when I cant make someone understand what Im trying to explain, thats why I prefer saying no, bacause Im not good enough to teach you. Its hurt when I saw you cant understand what am I trying to explain, I think I make you more confuse because Im not good in any subject pn, You should ask someone who are much better than me. So sorry. Its the reason why. Thanks fe being my good friends my dear!
I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ you so much kawan. :')

Till this time, I still miss home.*homesick never ends.:DDDD

Today notes; I might not be an exellent student here, I might not a extraordinary student here, but, I promised, I'll try my best here. :)

thebestwayisgoodbye,

lunasayang.

17 vs 18

2010-12-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

Shhh. Attention please. Im eighteen now! :)

It has been long time ago since my last post. I cant blogging now sebab seems like I lost everything yang saya pernah miliki dulu. Which is my head.I have a lotsa stories and too many things to share with, but seems like it can be shared. Stuck in my head, I cant write or type it. Kesian kan? Things that I love to do once upon a timee dlu, I had to let it go when I in Kuala Pilah. -.-' and nowww, I cant write well. Hehh, btw

Thanks fe all wishes and present.

Iloveyousomuch.

1437

static,ireallylikeyounow,

lunasayang.

Menghargai dan Selfish ; related tak those two words?

2010-10-29T13:43:00.004+08:00

"If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everythin"

Shall I start? Hello and hye. (:

It has been almost a month I didnt click new post. Im too busy, and my heart also not completely in a good condition. I cant write thing. It stuck in my heart. I cant share to anyone. InsyaAllah, my heart is in progress to heal completely. I fine, Ill be fine. :)

People, dont you ever realize that the fact that you have to menghargai all those things, and peoples around you. If you dont then awak takan dihargai. Understand what am i trying to say? Awak, dont be selfish in every single step that you takes. You have to being around others. Because the others is your strength, no its like your tonic kot? Once you fall, they will give extra strength to you, so you could stand back and keep on running. They are the 100Plus, Revive, RedBull, Livita and whatsoever tu. :) Hargai people who beside you, your tonic. Plus, selfish is not a good thing my dear. If you ever be selfish please raise your hand. I do. :) Im a selfish. I tried not to be it now. :] If you ever not hargai others raise your hand. I do. And Im wishing not to be that lagi. :)

I went to somewhere, I sit at the bus stop I dont want to take a bus, I just want to be there tengok gelagat orang. * a lot of people labeled me as full-time-observer. There is quite a lot of people at the bus stop, the bus arrived, and saya masih ditempat saya memerhatikan mereka. Masih ade yang berebut, ade yang mengatur langkah perlahan, ade yang tergesa gesa ade yang tak lekang dari buku. Ouhh, its the precious scene that I watched. Tak tau, but fe me, scene itu comel. Different type of people at one bus stop wanting to ride the same bus. Ohh I love it. I smile, the last passenger ask me ; " Adik, kenapa tak naik? 40 minutes lagi baru the next bus sampai, dah la sorang. Jum cepat naik." I was like, "Err, nevermind, Im waiting fe my dad.". "Ohh, okey, take care then. Bye" She smile. Fe me she is not selfish, she care about others. Eventough she never know me. While the others act like dont care about me, a girl who sit at the corner of bus stop, she care. She waves her hand to me. I smile and waves to her too. :)

Got it?

Im not good story teller, Im not good motivator, Im not good at anything. But, I want the message delivered to your heart. :) Hargai orang and dont be selfish.

Along my way, I passed so many things , I learned a lot of things, I knew a lot of new people around me. I love being around all those new things actually. Eventhough Im not used to it but Ive no regrets. ;]

Today Notes ; Get your tonic, be beside them and hargai mereka. ;)

finally,imadeaconfession,
lunasayang.

D ; Im move on.

2010-10-01T17:24:00.003+08:00

Hello and Hai!

Finally im free to write something here. I miss this blog, I miss home, I miss my pc, I miss my mum, I miss my dad, I miss my abang, I miss everything in Bangi, including the smell of Bangi. Ngee. :D

A lot of people ask me, bila i nak elok dari penyakit i. Jawapan nya takkan elok btw. HAHA. Im homesick. I cried and cried when I miss home. When Miss Sali said something about home or mum, 100% sure, I'll cry. HAHA. I dont know why. 

Ohhh okeyy i dont hve anough time. So, bye, Take care. ILOVEYOU.

Today Notes ; ohh my busuk, i miss you yaw!

imstuckinthemiddleofroad.

lunasayangneedyou.

awakk.

2010-09-18T18:37:00.002+08:00

im envy with youu,
u achieve the dream that you dreamt.

just want you know.

2010-07-28T16:10:00.002+08:00

that I LIKE YOU.

so much.

My Guardian Angel.

2010-07-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hello and Assalamualaikum,

I miss my guardian angel so freaking damn much! :( Abang, did you know I miss you?

I know how my abang feels now. I know he suffered to success there. I know it. Im so sorry because I can do nothing. :( I cant help you. Adik useless kan? Hmm. I know you choose this path because of ayah kan? Ayah want so bad one of his child be a doctor. As you know, ayah tak paksa one of us should or shouldnt be a doctor. but I know deep inside his heart. he want so bad. He want all of us kalau boleh. Unfortunately, the only one who are qualified to be a doctor is you. Only you. None of the girls qualified. Im sorry im not good enough to be a doctor. Im sorry fe making you made a decision to be a doctor eventho you are not good in remember things. I know, mybe if Im good enough, then he wont choose medic. Im sorry fe making you leave the subject that you love the most; physics. :( I know you miss physics kan? I know when you try your best to answer all my question. I know you had fun being around physics kan. And Im sure, you've finish answered the question kan? But you want to push me to do it by myself kan. Saye tawu. Saye rse sedoh gilaa, sebab saye tak pernah tgk abang suffer kalau belaja. He always enjoy every single things that he learned. Hmm.

Sometimes, I wish I can full fill your dream. Being an engineer is your dream kan? I wish I can. Please please please. I want to be an engineer fe you. I want to achieve your dream that you have to leave because of my stupidness. :) Pray fe me. And I always pray fe you. I know you can do it because abang kan abang luna. :D Dah jangan tense2. I love you!

Today Notes; I miss my mr A when I looked at you.

illbebyyourside.

lunasayang.

sometimes

2010-06-20T07:08:00.004+08:00

This is my third post in KMNS. :)

So hello and hye people!

I miss you. :’) Im fine here and there, I cant wait fe tomorrow. :B I goin home! Yeay! Hows my life? Im not in a good condition kot. Im sick. My tonsil bengkakk lagiii! Kesian kannn. :( Hmm.

Mau cakap ape eh? Hmm. My life here is fine. Alhamdulillah, but I still cant find my momentum untuk seiring dengan pembelajaran. Especially in math and chemistry. I love physics so much here, teachers is so good and enjoyable. I do hope I can find my err, momentum? HAHA. I want to accelerate. Now, I in constant velocity, means there is no acceleration. Acceleration is equal to zero. I have to put more force. Force is equal to mass times with acceleration. Increasing velocity will increase the acceleration, increasing in acceleration will increase the force. Newton Third Law states; When there is an reaction, there is an equal reaction. So when I upgrading my effect on my studies, then InsyaAllah there is an equal reaction kan? :D Budak physic yang sumpa poyo! HAHA.

Nowadays, I keep on telling myself to think positive. Being in matriculation its not easy. Its tough fe some people like me. People who are malasss. Ngee. so I have to be strong and no matter what happen, just keep holding on and please stay strong, then I know everything will be okey. Btw, can you believe me? I have changed my study techniques. Hoho. Im not so malas la, I be more rajen, but Anisah is thousand times more rajen than me ouhh, I don’t know how can she be that rajen ohh, sumpa I cant find the enjoy ness here, means. There is no time toi play around ; no tv-ing, online-ing, facebook-ing, play-ing, mandi-ing. Haha. That’s what I feel now. Less than a month I’ll face the mid sem test. Ooo shit! Im so damn scared. God please help me. I haven’t prepared anything yet!

Okeyyy. I think its has been a very long post, I have wasting a lot of time. Actually there is a lot of other stories about my friends and my classmateee and I want to tell you so freaking bad. But seriously, time and tide wait fe no men. Haha. Bbye. Iloveyou, please takecare. Muahmuah!

Today notes ; Time, can you stop now, I miss my qq. :(

Goodbyeboys;

Lunasayangg,

one word for you.

2010-06-20T07:06:00.001+08:00

Hello and hye people,

First post in KMNS.

Guess where am I now? Yea.. seratus markah buat anda! :D Im in KMNS. -.- Im not goin back home this week sebab last week I’ve enjoyed 3 days short holiday at home kan, so this week, I’ve to be here la. Hopefully ade air, PLEASE! Sebab on Thursday ; tade air! @#$%! Stop it Luna. Hee!

So, its quite a while since my last post kan kan kan? Did you miss me? I do miss you wonderluna.blogspot. ;) and all the readers. *ade ke readers? HAHA. So, what am I goin to bubbling eh today? Haaaa. Hows my life? Itssssss so freaking baddd. I don’t know what happen to me.

Seriously I feel like I wanna quit here. ): I seems like, cant adapt the matriculation life. I cant do the mathematics and the chemistry, everything seems so new. Err, mybe its not new, but my brains seems like can receive. I do have tried so many times, but seems like I don’t belong here.

Terasa macam nak keluar, but, I do love my friend here! I do love my practicum, my classmate, my blokistt. I found a great and fun friends here. Waida, Fara, Mira, Ila, Sufi, Suha, Zan, Kak Zuma, Kak Hanem, Kak Shu, Nurul. Im having a very good time with them walaupun talama pn I know them. Baru, few weeks. Waida, I do love her! She is great friend. I don’t know why but we seem to know each other dahhh sangat sangat lama. She pretty clumsy just like me and lil annoying just like me. HAHA! I do enjoy being her friend. :D

So now, saya sedang berfikir fikir untuk mengubah haluan saya. Tapi saya confuse sangat. Where should I go lagipun kan. Ntah la. But im hoping fe a miracle. Either two, move to another institution or stay here and dapat 4flat. Ohh God ; Please help me now. When I told Waida about this, and I don’t expect beliau akan nangis. :’( Ttbe terasa terharu, ade jugak orang sedih jika saya tiada di sini lagi, :’) Babe, don’t worry. Im not so sure yet la.

Today Notes ; I miss my abang so much here. I need him. ;(

tearseverywhere,

lunasayang.

its getting harder.

2010-06-04T17:50:00.002+08:00

I just need you now!

Kami Menjana Nilai dan Skor! HAHA

2010-05-15T22:02:00.001+08:00

Hello people. ;]

So long no seeee. I miss you. Lalala. Have I told you Im going to Matriculation? yes, I did. :)

Assalamualaikum.

Baru pulang dari KMNS. Weehoo! To be honest, I dont like KMNS on the first day. Tapi kan, itu hanya lah mind set awalan. Yela, what do you expect kan, ble we dont have time to eat. -.-' Sedangkan befo this, mne de skip makan sangat terutama lunch. Yela, da de je kat uma, makan je lah. Then tuptup kat sane we dont have time to eat. Kene pandai curi masa. One whole day ta makan nasi, just makan biskut Sunlife. Anda rase ape jadi? Saye gastrik + angin, memang hot lah perasaan itu malam tu. Menggelupur sakit. Luckily Luna bawak ubat. Alhamdulillah everything okey. Saya masih sihat walafiat. :B On the next day, bfst Luna ta tinggal, eventho memang err, tasedap langsung kot. *wtv, saye demand. so what kan? Nasi goreng kicap yang, masin dan pedas. Err, serious rase mcm. Errr.. wth.. Acctly tade la ape yang buruk ny KMNS nieh, but memang tade la terdetik kat hati luna na tasuke KMNS sebab buruk or korok or wtv kan. Kejam doe kalau tu pn amek kesa. Tapi hmm, ntah. Taley na comment ape pn sangat sebab baru sangat. But na tegaskan disini, Luna ta benci KMNS okeyy. I dont hate it or dont like it. Just, err. Need some time to adapt kot. But fine je. :)

Cukup cukup lah mengomel Siti Zulaiha Binti Uyub. -.-' Tapi kan, dlu mase saya ditolak hiduphidup oleh Uitm, saya berasa sangat rendah. Macam terlampau bodoh. Tapi yang lagi bengap ny I dont realized pasal rezeki tu kat tangan Allah kan. Siapa kita nak melawan takdir. Saya cuba untuk adapt kehidupan di matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan. Kami Menjana Nilai dan Skor. HAHA! Eksaited bhai. Minggu orentasi memang annoying dengan jadual yang padat dan dan duduk bersila. Woah. Penat seyhh. Da penat, ape lagi, keje ny memerhati orang lah. Lagi best kalau mse LDK besa, duduk kat dataran dengan Mira. HAHA! Abang Uda dan Dara lah Abang Gamba la ape lah. HAHA! Tapi bukan mengumpat. Memuji je. Sumpa tade keje laen dah. HAHA! Tanak tidur melayang layang nanti. HAHA. Orentasi penat. Tapi dari situ la Luna belajar curi mase. :) Im growing up kot. Means, kalau Luna still mcm on the first day, lembik longlai lah Luna. Jadi nak tanak kene lah cari mase na mandi, makan, tidur, basuh baju and etc kan. :] Alhamdulillah, Luna rase Luna da tau macam mne timetable luna nt. :)

Homesick? HAHA. Memang lah, serious. On the first day I cried sampai 0230, pukul 4 kene bangun. Woah. Bayangkannn. Tapi emm, macam fine on the second day. Cume Taley sebut pasal abang lah. Mesti berderai air mate terus. HAHA. Bile on the phone dengan Mak or Ayah, mesti bergenang je air mate. Rindu. :'( Tapi Luna kan big girl. Ngehehe. Ohh, pasal classmate pulak. Fine kot. I dont really know them. So no comment. Doa kan Luna bertambah tambah okey kat sane eh? :) Ohh lupe, Luna amek Sains Fizikal. Boleh apply na tuka but I dont think Im good in Bio. Physic pn. But, InsyaAllah Luna try.

Stop merepek. Saye pulang minggu Wesak. Jangan rindu rindu saya. :D

Today notes ; Tolong growing up boleh?

youworthit, seriouslyimissyou.

lunasayang.

Four Letters of Love.

2010-05-01T12:41:00.001+08:00

http://akuhusnalurvetto.blogspot.com

somebody yg kita felt close to us, someone yg sntiasa ada when we need help

tak semestinya he's the one.yg kita perlu together with, spent the rest of our life with-

sometime org yg buat kita rasa geram, sedih, sakit hati, tulah sbnrnya our Superman, our Romeo, our MrPerfecto or whatever you name it-

LOVER

Husna, :)

Donno why, but lately nieh I found a lot of blogger yang post something like this. And the one yang Luna fall in love ble bace, this one lah. Tak tahu mengapa kenapa dan siapa. Tapi, :). Tak semestinya the one yang romantic gle tu lah the one yang tercipta fe us. Its not work that way pon aa. Hmm.

Today notes ; Kalau dulu anda boleh tabah, kenapa tak sekarang kan? Jangan menangis dan menyesal lagi. Penyesalan tu kan tak baik. :)

Should I Stay?

2010-04-22T15:50:00.000+08:00

Hello and hyee, :)

Saye, Siti Zulaiha Uyub @ Luna sangat sangat benci kan phone saya. :/ Phone saya sering membuat fitnah dimalam hari. Mengapa eh? Fitnah tu kan tak baik wahai phone. Bawak bawak lah bertaubat. Haipp! Mau masuk neraka ka? Haiyaaa. Phone, phone, kenapa awak selalu buat orang semua cakap saya tidur awal sedangkan saya kadang kadang saya belum lagi gosok gigi sebelum tidur lagi, awak dah mule menebarkan fitnah. Haipp! Kenapa? Awak tawu, saya sedih dengan sikap awak. Mulai hari ini, kita breakup!

Okay, fine cukup dengan karutan. Phone, alahai. Sanggup keh aku bersabar eh? Setiap hari mule buat hal. Kenape eh? Saya tak cukup sayang kat awak dah? Sebab tu awak merajuk? Takkan lah. Ala, kalau la saya pandai, mesti iphone dah depan mate saya sekarang kann. Alaaa, kenapa mesti sekarang? Kenapa bukan masa sebelum SPM. Susah la phone. Sayang nak tukar, tapi memang nak tukar sebab kau pun dah kronik. Okay, da start balek karutan. Pepagi, mesti tade message which is selalu ade, then off on blek. Mesti ade messages receives. Yang malam tadi punya msg. Pena, one whole day tak berbunyi phone. Ble my sis call, tye asal ta reply msg and I, err, I dont receive anything pn? Off on blek, ade 40 messages! -.- Wtv lah phone, aku harap kau dalam keadaan baek sementara waktu nieh, aku tanak mintak duit ayah. Ape kau egt ayah tu bank ke nak mintak jee. Lagipun sekarang macam macam hal. Sabar je dulu okey? Okey. :)

Today Notes ; I want MORE money please? $$$

Tearsandsmile,

lunasayang.

Why?

2010-04-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

Aloha,

Gmbar menceritakan segala ny kan? Yep, KMNs, here I come babe. This is my second choice actually. I do pray to get KMM. But, tade rezeki kot. :( Bersyukur sangat sangat because Farah, Anisah, Qeela and cik NFK pn dapat situ. Eventhough they might not going there pn smue ny. But I know one of them mesti pergi jugak kan? :) Ramai kott yang dapat KMNs, *kene biasekan that word. LOL. From my school, and ade jugak from my primary school. Wuu, kecik dunia. Hmm, Im going there kot. InsyaAllah because I setakat ini tu yang dapat. Pray fe me okayy. ILY.

Today Notes ; I need you noww!

sometimeithinkiloveyou,

lunasayang.

Why 10 or 11? Why not 7 or 8?

2010-04-14T23:09:00.004+08:00

Hello Hello Hello,

Miss me already? Woahh. I miss you too! Its have been 2weeks ++ since my last post. *Its has or Its have? Im pretty stupid at this. There is a lot of thing happen and happen. I cant express it. Its hard. I dont know. :/ Btw, 16 April, Matriculation result will be out. And Im so damn scare! Ohh, crapp! Time and tide wait for no man kan babe? So yeah, what else happen in my life eh? Ohh, i lost money, dalam kegawatan ekonomi, I lost is. Hows it? Best kann? Nahh, so now, I dont have cash. Cheque and credit card ade lah. Okai, tu penipuan besar. HAHA.

Lagi, I went to Metro, hell yeah, the place that FULL of INDONESIAN and budak skola BAJET gangster lepak. HAHA. I searching fe a shoes, so my mum said, why dont I try to find it there kan? So, here I come. Ohh crap. No SIZE. Shittfingg. =.= Annoying.I think my foot getting bigger lah pulak. Mine was 10 befo, and now, 11. Homaigosh. How come it grew so cepat? Cepat gylak. * Grow, grew, grown. Im cnfused. -.- So, I dont find the shoes. =.= I want more flat shoes, because kalau tak I'll wear converse with baju kurung. Pedulik. Men size agaknya mine berapa eh? 8/9 lah kot kan. Where can I find flat shoes with MY SIZE?

End this post, because of Migrain. -.-

Today Notes ; QQ, is this is the best way fe us? Sorry. :/

idontmeantobesomean.

lunasayang.

Dentistry.

2010-03-28T23:46:00.002+08:00

i want to be a dentist.

i really want it. its my first ambition when im in secondary school. mybe orang gelak when i said secondary school, but hell yeah suke hati saye laa. i really want to be it. but i cant. if the only if, im not malas and be more rajen, mybe i can be that. Ya Allah, is there any second chance fe me to change and be what i really wanna be? i know, i've said im breaking up with Biology, but i dont want to break up with Dentistry. its hurt when you dont get what you really want in your life. im the youngest in my family, and im not watsoever that the youngest one used to be. i dont really get what i want everytime i asked. but yeah, dalam naluri seorang anak bongsu memang ade perasaan yang always want to get whatever we wish to have. tapi this time, i dont know whether i can get what i want or not. but yeah, mybe i cant. probability getting into Dentistry is very very very small. mybe 5%? 5% fe just a luck. hmm, so fe those who are qualified, especially to cik NFK, try your best eh. i cant wait to see you be a Dentist. goodluck! (:

Today notes ; Maybe i cant be, but i know you can be that.

sometime,we'renotmeanttobethat,

lunasayangistrying.

Valuable.

2010-03-26T13:34:00.001+08:00

Hello people,

Eyh, can you believe it, there is a few people asking me why do im not blogging dah. They want moree from me. Tak bley bla. HAHA. Train - Catch if you can. bahaha. Baru 2 post kott, or 3? ta egt. I wrte because i love to. Im not hoping fe followers or comment. I just love it. And luna tulis when i have words to write. Every single things happen every valuable moral of the stories ke, i really want to share with all of you. So you'll realize the fact of being a human in this world just like me kan. But yeah, sometime i cant find words to express it. What can i do is bermonolog didalam hati. Just like now, ade je nak cakap, but i cant find words. Haha! Writing something like, hmm what shud i call it eh? Journal -.-? Motivation? Inspirational? Ala, wtv it call la. Its not easy, and lagipun why you're waiting fe that ntah. Bukan best pn kann. Haha. Btw, thanks fe reading. Ohh eh, sekarang i have a words to write. Tungguuu. HAHA. Ntah berhabis ke tak ayatnya nanti. :P

Okay, I love you guys. See you next time. Nice to meet you! <3

Kenapa grey? Sebab saya tengah cacat. :PP

withlove,

lunasayang.

Ting Tong.

2010-03-23T11:28:00.001+08:00

Im too tired.

Bbye.

Trying to be okey.

2010-03-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

Aloha. (:

“ To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up"

Get it? Hmm, I miss you.

Today Notes ; Bukan bukan, tak marah pun. Tapi Luna masih cuba memahami dan menerima semua ini. Thanks fe giving me a lil time and space to be alone sekejab.

itsHURTtolookback, dontyouknowit?

lunasayangawak.

Imsomniac.

2010-03-16T10:29:00.003+08:00

Tolong ketuk kepala saya sampai hilang ingatan.

Saya tanak ingat lagi beliau.

Tolong amek kuali hentak kepala saya sampai saya lupa beliau.

Saya tanak jadi orang bodoh lagi mengharap.

Tolong lempang saya sampai saya ta ingat beliau lagi.

Saya tanak simpan harapan lagi.

Tolong marah saya sampai saya sedar diri saya.

Saya tanak jadi pct lagi.

Tolong delete or format file pasal beliau dalam cpu otak saya.

Saya tanak menangis lagi sebab saya dah..

penat sangat sangat.

;(

Keep Holding On.

2010-03-14T10:31:00.001+08:00

Hello, Hye.

Here I come again.

Acct, my heart is not okey yet. But Luna tatao na cakap ngn sape. Result? Not so okey. But I do bersyukur sangatsangat fe what I get because ingatkan I just get 2A je and sangatsangat bersyukur because Add Math dapat A- at last. Eventhough it is not A or A+, but I've tried my best and Luna never see A in my Add Math result kan. So, Alhamdulillah. Thanks a lot to Cikgu Mazyon. And same goes to Chemistry, I struggle on paper 3, I cried because I cant do it, but maybe because of my paper 2 kot, Alhamdulillah.

Yeah, my heart is broken into a pieces. Seriously, its hurt lyk hell. :( I cried almost everyday and its seems not going to stop. I hurt someone's heart or mybe everybody's heart and I really feel guilty fe what have I done. My heart hurt too. Im so sorry. I hurt the most important person in my life. My parents. ;( Again, mak ayah Im so sorry fe what i've done. Percayalah, if it is hurt to you then, Luna lagi la rse sakit tu. Sorry my result is so damn sucks. I cant apply fe scholarship. I cant go to pharmacy and dentistry like mom and dad always want me to be. I hurt you again and again. I dont give my best. Why cant I try better than this. ;( So nahh, Im trully deeply sorry.

Luna da tetapkan hati, I'll go to engineering kalau dapat. Yeah, for sure I didnt qualified to medic or dentistry. HAHA. Mybe I'll go to matriculation, but my brother and my sisters said Im not going to get Sains Hayat kot. I might get Sains Fizikal. So mybe I have to say Byebye to Biology la kan. (: No i dont have regret fe letting it go, because maybe its the best for both of us. BAHAHA! So hello to Physics and Chemistry. InsyaAllah kalau dapat memane. Berserah je la. Pegi je memane. InsyaAllah rezeki kan ada kat mane mane. Kat mane mane nanti dah tanak hurt my parents again. I'll try my best to get what they want. Sains Akuari, I'll keep you in my heart. We dont know what will happen kan, maybe takdir dengan Sains Akuari ke kan? (: So kaa, now, Luna berserah pada rezeki mane dapat.

Today notes ; I love the way you walk. I love your smile. I love the way you treat people. I love everything you have.

Sorry mak and ayah,

iloveyoumorethananything.imsorry.

ineedtoseeyourfaceeveryday,

lunasayang.

Counting sheep.

2010-03-08T15:02:00.000+08:00

Hello and Assalamualaikum.

As you see now, I changed my blog layout because da bosan dengan yang lama. -,-

Comel tak the new one nieh? HA HA. Sengal. :D

So, SPM result officially release on 11 march. Hell yeah.I just wanna scream aloudd without voice.

And, to be honest. I dont know what to say. =.=

Hmm, I'll be AWAY fe a few days or a week or a couple of weeks or a month or a few months or a year or maybe a couple of years. Sampai my heart is totally okey kot. So, do wait fe me yeah! Will be right back, Insya-Allah.

Today Notes ; In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on. I know it. (:

I will miss you wonderluna.blogspot.

Byebye and Takecare everyone.

And Goodluck fe this Thursday.
Thanks fe everything.

I ♥ you guys.

willbebacksoon,

lunasayang.

I Cant Believe Its YOU!

2010-03-04T14:22:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum, Aloha. (:

I think im falling in love again. Serious kot. =.= Dengan Bella Luna by Jason Mraz. Ngee. OMG, I love his voice damn muchh. Sweet kan? Lyrics. Wuuu. *bukan sebab Luna tuu wokeyy.The lyrics, mendalam kan? hmm. Lame da dga lgu nieh, but suddenly, i miss this song. hehe. Puitis and vavavom is the right word to describe this lyric kot? uu, maybee. (:

You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful, beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other.

Stop jenjiwang. Back to the reality. Hye people, hello. How are you? Im doing so 'GREAT' now. Hee. My life now? Messy kott. I need a lil time to be alone because of so many things now. But yeah, as usual I wont tell anyone until all of the messy thing done. Luna memang that species la. Ngeh, I dont want to burden my bestf. haha. Eyh, result next week eh? Cucuak kot. Luna mybe da ushe sehabis yang boleh, sedaya yang boleh. But, rezeki ditangan Allah. Mungkin banyak mungkin sikit, Insya-Allah Luna cuba terima seadanya. Kalau sikit, mungkin rezeki tak berpihak kat Luna, kalau banyak, Alhamdulillah rezeki berpihak kat Luna. Luna tadapat na jangka or terlalu berharap sebab Luna sedar macam mana keadaan Luna masa SPM dulu. ;( Tapi apa apa pun, doakan Luna yang baik baik je. Doakan Luna sentiasa tak berbangga diri jika berada diatas, doakan luna tak jatuh terjunam jika berada dibawah. Semoga yang baik baik saja walau apa pn keadaan. Insya-Allah. (:

Today Notes ; Ttbe rajen na update blog.;)

iloveyoumore,

lunasayang.

Train - Catch If You Can.

2010-03-04T09:16:00.007+08:00

Theme song ; Bella Luna by Jason Mraz.

"Cinta tu ibarat train. Kalau terlepas satu train, kita akan tunggu the next train. Cepat atau lambat kita tetap boleh tunggu. Mungkin next train bukan train yang betul, tapi ada juga the next train lagi kan? Sabar lah tunggu, nanti datang jugak lah The RIGHT train kan? " (:

So kawan kawan, once you met the wrong guy, percayalah there is always have a second chance, either meet the right guy or maybe the wrong guy again but its still a chance. * ape luna cuba cakap? -__- But yeah, love is like we waiting fe a train. There is always have a probability either the next train is the right train or wrong train. So if we sabar menunggu, the right train akan muncul jugak. Macam Prince Frog korg la. (: Ohh, kecuali lah, korang buat keje ta senonoh tunggu LRT kat Stesen KTM Bangi, memang LRT takan muncul la sebab LRT cuma ada kat KL je. HAHA! :D

So, selamat menunggu the RIGHT train.

princessFROG,

lunasayang.

True or False?

2010-02-25T14:45:00.001+08:00

Jantung dupdapdupdap.

Mual mual.

Sakit kepala.

Nafas pendek.

Insomnia.

Tak lalu makan. *sikitsikit la.

Banyak termenung.

~~- Simptom Penyakit Na Dapat Result -~~

Zirafah betul. Kejab 1Mac, 2Mac, 11Mac, 16Mac. HEE! -,-

Sekolah my sis announce 2Mac.
Patut percaya ke tak? hmm.

Today notes ; I love I care I like. (:

yoursmilelightupme,

lunasayang. (:

Forget or Ter- Forget?

2010-02-24T17:35:00.004+08:00

Goeiedag everyone. (:

AWAS ; Entry panjang. Tanak bace tape, tak pakse. :]

Lewat kebelakangan ini, Luna kerap berjumpa kembali dengan rakan rakan lama. Berjumpe? tak Terjumpe la. Maybe I should say my primary schoolmate kot lg tepat? Seriously, macam menghantui pun ade gak. I dont know why, but as I said, I met a lot of them. Anywhere, everywhere. Padahal befo this i never meet them kat mana mana pun. Macam Im not in their world. *poyo betul. Serious aa. During my highschool life, I never meet anyone from that school. Except for those yang pegi the same school laa kan. Azmel, Syakira, Zaqwan, Madihah. Luna memang pelik. =.= Lupa kan jee.

Hee, Luna bukan lupa kawan la. -,- Lupa kawan skola rendah? Takk lah. I still can remember their name and face. * sometime or usually I cant remember the name. HAHA! Okay fine, should I list out my classmate on my senior year at Sekolah Kebangsaan Bangi sebagai bukti? I still remember laa.

Amydia Amrullah, Amira Najwa, Anis Syafiqah, Iman Aisyah, Ummu Nabila, Madihah, Fatin Adilah, Nur Huda, Ismul Azam, Aisar Ayadi, Ariffin, Wan Ismail, Shahrul Aidy, Nazrin, Fatin Akma, Syazwani, Afiqah, Azmel, Zaqwan, Siti Hajra Mu'minah

Okay, saya mengaku. Tak ingat. ngee. Bukan la. Maybe otak jemm kot? But seriously, yang laen memang ta ingat name. Sorry. :P Ohh, ade tak my primary schoolmate yang bace this blog, tolong tambah lagi, bagi luna egt blek. *I dont think they read what I wrote here. Mungkin effect saya melanggar pintu kereta dulu? Ntah. Ada yang Luna egt, but im not so sure are they in the same class or not. Sorry, doesnt means anything. Yang da list, memang sure my classmate. The others I cant remember which class. But for sure they are my primary schoolmate.

Izzati Nasir, Nur Farhana Jamil, Amirah Azhar, Fatin ape ntah? ,Afiq, Azmi, Syawal, Arif, Akmal, Syakira.

woot, rse mcm banyak nama, but ble list tade? =.= masalah mental sungguh.

Actually, I hate my primary school life. Previous life, sumpah annoying. Bukan la life. but childhood la. Serious, I hate myself diwaktu itu. Eee, malu la ble egt balek. Perangai, sekarang bape kali ganda better kot? Or mybe sekarang more worst but not so memalukan macam kecik kecik dlu. Pluss, Im stupid. -,- Bodoh gegila. One thing that The OLD LUNA and The NEW LUNA have a common kan. SHE STILL DONT HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS. =.= HAHA!

ps ; That name, ade yang de link. (: But sorry if ade link broken. Ta check. :B And and bukan setakat link je broken. My english too. ;D

today notes ; i love more and more everyday! *penyakit Mr A kembali. :D

iftodayisyourlastday,

iwillsaylunasayangsemua. (:

i love i care.

2010-02-22T14:31:00.000+08:00

urghh.

tade mood na update.

RESULT - RESULT - RESULT

11 March 2010.

today notes ; i like you again mr A. :)

todayistoday,

lunasayang

Da Daring Little Princess.

2010-02-10T11:42:00.002+08:00

Hello, konichiwa, namaste, aloha. ;)

Topic fe today ; Regret. Terkilan. Kekesalan.

Theme song fe this post is ; Nadiku by Sabhi Saddi.

I watched Tari Tirana. and I cried A LOT. every single moment is so damn sad. One part when Tirana talk to Neo ( in her imagination), She told him about terkilan. I cant remember the dialogue. But Neo part ; "Terkilan yang amat sangat, tu yang saye rase setelah saye tiada lagi kat dunia.". Sedey kan? Neo cakap dlm nada yang, sedey dan ttbe dapat rase terkilan dye. ;(

Well, tu la lumrah manusia kan? Tak pernah sempurna. Memang tabiat manusia yang selalu tak menghargai yang ada depan mata kan? Selalu tercari cari sesuatu yang tak pasti sekaligus mengabaikan yang didepan mata. Kenapa ye? Padahal yang depan mata tu lah orang yang penuh kasih sayang, orang yang paling memahami, orang yang paling menyayangi kita, orang yang sentiasa ada saat kite perlu. Namun biasanya kita jarang nampak semua itu kan? Yang kita nampak hanyalah ketidaksempurnaan Tabiat manusia. Sekarang saya sedang bercakap secara umum ; keluarga, kawan dan cinta. (: Tapi once orang tu tade lagi kat sisi kita, orang itu dah berundur, orang tu dah pergi jauh dari kita, orang tu dah tade lagi dalam dunia. Masa tu, baru kita sedar kewujudan dia, baru kita sedar betapa kita memerlukan dia, baru kita kenang saat saat berssama dia, baru kita sedar segala pengorbanan dia, baru juga kita sedar betapa banyak nya kasih dia kepada kita kan? Tak tipu semua nya, ia bukanlah setakat kata kata. Itulah realiti yang saya juga merasakan.

So my sweetie pie, open your eyes. Tengok yang depan mata siapa yang hanyalah fantasi dan siapa yang merupakan realiti. Realiti yang kekal selamanya. kan? So sekarang, cari lah segala manusia yang teramat amat istimewa tu. Datang padanya, minta maaf, dan jangan lupe, cakap apa yang ada rasa, nanti tak sempat anda akan menyesal dan terkilan. Pergi kepadanya dan peluk beliau. hmm. Sayang dan hargainya lah. (:

If Today Was Your Last Day.

"So do whatever it takes

'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life

Let nothing stand in your way

'Cause the hands of time are never on your side"

;'(

Sedang mencuba menulis. Cerita pendek? Novel? Cerpen? Perlukan sesorang tuk membantu. cik nfk? :D

Today notes ; Im trying to change.

daybyday,

lunasayang.

The Little Prince.

2010-02-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

hello and hye. (:

can someone tell me what is the different between DREAM, and HOPE?

I cant sleep yesterday. Dont ask me why, because every time I got insomnia and I never know why. Maybe because of macam macam. So, last night I've wrote a lot lot lot. *my handwriting is so damn buruk. One of it is about hope and dream. Hope and Dream, are they same or they are different? For me these two word are so different kot. Sometime when we hope fe something but we never work on it, its not call hope anymore. Its called Dream. Dream is something yang kite tak berusaha na dapatkan. If its come true, it just we are lucky. Hope is complicated word. *poyo betull. = =" HAHA. yeah, Hope is something we really want. Its not because we are Lucky, its because we work on it. we'll gve our best to make it come true.Between this two word, Hope is much valuable when its come true compare to Dream kan? Its about our usaha to make it real. So, itr much worth. The diff feeling between these two word memang dapat rase. So every time we want to wish fe something, dont treat it like Dream, seboleh boleh ny make it as your Hope. Work fe it. Dont give up. * ape luna merepek? sadiss. = ="

Heyyo luna. Pandai betul cakap. Diri sendiri pun ta terjage. Hmm, result nieh memang aa **&#$%@#*. Keep on coming to my head. Seriously I hate this feeling. Duhh, poor me. Tu la luna, dlu tanak study. *menyesal sungguh. Huu, jealous oke tengok some of my friends dapat scholarship and everythingg. ;\ Ohh, please dun ask me about UPU. I have'nt open it lagi. I dont know which course I really fit in. My parents says about being a Teacher. But mak, im not so interested aa. But I know sometimes ape yang parents cakap tu, tu la the best fe us. Hmm, nanti dulu ek. Nanti adik fikirkan. I want TESL. Just TESL even though my English is so damn terok. But fe me, I want to be that. So 1 day I'll teach my student supaye jangan sampai jadi teruk macam English luna. HAHA! And and cegu Add Math pun okeyh. (: Now, I've been thinking about Engineering and Actuarial Science. A lot people said Actuarial Science should be out of list. *sebab susa sangat. We'll see my result nanti. Mane mane yang qualified la. Dapat masuk UM or UiTM tu memang da bersyukur gle fe their Asasi. If tadapat, hopefully dapat la matriculation. Hmm, *sigh. Macam mne kalau tak layak? Duhh. Luckily due date fe UPU lambat lagi. After result. Well, actually I dont want to give harapan yang menggunung to my own heart. When we fill up the form kan, fe the first time. We choose the course that we want, but the reality is, we still dont know are we qualified into that course ke tak. So, luna tak berani na letak harapan tu. Because I scare to break my own heart. Im scared to do that things. I love my own heart. But memang ta salah untuk bercita cita kan. Laen orang laen care. Fe now, cari lah course yang paling sesuai. Keep on searching which is the best fe you. Klw bley, cari maklumat tentang ape yang awak nak tu. Think about all the probability, macam macam. keputusan nieh bukan keputusan kecik macam nak bunuh semut ke tanak, tapi its a big desicion, its about your life my sweetheart. Once you dah yakin that course is the best fe you. Go fe it, dont let anyone let you down. But try dga ape orang cakap because sometimes what people said, ade betul ny. Jangan keras hati sangat macam luna. *ble beremosi mesti tanak dga cakap orang. :B Ngee.

ppl, tengok tak Blogger Boy? ohh, Budi is so damn annoying kott. he broke up with Maya because Maya did'nt tell him about his mother. hee! Mak Budi asked her to keep that secret and Maya memang nak bagitahu Budi. hee! wth la Budi oii. After his mother told hm evrything he still cannot forgive Maya. Kesian Maya, bukan dye bersalah. ;( Budi, nanti kalau luna jumpe awak, luna cekik awak. Grr. *over la pulak. :D

Today Notes ; I love you Siputt. :D

nowonder,iam

lunasayang.

when stupid become stupider. = ="

2010-01-26T13:14:00.004+08:00

hey, its me, Luna. (:

hmm, cik NFK, i dont have words.

i think my communication skill getting worse and worse since i just sit doing nothing at home. seriously i feel so stupid now. like i never know anything. yesterday i ask my babang, what is K in periodic table. bodoh tak bodoh? K tu kan potassium. grr. i need to refresh my brain before it getting worse. well, its so damn worse now.then tadi try to help someone with her addmath stuff. Thank God, i still remember to do that. progression jee kot. if she ask me trigo, im gonna die because i dont think i will get the answer. yea, in this mean time. to be honest, i miss school life. everyday with a lott of hw. *im not someone who alwys fnshed hw. ntah, i dunno what am i missing at school. mybe it just a regret for being just a stupid and lazy student duludulu. stop it luna, u sound so bodoh. = ="

and now, i cant stop thinking of my upcoming result. goshh, im so damn scare! takutt gyle na mati. yea, i know its sound HA HA HA HA fe those yang pandai. fe those yang 'kurang' pandai like me, its like hari pembalasan. duhh, i wish i can turn back time. hmm, its not because of the memories with my deary bestf, but i want to study again. -,- sudah terhantuk baru terngadah. now i know my mom and my dad want me to get the best so i can go anywhere, layak je mohon semua. hmm,actually i have a lil problem now, i dont know my hala tuju right after this. macam orang hidup tade pengangan. terumbang ambing. macam tu la dalam hati luna sekarang. terumbang ambing buut not because tade pegangan but tade citecite. some of my friend have started their further study now, sedangkan luna still on the same place without any changes. im so so so so jelous with them. honestly, im so envy to them. *sigh.

please, get me out of this feeling. i cant stop thinking of my future, seriously i dun think my upcoming result is not good as others especially my babang. huhh. some one please get me a counselor. i neva thinking about goin to see a counselor. memang tak pernah because im not interested, i hate PMD that we all have to attend every year. there is not a lot of diff since im form 1 till i finished my form 5. sorry cegu, i dun mean to hurt ur feeling. mybe its because of me yang memang ta minat untuk di touchingtouching kan hati. ur program is good.its true. but its the same thing every year. *enough, i dun want to hurt anyone. so now im so terhegeh hegeh searching fe counselor. anyone want to be counselor to me? = =" yea, now the only person who i can talk about this is my babang. he always told me that i can do it, there nothing to worry about my result. HA HA HA. *sigh.

what is the best job fe me?

anyone can get the answer fe me.

hadiah misteri menanti anda. *stupid.

today notes ; rainbow rainbow. :D

itsallaboutme,

lunasayang.

yea, i falling in love with you.

2010-01-10T13:52:00.002+08:00

*title entry tade kenemngene dengan the old raksase hijau.

heyy, hello.

mamat,

you are not my raksase hijau anymore.

because you're someone belonging. *salah ek ayat?

aaa, you belong to someone.

now you're e's or i's. *not so sure her name i or e.

bukan raksase hijau like i used to call you dulu.

i know when you love someone, you really mean it.

konon big obstacle laa ape laa. lastlast, ended up with happy ending jugak. (:

congratulation. *evntgh awak tabtau luna pn.

may SHE love you as you love her.

and taking care of ur heart yang sometime, brittle. -,-

wish you last long long long.

today notes ; abang, get well soon oke! rindu na men kejakeja. (:

ps; cik Raimy Shafiq, saye da buat post

yang bernada normal and happy. :B

sometimeineedyourhandtohold,

lunasayang.

itsTRUE.

2010-01-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

i cried a lot lot lot.

sampai mate sepet sepet sesepetnye.

i cant let you go.

i dont know why.

i dont have the answer.

haveitoldyou?

2010-01-06T18:39:00.001+08:00

hello, hye.

lepaking wif mak, talking about my future husband.

luna ; if the only if jodo adik dengan mat saleh?

mom ; mak memang tak suke dan tak berkenan. cubecube la kawen ngn orang tuu. tawu la adik nanti.

luna ; haa. kang adik kawen betulbetul baru tawu.

mom ; kawen la kawen. nanti susa jangan bisengbiseng nak cari mak. mase tu mak bukan boleh tolong ape.

luna ; mak takesa kalaw adik susa?

mom ; kau yang cari masalah. *ade pulak kan cakap mcm tu.

luna ; mak tanak yang mate biru? hijau?

mom ; buat ape klw tade agame. huh. *emosional la pulak. -,-

luna ; dont worry la mak, i was hoping fe Indonesian.

mom ; hah? kat tepitepi rumah pun melambak. HAHAHA.

luna ; -,- mak nieh, tepitepi rumah tu? pleasee. im looking fe Indonesian yang mix ngn dutch oke. bukan muke tak mandi. mcm tu.

mom ; hahaha. okay, klw adik nak tu mak kasi. pastikan adik kaye. nanti bley selalu bawak mak pegi Indonesia. *serious?

luna ; of cz! i love you! <3

HAHAHAHA.

* menggedik nak kawen. -,-

today notes ; rindu Mia. :(

sometimeiwishyouwilllykme,

lunasayang.

merry-go-round.

2010-01-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

i miss you. yeah. you.

jum pegi maen merry go round.

the only thing that can make me smile when there is something stuck in my head.

this thing take me away from the stupidous problemo.

its spinning and spinning take me away from this world.

laju. angin. buat luna lupe semua. buat luna dalam dunia luna sendirian.

menangis macam tade lagi hari esok untuk ditangiskan. pathetic betul.

ade orang yang tolak supaye ianya spinning.

kemudian pabila sudah laju, beliau duduk menghadap luna sambil berputar.

he sat there and see me cried. he doesnt say anything.

when its start to be slow again, he stand and make it spinning again.

he keep on repeating the same thing. make it spinning and then sat in front of me.

until there is no tears.

beliau memperlahankannya sambil berbicara dengan lembut.

i didnt say what am i crying for. but he always know how to comfort me.

the merry go round still spinning in the slow motion.

and its gonna stop at the time when i stand up and menjerit sekuat hati.

then everything going back to normal. as usual.

merry go round tu menjadi mangsa kami lagi. kali ini dengan penuh gelak ketawa.

dan seribu senyuman penuh erti. (:

today notes ; i miss you a lot lot lot. i wish you here now. because merry go round that i ride not gonna stop when there is no you. it keep on spinning. please be here beside me. i need you.

*my english going to be worst worst and worst.

spinningagainagainandagain,

lunasayang.

ilovethewayyousmile.

2010-01-01T10:02:00.000+08:00

saya mungkin akan mati kebosanan.

tadi ade dengar dengar kabar berite, budakbudak SBP banyak dah dapat tawaran macammacam. seperti UTP. wahh, im so damn jealous. -,- tu la luna, spe sruh dulu ta blaja pepandai, tengok. hee. serious ohh. memang sangat sangat jealous. can you imagine how easy they are. no need to cmpte bagai nak rak dengan thousands of student dah. okai, saya tasuke dengar berita ini. no im not dengki. just, WAHHH. kagum bcause they are soo pandai, and perjalanan dorg nak mintak shcolarship sangat la mudah. and some of them da memang dapat dah. luna laa masih ditempat yang lame tanpa sebarang perubahan. i've to compete with a thousands of student. and great news yang menambahkan kegusaran hati. smue scholarship nak yang xtve koko and pandai btutur. which duedue luna tade. well, macam da tawu, i wont get. da la luna, stop berangan benda yang susa na di capai boleh? hee. tak boleh kott.

i dont know, i cant stop thinking of it. i really want it. my abang says amek Actuarial science a.k.a sains akuari. i know, semua orang cakap susah nak mati. but my abang says, scholarship dye oke, plus ta banyak org berani amek. so, taya na cmpte ngn ramai sangat. but cabaran ny chinese laa sebab biase ny if, they are not in pure account, dorg akan amek sains akuari. hmm. and orang cakap jugak perempuan jarang amek this course sebab susa sangat. and ble dengar semuasemua tu buat aku jadi raguragu nak amek nieh. add maths kat sekolah pun na tekentut blaja baru oke. tu pun setakat oke. tak xcllnt pn. aduhaii. macam mane la if aku amek, bergelumang dengan maths. statistics. waa. stndrd medic aku rase, cume medic a part of remember-ing and akuari nieh mengira. mesti calculator jd teman seumur hidup aku kan. hmm, mak aku cakap pulak. peluang pekerjaan tade la luas mane. situsitu je nanti. well, semua tu begantung kat luna. if luna nak tu. insya-Allah ade rezeki dapat la kerja kan.

i love love love to be an architect, but but but im not creative and blablabla like what architect should have la kan. waa, i really love to be an architect. bcause luna suke tgok rumah cantikcantik and i always hoping thatone fine day, luna bley reka rumah luna sendiri. by my own hand. mesti lg berharga kan. im not orang kaye who can hire an architect, my dad orang biasebiase je. they cant hire an archiect. rumah pn sempoii je. asal boleh berdiri lindung kami anak beranak dah la. tade istilah nak upah interior designer ke ape. decorate je seniriseniri. luna harap evntgh im not an architect or a home designer, one day luna ley hire them fe my parents house. yang luna beli ble luna kaya nanti. hee. impian tinggi menggunung betul. cinta betul saya terhadap rekabentuk dan etc nieh. well, architect pn memerlukan maths. so fe those yang cube nak lari dari maths tp na amek architect bek tapaya la. sebab maths is everywhere. xcpt if amek law. tu je la. setakat kirekire bpe tahun penjara je. congak pn bley,cheyy. hahaha.

nak amek engineering. hmm, i dont know. i love physics and math. but. im not xclent in both subject. plus, some ppl says, "oit, perempuan pnye otak more to mengingat. laki yang tk mgiregire nie". okai fine, saya admit tu. sememangny lelaki memang jauhh lebih pakar bab kirakira more than girls do. hee. so now, macam.. hee. i cant be an engineer i guess. tade keyakinan langsung. well, my sis said, if i want to be an engineer, amek la diploma dulu if ta yakin na amek asasi because diploma blaja slowly sket dari asasi. hmm. pk lagi. dapat ke luna result yang melayakkan semue nieh. hee. tatao la. then, agak ny if luna amek enginering nieh, there is no scholarship yang layak kot. smue ny tinggitinggi. hmm.

dentist? acc luna terinspirasi nak jadi dentist because tlampau nak sangat berpagarkan besi di gigi ini. na mintak kat ayah, but.. im not kaye. so, malas la nak susakan ayah. nanti if dapat scholarship bestbest. peruntkkan kat braces sket. so, im so so so interested towards dentistry nieh. some ppl say. *asykasyk org cakap je. okai. dorg ckp, its quite tough. smtym its lagi lagi susa dari medic. i macam.. wahh. tgk my abg medic student yang study gegile nieh, dapat result tade la A+ pn. anatomy la ape ah. pening. cne la org ckp dentist lagi susa? mati kot na study macam tu. mybe because dentistry blaja lbey kurang medic, but shorter. discount 1 year kan? hmm. ya Allah, harapharap luna bley jadi dentist macam yang my mum was hoping fe. my dad na i want to be a doctor. which is memang susa. acctly both susa na dapat. so skrg, luna na cakap awalawal, sorry, if im not get what both of you want. im just ordinary student. yang never score xclent result..

pape pn, depends on my results, i do hope, luna dapat salah satu nieh. but if semua tadapat. luna pegi kat nursing or tessel. tessel or tesol? wtv la. but antare due la. both oke. and both my parents tak kesa. janji belajar kan? heh. banyak kot pahale both keje tuu. helping ppl. but kawankawan semua gelakkan. dorg tak percaye langsung luna bley jadi good nurse or good teacher. kejam kan mereka? =.=

ohh, suda 2010.

Happy New Year ppl,

semoge indah sahaja perjalanan kamukamu tahun ini.

today notes ; panjang saya mengarang. saya rindukan awak. ye, awak. nak naik bende spinning tu. i miss you a lot lot lot. T__T

pocketfullofsunshine,

lunasayang.

iwantnobodynobodybutYOU.

2009-12-29T18:23:00.000+08:00

saket tak hati apabila kawan baik kite tak egt bday kte? and mcm tapena sedar pn bday kte da lame lepas?

today notes; no heart beating, no soul, no mood. saya rasa sangat nothing when i think about YOU.

idontknowyouanymore,

lunasayang.

mantan Pacar. :P

2009-12-23T15:29:00.002+08:00

hye hello koniciwa . =.="

ohh. amat rindukan ini bloggyy. first of all. dunno what to say. ayammm..

a short list of my AZAM.

18 December 2009

Growing up and jadi big girl. big girl dont cry kan?

Kuruskan badan bley? -,-

Fill my accessories box with PURPLE and PINK accessories? can i?

Study Add Math againn. tanak buat bley? -______-'

Try to love binatang kot. >:)

1 Muharram 1431

Menjadi insan yang baek.

Melemah lembut kan diri sikit?

Dekatkan diri dengan ALLAH.

Tinggal kan stipidous things.
more closer with my FAMILY. ilovethem! <3

1 Januari 2010

Get new cloth. LOL

have some fun with my GirlFriend. if the only if they still know me.

SUPERB result. GOSHH. Pleasee.

Offer fe scholarship from many places. JPA please? (':

i want UM please? if i got it. (:

License kott. na blaja ngn Basyar? takot FAILEDD! -.-'

meet some new great friends. in the other world. (:

still in contact with my girlfriends.

and and and ofcz i want QI RAZALI. :D

thanks Aja fe the present. pink accessories. na beli new accessories but dont have money. keje bley? secret recipe? can i? *gedikk. and thanks to QQ, Zack, Nisha, Sara, Iera too fe the present. sangat sangat menghargai ny.

today notes ; i want GoldFish. can anyone give it to me? a couple of Goldfish. pleasee. T____T

ohhGoldFish,

lunasayang.

Officially SEVENTEEN.

2009-12-18T16:28:00.003+08:00

thanks fe those yang wish.

a long long night. wif qq. thanks fe always there. (:

this year punye wish tak tercapai kot. *blum 0000.

every year luna akan buat wish. ONLY ONE.

penat luna memerah otak membuat keputusan which wish that i want the most.

on my SEVENTEEN bday, i made a crazy wish.

wish that i know, i wont get. :D

17th Birthday Wish.

bday wishes from Qi Razali! (;

pelik je kan? hahaha, but i really want it. mulemule lg pelik, luna na dga sore dye wish kat luna. mmg takan dapat lah. so, luna tuka sket. jd lbey logik. hehehe. ohh, Qi. sumpa luna suke gyle dye. sweet eyes and sweet smile. wohh. Qi, ILOVEYOU! *mcm dye bace je.

today notes ; off-ing - Kedah and Perlis fe 2days.

iwontdstrbyouagainandagain,

lunasayang.

i dont believe you.

2009-12-17T18:06:00.001+08:00

a few more hours, cant waitt. lets make a wishh.

*syhhh. wishingg.

oke, done!

today notes ; banyak menyepi dari rakan rakan. bukan benci. tapi inginkan ruang bersendirian. terima kasih kerana memahami. saya sudah tidak memerlukan ruang itu lagi. saya sudah pulih dari kegawatan jiwa. i love you guys! <3

icantSTOPthinkingofYOU,

lunasayang.

semalam malam punya cerita. (:

2009-12-15T20:05:00.001+08:00

Mr A

Fakta 1 - memiliki phone yang canggih

Fakta 2 - menghafal surah Yassin dan As Sajadah. *mybe.

Fakta 3 - agak hafal lagu Final Countdown. * kot

Fakta 4 - membawa motor nouvo ke sekolah. B** 5397.

Fakta 5 - selalu menghantar F dan A pulang. *bazir minyak je.

Fakta 6 - berkawan baik dengan C.

Fakta 7 - pemalu dan pemalu dan sangat pemalu.

Fakta 8 - pendiam dan pendiam dan sangat pendiam.

Fakta 9 - rambut yang sentiasa kemas pendek dan lurus.

Fakta 10 -jarang bercakap dengan budak perempuan. *setakat yg luna nmpk.

Fakta 11 - membawa beg Body Pac yang berusia 2tahun. yang berwarna biru ok. :D

Fakta 12 - jarang membuka songkok disekolah.

Fakta 13 - seorang pengawas yang berdedikasi. * yeh?

Fakta 14 - selalu lewat ke sekolah. *dedikasi la sangat.

Fakta 15 - seorang yang sangat cool. tenang je.

Fakta 16 - best part bila membaca doa ; wahhhabbb. (:

Fakta 17 - murah dengan senyuman kott.

Fakta 18 - allergic dengan telurr. no cake please! :P

Fakta 19 - berkulit hitam manis.

Fakta 20 - anak kepada doctor dan lecturer.

Fakta 21 - baik tapi boleh jadi gile gile.

Fakta 22 - setiap kali perjumpaan ibubapa, ayahda beliau pasti orang yang pertama. (:
Fakta 23 - memiliki satu name yang sangat pendek. * nama ayah ny lagi panjang.

Fakta 24 - ohh. kasut bersaiz 7. * smaller than minee.

Fakta 25 - memiliki secret admirer yang saiko. *bukan secret lagi. hahaha.

today notes ; comel je.

iftherewasyou,

lunasayang.

ImissYOU!

2009-12-13T23:30:00.001+08:00

ignore my previous post, saje nak bagi kesedaran je.

abang abang ipar baru seems lyk sedang belajar menerime keadaan rumah kami yang keco.hahahah. (:

a few minutes ago, maen fb dengan sorang minah nieh. minah yang sangat baek. luna ske kawan dengan beliau. namenye, Mrs I (bukan nme sbenar). ttbe sesi meluahkan perasaan. well. its so damn great tyme ahh. hahaha. best je. and tasangke, ktorg share name first love. hahaha. best! cum comel je dorg. hahaha, t ktorg na g tumbuk lelaju mamat mamat yang kejam tu. kan kan Mrs I? tape, luna doa doa mamat tu sedar yang awak tu the best girl, yang baek and ofcz setia. (: semoge berjodoh la awak dengan beliau okaii, hahaha. ttbe tegt qq. just a few more days lg na genap 2years kan qq? bru pegi kejab luna da rindu rindu awak. duduk elokelok ek kat sane. jan lupe cari pengganti. :P

today notes ; saje biarkan phone menyanyi seorang diri. tidak mahu melayan msg. fb lagi best. malas la layan mereka mereka itu. hati masih sakit. jangan dilayan.

canibesomeonespecialinyourheart,mydear?

lunasayang.

12.12.2009 // 12 December 2009

2009-12-12T23:02:00.000+08:00

my 3rd and 4th sis wedd. <3

hey, hello, hyee. (:

ohh, im fucking damn tiredd. jab jab jab, acc post nieh khas buat "my relatives". na buat karangan sket pasal mereka mereka ini.

My So BIG Family.

did i have it? hmm, let me think firstt. humm. TAKDE kott. when i was a young girl, i always dream to have a very close cousin. and it never come to reality. hahaha. i dun have it, till the end of the day maybe, bcause setakat nie pun, i dun have one. sometime i felt lyk, we dun have anyone to rely on. we dont have strong relationship among each other. kadang kadang, people always mcm pelik when our family buat kenduri kenduri kan. theres no other people there to help us, especially my big big family. should i call as family? goshh. please lah. sangatlah annoying bile they gve excuses yang macam haram ahh. they say, we all girls. na tolong ape lagi? statement tu sangat lah annoying dan haram je. takan la ktorg larat na buat evrything alone? tolong lah fikir sket, we dun need ur BIG help. kadang kadang small things pn ktorg hargai sangat sebab tade orang na tolong ktorg. yang mereka mereka ini, datang makan gossip balik. tu je. yang perempuan belambak sangat nie la buat segale kerje. angkat meje, angkat lauk, susun pinggan, angkat carpet. sapu laman sapu carpet, sapu lantai, cuci segale cuci. tade orang pun kesa. Alhamdulillah we all not so girly, and eww. we can do it alone. without thier help dengan jaye nye. kadang kadang i wondering why this happen, it is because we dun do it in the others? i admit im not someone who are rajen to help someone especially bab bab memasak. macam mane luna na lend my hand if satu haram pun luna tatao na buat, cne na tolong? ntah lah. mybe memang salah luna kot. hee, ntah lah. macam tadi, my so BIG family datang with the others. bukan awal. seorang manusie pun tade kat uma luna. macam bkan na buat wedd pun. memang la katering, but sometime tunjuk muke pun da Alhamdulillah. u didnt do it at all. it is my family is too sombong? are we? when i think about this kemusnahan kan, i cried. memang bodoh nanges pasal nieh. but, if one day evrythings its not same as today? mcm mane if evrythings semua berantakan hancur. bergaduh sini sane, bermusuh sini sane, mengumpat sini sane, menfitnah sini sane? i dun know who am i gonna rely on if this happen. i always pray, this things never ever happen. if ade orang yang one day akan cetuskan. tolong lah bertaubat. tak tengok ke macam mane orang suffer bcause of world war 2. ape punce nye? tak bersatu. hisyh. luna pelik, tapi i know, they all doesnt feel lyk me. they never ever care. for them, we are nothing, mybe bcause we have nothing? ntah lah. pelik lah manusie nieh. tadi sape je tolong ktorg. well, let me make a list. i mean SHORT list.

a) Pak Su' Family.

b) Mahadir's Family.

c) Abang Udin.

d) Pakcik Zamri.

can you believe it? okai, let me tell you. my father's punye adek beradek = 7, my mother's = 4. okaiii. fine. susa la nak cakap, but fyi, my dad's family is so BIG. seriously ramai. but yang tolong nye? i cant see anyone yang sukerele lend their hand. im so tired. please lah, can i have the wish that i always wish when i was a little girl? its not and never be too late.

today notes ; ade ubi ade batas, ade hari saye balas. >:)

iwishiknowyoubetter,

lunasayang

awakk.

2009-12-10T16:44:00.000+08:00

orang selalu tanye saye dengan awak. ntah, saye rindu awak sangat sangat. :(

Gift Of A Friend Lyrics

Sometimes You think You'll Be Find by Yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone
Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own

You'll Change Inside

When You Realize

The World Comes To Life

and Everythings Alright

From Beginning To End

When You Have a Friend

By Your Side

That Helps You To Find

The Beauty Of All

When You'll Open Your Heart and

Believe in

The Gift of a Friend(x2)

Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared

There through The Highs and The Lows

Someone You Can Count On, Someone Who Cares

Besides You Where Ever You Go

You'll Change Inside

When You Realize

Inside The World Comes To Life

and Everythings Alright

From Beginning To End

When You Have a Friend

By Your Side

That Helps You To Find

The Beauty Of All

When You'll Open Your Heart and

Believe in

The Gift of a Friend

And When The Hope Crashes Down

Shattering To The Ground

You'll, You'll Feel All Alone

When You Dont Know Which Way To Go

And There's No Such Leading You On

You're Not Alone

The World Comes To Life

and Everythings Alright

From Beginning To End

When You Have a Friend

By Your Side

That Helps You To Find

The Beauty Of All

When You'll Open Your Heart and

believe In

When You Believe In

You Can Believe In

The Gift of A Friend

today notes ; i justt so tiredd waiting fe you. please go away. stay away from me. T___T

apieceofmemories,

lunasayang.

hellohellohello.

2009-12-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

welcome back welcome home.

seperti yang dijanjikan, this is mr. A.

tape, da abis skola, tamalu dahh. plus smue yang dulu dulu hanyelah kebodohan sementare. :P

today notes; i want my lyf back. (:

gonnamissyou,

lunasayang.

He Will Be Loved.

2009-11-06T19:02:00.000+08:00

* ignore the title please.

bukan beliau, jangan judge luna dlu. my head stuck wif She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5. so, title ini tiade kene mengene. trimas.

malu tak if orang kte suke doesnt lyk us at all?

ntah, lately nieh. lotssa problem comin'. luna takot SPM. luna takott sangat. im not read all of it yet. i wanna get at least 8As but seems lyk i cant handle it. its too much? ntah lah. i need to get that if i want to get what i want.munta ohh kene study jek. and yes, i getting malas and malas and malass. grrr.

hello people, hello world! i miss you, if the only if you know how it is feels. i miss you. i really miss you. the old you. im sorry if luna buat awak berubah. i dun want it. i want we to be just lyk a few weeks ago. now seems lyk, i cant text you at all. luna takot awak benci luna. seribu perasaan kat hati ini. if the only if you know hows its feel. nie smue sebab my classmate ke? hmm. tatao lah. *cakap na stop, tp ta stop stop jugak. i cant. hmm.

SPM ; 18 Nov 2009 - 8 December 2009.

im AWAY.

doakan luna bebanyak.

i love you! <3

imissyousomuchh,

lunasayang.

Graduation Part 3

2009-11-03T18:17:00.001+08:00

today notes ; kawan, sorry tadapat upload smue. its too sloww. akan kembali nanti bersama gmba baru. sorry.

muahmuah,

lunasayang.

Graduation Part 2

2009-11-01T16:01:00.003+08:00

with my lovely sweety pie. (:

kami baek. (:

kami over! :D

kami terlebey makan ubat.

kami syok sendiri. :P

kami bega. c(:

kami tonggek macam togehh. :DD

kami sebenarnya sweet. (;

beliau F's, saya.. A's to be. :P

F is A's. (:

p/s ;

feeta, i love this picture sangat sangat sangat! (:

gonna upload new more picture tommorow. kawan kawan, wait fe a very new picture from Nisa's camera. which i think lagi banyak gamba kite over. :P

brokenheartedgirl,

lunasayang.

Graduation Part 1

2009-10-31T18:30:00.002+08:00

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be

"Friends Forever"

there is a lot of story to be storied by me. ade sweet memories, ade bad memories. whos know deep inside my heart what am i feeling kan? sweet memories tu banyak. but, yang terhighlight terang is my saddest memories. today i gonna post about the saddest part of my Graduation day first. so, the next day on the part 2, im gonna be oke. well, its so damn hurt. i thought afte qq, i'll not be hurt la, not as much as what i felt befo lah kan. but now, although he doesnt do anything which hurt me directly, but its still hurt and it cut me down. i know there is someone who gonna feel more sedey and gloomy bcause her beloved one sangat annoying tadi. im sorry, i cant do anything bcause my heart hurt too.

some of my friends say ; dye bukan sape sape pun dalam hidup kau. sorry kawan, this statement is incorrect. its supposed to be ; kau bukan sape sape dalam hidup dye. well, bangkangan terhadap statement yang pertama ialah dye adalah sape sape dalam hidup luna. bangkangan kedua, bukan dye yang salah, luna yang terlampau bodoh. bangkangan ketiga, luna bukan Miss World na dapat dye.jadi luna tamungkin dapat jadi sape sape dalam hidup beliau kerna luna talayak. hmm. senyuman beliau seems to be so mahal fe me. awak, dun worry, lelame luna seda jugak diri luna. mungkin lambat lagi, sape tahu, tapi yang kali ni luna memang serious. bukan maen maen macam dlu. hmm. td satu meja, ntah lah, i be myself not FAKE. real luna. i know he gonna hate luna. sbb ~~perangai luna buruk sangat~~. sorry, i cant be others although depan orang yang luna suke. tasuke tape, tapena harap awak suke pn.

fe sape sape yang bace blog nie mesti kesian kat luna kan. macam ~~perigi cari timba~~, ta malu. cakap la ape na cakap, luna je yang tawu ape yang jadi sekarang. kawan kawan luna pn tatao what happen smpai it hurt me deeply. they dont know why i cant stop myself from looking at him and like him. no one ever know bout this. i have the answer, but i wont tell you. again, im not obsess with him. bukan macam orang tu. -.-' jangan risau kawan, sesuke mane pn luna kat dye, ta sampai macam orang tu lagi. i still can focus. i hope so.

SPM betul betul na dekat. i need to be more focus. PLEASE luna, for now, stop doing those stuppid things and study oke. saye dengan seikhlas hatinya mahu berubah disaat saat akhir ini. just a few more day sayang. afte this, buat la banyak banyak those stupid things. *tabley buat lagi la afte spm nieh. chett. go luna go luna go luna. L to the U to the N to the A. LUNA!

today notes ; hati, tolong repair diri awak cepat cepat sebab luna da talarat na tanggung sakitnye.

whenisayilykyou, itsmeansforever.

lunasayang.

finally.

2009-10-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

i find my SHOES!

so hello Graduation Day.

memang malu habis, saya tidak mahu memalukan diri saya lagi.

smapi ketemu besok, nanti akan diceritakan lagi. banyak sangat.

sekian.

today notes ; saya malu kat awak. grr.

shebetteroff,

lunasayang.

ouch. pimples!

2009-10-28T18:48:00.004+08:00

* derita merindu by ahli fiqir.

i dunno am i goin to Graduation Day or not. im so confused. dun have the decision yet. well, padahal Pn Rosnee nak SELASE, and i've said im not goin. konon, final decision but she say i can change it. ttbe today i felt lyk i wanna go. i na snap a lotsaa picture wif my lovely friends. Afitah Abdullah, da lame tade gamba dengan anda. hmm, dunno lahh. mybe im goin to chage my decision and i hope its not too late. but, im not sure yet. sebab my real problem is to find SHOES. my feet is so big and longg. JARANG jumpe kasut which muat and selese gyle. its kindda pelik and ppl always doesnt believe when i said, there is not size fe my feet. selame nie luna pakai flip flop evryday wateva i want to go. pedulikk. hahaha. my feet size around 10/11, fe gurls shoes. and 8/9 fe men shoes. well, tasuruh percaye pn, tapi tu la realiti. my school shoes sized 41, but its too tight. 41 means 8 1/2 kot. so, i do wear 42/43. memang gabak la my kaki. pena i tried to find it kan, hampir 20 kedai jalan, termasuk SOGO which memang banyak gyle kasut kan. semua ta muat. MALU je. hee. ble na cari kasut kan, mesti cmnie, " kak, na size yang paling besa ek". sedeyy gyle. hahahaha. tade la, i hve shoes, tp not so selese, i cant wear it fe the whole day lah. tengok lah. goin to alamanda searching fe new shoes kalau sempat and if the only if luna bertukar fikiran. heee.

ohh yeh? today, kenape ek awak asyik ade je? luna na pegi rehat awak ade, luna abis rehat awak ade, luna pegi toilet ade awak, luna na blek ade awak. da la awak pandang, malu je. terserlah perangai budak budak luna. awak pandang pelik je dari atas. luna da jadi real luna depan awak. luna kan da mngaku kalah. tu yang bley jadi real luna. hahahaha.luna harap awak tadenga ape yang luna cakap tadi. awak takan dga. hmm. tape la, hati luna kuat lagi. (:

today notes ; when i saw ur smile, its cut me deeply. i ~~hate~~ love Biology.

whenmyhopecrashesdown,

lunasayang.

semboyan.

2009-10-27T18:20:00.003+08:00

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal.

The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends.
Gwyneth Paltrow

today saya mengistytiharkan ; bendera putih diangkat tanda mengalah. its not easy to let you go, but what else i can say now. bendera sudah berkibar. can i be one of your friend? hmm. SPM just around the corner and i need to be more rajen please. sejarah and biology. grrr.

today notes ; no more Mr. A. no im not cry-ing. dun worry girls. im not anyone to him lah. lagipun, im strong just lyk all of you. why should i cry fe kan? (:

whentherewasmeandyou,

lunasayang

full-wif-shit.

2009-10-25T18:57:00.003+08:00

Maisarah Uyub.

Kakak Busuk dan Kejam kepada Luna Hongek.

sumpa luna rindu kau wahai kakak ku yang paling busuk dan kejam. luna tatao npe so sudden rindu kat kau gyle gyle. serious, since malam tadi i wanna text u, but ape kan daye, cred not so cukup fe me to text u. lag pn im not so biase cakap ttbe yang i miss you lyk hell kan. na start text pn no words. laen la ngn abang, i can shout to evryone evryday kot yang i sayang kat dye. rindu dye. smpai abang cakap luna bodoh. sedey betolla. orang meluah kan kene sedebik. kuang kuang kuang. berbalek kpde cite my 5th sis nie. its has been more than 1month tanamapk dye. fyi, shes in UUM, Sintok, Kedah. which is soooo jauhhhh fe us to visit her. plus evryone was so damn busy here. acc la kan, kakak and i not so rapat since she start dye msk highschool nieh. penah bermusuh ketat dengan dye. which evryday na gado, but makin kami besa. makin kami rapat. well, we're not so rapat lyk others wif their sista la kan. bcause i prefer my abang compare than my kakak more ble part part kehidupan peribadi termasuk part part secreto de amore. tapi best having a sister lyk her. dye mcm gegyle sket and banyak sangat cakap. -,- korang pn talarat na denga. tp pe yang bagus nye dye, eventho dlu ktrg mcm ayam ngn itik (ape pnye ayat la) but now, mcm da totally diff gyle. dye slu support luna, means in wateva i do, dye bukan la +ve lyk my abang, fe exmple, dye tade la xpx luna dpt tggi but dye ckp still ade jalan wlw kte dapat renda. hmm. pelikkan, people change. hmm, wateva u do there, just remember how much we all here love u. jangan hampe kan kami yeh? i love you a lott.

dga cte my sis kne bully ngn her stupidest roommate. i felt sorry to my kakak. ;( kesian dye, there is none of us there to be beside her when she need us. sorry. :| dun worry, if u need someone to be beside you just text or call me or anyone of our fam members lah. we gonna support u wlaw dari jauh. dun be sad ek. t blek adek jumpe si Elle tu, adek dush dush dye lelaju k. shes not BAIK and NEVER be baek i guess. sebab mulut mcm ayam berak taik hijau punye mulut. well, kebenaran sentiase berpihak kat pihak yang benar. so let her stupid smelly mouth na cakap ape pn.

To my sista roommate,

go to hell la, my middle finger especially fe you. dun feel u're too hot. u such a BULLSHIT and RUBBISH. hahaha. *evil laugh. eventho our sibs ta seHOT yours, at least we're not FAKE like YOU. make-up na tebal je, baju KONON berjename, egt ktorg ta mampu ke beli? kau setakat keluar masuk Padini Levis Roxy and etc je wat pe weyy, bikin malu besar jekk. lagi satu, setakat kasut CROCS pn keco, bley blah la weyy. setakat 100 tu apelah sangat. lagipun bukan gune kekayaan kau. gune duet pakwe kau. bapak segan, na beli crocs pn gune duet pakwe ke weyy? malu la sket doe. bia ktorg ta berduet, tp ktorg ta mengemis kot kat pakwe. hahahaha. malu sebijik da kene. and lagi satu, please lah, if u're not good in english tapaya blagak bley? luna memang tapandai english, tapi luna dengan senang hatinya mengaku, if ade salah silap tolong betullkan, bukan macam kau yang selalu je rase diri kau betul sangat. ko egt ramai ke nak back up kau? tolong la, kawan seciput. da tu BUKAN TRUE FRIENDS plak uh. KESIAN ohh. hahahaha. ktrg bawak bala tentere ktorg yg tasberape nie pn tercirit kau lari. booo. busuk gyle doe. tolong la jangan belagak. tolong lahh malu sket kat budak umur 17 tahun nie weyy. kau da 22 tahun, sedar tak? 22 ohh, da layak mengundi pn. perangai na maen mcm budak sekolah rendah. membuat salah gune kemudahan internet. nak aku laporkan kau? kau da sebarkan fitnah kat kakak aku. dari ape yang aku bace, tu merupakan salah satu jenayah internet. well, jenayah jugak. t aku inform pihak UUM bia kua dlm web dye terang tang tang. malu siodd. hahahaha. kakak! adek da balas dendam, dye tulis pasal kakak kat blog dye kan? so now, dye plak kene. padan! well, thats what adek can help you. bab bab pembalasan laen suda dirancang oleh kami skeluarge. memek dun worry ek. gonna kick her ass. bahahahaha.

Mr. A ; well, mungkin saye harus mengalah kot?

Today notes ; panjang entry luna kali ini. menggunakan bahasa ibunda saya dengan banyaknya. ohh, demi kakak yang tercinte. (:

duncrybabyduncry,

lunasayang.

when there was me and you.

2009-10-23T19:01:00.001+08:00

* kenape dan mengape?

ohh, hello and hye to ppl. today f5's parents went to school and took their child trial result. its not so oke condition. my mouth mcm da kne stapler jek. very the boring kot. pluss takot gyle. i wish my mother will take my result and yes my mum did! no ayah around. hahahah. hooyehh. heee. confession ; i takot gyle ngn my ayah. so, evrytime when i got bad result i always wish that my mum gonna take it. or both because i think at least my mum ade na tenang kan my dad. fe this 4years school-ing at highschool, my dad used to take my result because in past 4 years, my result not this bad kan. xcpt fe lat year je lah. which trully deeply bad. ta tunjuk pn kat ayah. diam diam. tp last nye tasampai hati tipu, then pegi bagitau lah, yes kne mara. but okey lah. tade la tajam sangat sangat ayat dye at that tyme. hee. so tadi my mum cakap cakap ngn Puan Rosnee agak lame, not lyk befo lah. well, ayat biase. "Siti Zulaiha ni cegu, PEMALAS. mse banyak dkt depan tv, bace due tige minit je." kata ibu saya. "makcik amek card astro tu buat beberape hari ini sebelum SPM nie." kate Puan Rosnee kesayangan saye. so now, ibu saya akan mengambil card astro. waaa. pilu gyle, cne sehati berdansa? kau dan aku? hahahaha. nseb bek tv je. if my mum want to cut down this strmyx, broadband. ta hidup saya. naseb baek lah. Alhamdulillah.tp antare ayat yang luna senyum lebar je dengar dari mulut cegu. "Zulaiha ini baek, dlm kelas suke bertanye, mase Fizik lagi lagi. mungkin dye minat kan. rajin sikit Zulaiha, ekot jejak abang kakak." luna tatao but that words buat luna senyum, padahal befo tu, bergenang je airmate sbb kne berdas das dr mak kan. hmm. balek tapaya cakap la, my dad ofcz la mara, but tade la sangat. Alhamdulillah. bersyukur gyle gyle. balek balek buat soalan add math, sebab takot radio mak ngn ayah on. tottt. td tusyen addmath jugak, and now, my head seems lyk STUCK. migraine comin again and again, maybe i dun get enough sleep fe this whole week kot. insomnia come again. hmm.

Mr. A ; i love your eyes. yes i do love your eyes. hmm. td talame pn nampak awak. awak tade la menganggu kehidupan luna because im not obses which cant stop thinking of you. stiil not over the limit lah. i crush biase biase je kat awak.

today notes ; Luna, there is 27days left. please be rajen k. ttbe teringat kat mr. A. hahaha.

evrthngseemstobesofinebtweenus,

lunasayang @ mrs. A

there you are.

2009-10-21T18:24:00.000+08:00

SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM.

im so damn malas now. grrr. today we have gerak gempur Mathematics, which so fucking bored. not too much things happen. so, i be more focus evntho i malas gle. na berangan berangan jek. at least i finished my works oke. hmm.. saye da tak lagi menatap dye. start to be more focus sebab takot dye tawu. hehhh. well, oke lah kan. dye agak memberi kesan yang baek jugak dlm hidup luna. wawawa. now macam na say bye bye to Mr. A and hello hello to SPM. but TANAKKK. tp i start to say that words in my heart dah. bukan foeva kot. just befo SPM nie je. tengok la kontrak sambung tak lagi afte SPM. mcm sambung dan terikat je sampai ble ble. agak nye lah, if i still nt falling in love wif another guy kan. hahaha. tape lah klw suke sorg sorg pn. welk! hahaha. harapan sekarang hanye lah, saye ; Siti Zulaiha Uyub menjadi seorang yang RAJIN di saat saat akhir ini. (':

Mr. A ; awak senyum, gigi full nampak. awak buat bibir angie, comel. luna ta sengaje terikot awak pegi library, betull sumpa tade niat na mengusha. betul betul kebetulan yang ta disengajekan. and luna tengok je awak. awak pegang buku pukul grill library sebab tutup then awak gelak. kelakar lah. hahaha. :D

gyle pemuja rahsia plus saiko aku nieh. =.=

btw, nisha mail lagu nieh. dye gelak terbahak bahak dengar lagu nieh. luna pelik sebab lagu nieh ta klaka pn. rupenye dye terkenang luna gyle kt Mr. A. kelaka sangat ke luna minat Mr. A tu? lagu nieh agak jiwang lah, but fe me ohhkey lah. try dga dan paham. betull ek lagu nieh macam luna ngn Mr. A?

Pemuja Dari Jauh by Ruffedge

Senyumanmu jelinganmu membuai khayalan
Kau dan aku hidup di kayangan

Sejak kita bersua
Dapat kurasa sesuatu istimewa
Tapi kusedar
Siapalah aku
Si pemuja dari jauh

Meskipun berdekatan
Dunia kita berasingan
Sejengkal bagaikan sebatu
Siapalah aku
Si pemuja dari jauh

Senyumanmu jelinganmu membuai khayalan
(Membuai khayalan)
Kau dan aku hidup di kayangan

Kuingin mendekati dengan lebih dekat lagi
Tapi tak mungkin oh tak mungkin

Siapalah aku
Si pemuja dari jauh

Today Notes ; ohh, banyak yang harus saya pelajari. and library, tolong lah bukak besok, i need that book. Pn. Meriam, please bukak besok ek.

imnotsodesperate,

lunasayang.

Aqeela Batrisya.

2009-10-18T21:25:00.002+08:00

* pandang atas, lihat bulan dan sahabat baek nya bintang.
hati terusik sedikit. tiada sebab dan musabab.

today, last day aqeela is here. so sad kot. pagi pagi mcm suram je. bukan pagi tadi je, since papa dye datang yesterday evening. last night is one of aqeela's most enjoying night kot. her atok and nenek which is my parents took her to ayah's friends. she wearing baju kurung. she so xcted, lari sne sini na tunjuk her baju kurung. mulut dye ta benti benti membebel which no one ever understand. then ble balek non-stop na cte wat happen there but no one cud understand kan, tp terpakse la dengar. well, budak budak. layan je lah. hee, today dye merengek rengek je. paham kot dye da na blek? keep on nanges ade je takene. hmm. now, shes not here anymore till December maybe. waahh, lame nye. acc luna tade la sayang gle gle kt budak budak. but almost a month Aqeela here wif me. balek balek skola je i've to take her pegi bawah jalan jalan, tengok pissh (fish) , tengok oo-ok (ayam). whole evening dye na ngan luna jek. berkepit je. mane na pegi mesti ekot. well, mawu tak luna sayang dye gyle? kne tido kan dye. and pena once kan, mse na tido kan dye, dye keep on play ba-chak but im fucking damn tired. malas layan. dye try na men ba-chak, tp luna ttdo mse dye belum tdo pn lagi. dye try kejutkan luna mama dye cakap. tp luna tido mati, lastnye dye tdo sendiri. mse tu, sumpa rse bersalah ble dengar. then ble dye bangun je. i took her pegi bawah men men. fe the whole evening. even luna penat gyle haritu. hmm, aqeela dpt blaja new things and words kat sini. dye da pandai meratib. did u know what is meratib? alaa. mcm nanyi nanyi na tidur kan budak? lullaby? mcm tu la. klaka sangat. tengok buai terus meratib ekot nenek dye. befo nie she doesnt now how to say nenek and atok, skrg da pandai. pandai sangat kot. panggil atok ngan nenek ade la sepuluh kali sejam. na lancarkan kot. heee. dye ske men ngek ngek bong. tatao ek? prmainan klasik kot. well, she enjoy it wif her atok. atok men hide and seek lah. macam macam. penat kot na layan dye. macam macam la dye pandai. smue sayang dye sebab dye banyak sangat mulut. antare pkataan yang dye slu je sebut..

bujek - pusat
babak - panas
batbat- ubat
acil - aqil ( her lil brother)
acik -nasi
tutu- susu
titak - cicak
oo-ok - ayam
pissh - fish

now tengok je pintu tengah, hati sedey je. mase dye ade, we used to keep on kunci bukak kunci bukak, avoid her frm playing at tangge, now, my mum open the pintu seluas luas nya. tengok rase na nanges je. mcm da terbiase na tutup, tp na avoid spe plak en. my phone pn ta menjadi rebutan luna ngan dye lagi. tengok syiling, nmpak cicak. tade da orang jerit titak titak. hmm.. sunyi gyle rumah nieh. waa. na nanges.

Aqeela Batrisya, i gonna miss you so much. Muhammad Aqil too. ta lupe gak, fe yang kat Sabah, Ezzatul Aisya, Muhammad Nazhif Syahmi, Hasya Humaira, Muhammad Naim Zuhair. gonna miss you all lahh..

Mr. A ; Lame ek ta nampak awak. Tape, sabar tu separuh dari iman.

Today notes ; Aqeela jadi dak bek ek dok ngan mama ngan papa ngn adek acil. hati kate nak, tapi otak kate tanak dan tak bley.

aqeela'sfacesevrywhere,
lunasayang.

lirikan matamu.

2009-10-15T20:27:00.004+08:00

* i cant stop myself from looking at you.
dunno why. cant find the answer.

hee. i felt lyk i wanna eat all the books. especially BIOLOGY. i dunno why i cant get it. its NOT and NEVER be easy kot. wat am i gonna write on the day. seems lyk they in then out just lyk that. GODD. i hate when i get into this. i want to have a very brilliant brain now. sedey kan jadi orang yg not so pandai nieh. hee. nseb la i start to be rajen again but fe chemistry and physic je lahh. and add math. btw guys, i dapat number 6 again kot. but maybe akan ditukar kot. its not okey. sbb i dapat 4a jekk. but mse mid year tu i dpt 1a jek so agak dapat peningkatan lah. hee. kre okayy lah. jab jab jab, td i made a surprise fe qeela even not so menjadi and and and memalukan luna and fara too. but bia lah, everything fe qeela kan. and tadi de seminar physics, sesuatu menganggu namun thanks fe gangu-ing me, sbb i jd more cncentrate, tade na toleh kiri lg. (:

mr A ; awak gosok mate, gosok hidung and menguap. then senyum swet. did u know yg i pandang awak td spnjg chemist kot? befo we start our physics, luna nanyi, then awak pandang, agak nye awak dengar tak? mesti tak. jao gle kot. tp seriously, lagu yang luna nanyi tadi luna memang tujukan fe awak. tapaya tawu la lagu pe. tawu tawu je awak. awak, awak da tawu kan pasal itu kertas? i jadi malu kt awak. ntah, sorry fe all the stupid things that i've done. and td mse u amek wuduk the way u amek pn nmpk comel. ikhlas in wateva u do. awak, keep on smiling yeh sbb kdg kdg ur smile help me get out frm my problemos. and sorry again if awak rase luna nie pelik and saiko. dun worry, i wont be lyk that. (:

today notes ; i penat. kaki cramp and its hurt so much. i laugh aloud ble i egt tym awak lari td. comel. (:

itsnoteasyfeme,
lunasayang.

Cant Turn Back.

2009-10-14T18:12:00.004+08:00

* officially off-ing my ms and fb.

hye hello hey evryone. ms and fb, bye bye. just update blog je kot. and ofcz bukan pasal Mr. A je. eventhough i felt lyk i wanna talk about him evryday, evrysec in my life. *merepek. okay. hmm, wat else i cnt wrte here? dun have an idea. my lyf is not so okeyh now, but its always be to me nice. i want to watch PAPADOM. but dun have temann. ;/

today notes : i need money to get that book. i love that look so muchh. :(

icanttellyouthetruth,
lunasayang.

will you?

2009-10-13T18:14:00.004+08:00

Seek and you will find.

i do hope yang u neva find me. i dun need it now, what i need now is.. i dunno. nothingg kott. if you know on the last day of SPM pn bagus tp if u tatao langsung pn tape lah kot.. haihh. now im scare if you know me, if you know, then i cant look at you anymore. im just ordinary FAT girl who crush on you. not because you're so handsome, but because of ur attitude. i lyk you 99.8% because of ur attitude not because of ur face. because fe me, 1 guy which not so handsome will be handsome when they have a tiptop attitude. seriously, but tu kat my eyes la. u are very pendiam, pemalu and kemas. but i guess u're not sum1 lyk that when you ta berhadapan dgn org tu means mcm dlm phone or onlne lah kot kan. tatao la, tapena berpeluang na kenal u pn. hmm, lg pe? 0.01% is because ur sweet smile yang i want to see every morning. wlw pe pn jadi. u akan senyum sket to smue orang. the way u smile. soooo.. aww. (: hahaha. bongok.0.01% lagi because of ur eyes, idk why i love to see it. not so bulat, not so sepet. just nice. o.o hehehe.

im so not gatal keyh. sket jek. well, normal la minat orang.
tp tade la too obsess ohh. but org ckp hampirr. hahhaha. :P

btw, i off my ms till my SPM kot. mybe will be dlete it kot. hmm, dunno yet.

today notes ; everyday Mr. A je kan? well, crush la katekan. blink blink.

whenilookintoureyes,
lunasayang.

cupidlove.

2009-10-10T09:31:00.005+08:00

Keputusan Percubaan SPM 2009.
Nama : Siti Zulaiha Uyub
Kelas : 5 Aman

Bahasa Melayu : 71
Bahasa Inggeris : 62
Mathematics: 88
Sejarah : 80
Agama Islam : 83
Biology : 41
Physics : 60
Chemistry : 61
Additional Mathematics : 67
English fe Science and Technology : 68

3A1, 1A2, 2B3, 3B4, 1E8.

i try my best to achieve my goal and i've missed Sime Darby scholarship.
because i dun think im qualified to fill the borang pn.
AT LEAST 8As in trial. see wat i get. half of it.
now, keep on praying to get other scholarship after SPM.
Insya-Allah kan. last hope is JPA after SPM.
8As paling kurang. heee.

today notes ; Mr A lagi. winky winky. Mrs A. :P

wifthelotofsmile,
lunasayang. @ Mrs A.
:D

Mr. A?

2009-10-09T16:23:00.003+08:00

You really know you love someone when all you want is
for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it.

wtf?! Mr. A da tawu evrything? takan la evrything kan? hmm, i wish he nt know orang tu ialah luna. dun want it. lg pn takan la dye tawu, bek dye teke org laen yg lbey hot. now, na usha pn susa cz seems lyk de yg perhati plak. hisyh. maaa. tamao la. i want to see his smile evryday and if i can see his smile every minute in my lyf i'll be so happy and bersyukur gyle. waaa. but i know it is possible. takan mungkin la kan. and now kat skola pn dye ta pandang. lg la kat lua. luna luna luna. kau betul betul kan gyle kat dye. hmm. ye keh? nta la. i ta pena harap yang dye akan suke luna or wat la kan. pe yg luna nak? i want to be his friend even fe 1 day only. hmm. mcm ta mungkin jek i know. spe la i kan? hahaha. on the last day of SPM kan. 9 dec 2009 i'll upload his picture. (:

today notes ; Mr. A, i wish u dun hve any clue. You don't know what you mean to me, you don't have a clue, you can't tell by looking at me what I feel for you.

i love the way you smile,
lunasayang

Just So You Know.

2009-10-03T09:56:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away.

ohhkey, im so obsess to him now, i know a lot of things about him. i love to see every single thing he do. everything he do, will makes me smile and smile fe the whole day. its so enjoy when u love someone who does'nt know about it at all. waa. pemuja rahsia. bcause when u tried to usha him, if he doest'nt know then he nt gonna perasan la. so lg senang na usha. hahahaha. si mr. A, adalah orang yang saya tengah obses. mr. A, i never talk to him, opps. once la, but just a few words. and its the first or last time kot. i tawu sape i, so i never brani na wat first move. lgpn im not so terbuka about it. hahhaa. if today is my last day la kan. antara bende yang i want to do so much is, propose him. hahahha. bangang bin bongek. kne reject pn tape, bcause at least i hve the keberanian to say it to him even it is too late at that time. i like the way mr. A is. mr. A kindda alim but okey, he is quite and he have the sweetest smile. thats why i lyk him. winky winky. (:

Mr. A, luna suke kauu!
hahahaha.

today notes ; Trial suck and hujung minggu yang menyesakkan dada.

mr. A will you be my boyfie,
lunasayang bangang.
:D

hoooyehh.

2009-09-27T07:10:00.011+08:00

* phone, tolong la berkelakuan baek ley? fe 6 months nie je.
hold on la dlu na saket pn. :(

250909.
sorry guys lambat. im too busy layan orang kat umah. btw, on last Friday, i went to Mia's house dekat jek ngn uma i. i went to her house fe makes some kehancuran at her house wif Intan. i neva meet intan fe a very long ages. betoll ke ayat aku? hee. quite best. bukan quite la. supa dupa xtremely best. we makes agar agar, and acc mne la ktorg tawu how to make it. na wat agar agar laici plak tu. bukan na agar agar sirap yang senang tu. so, i called Afitah and ask the rcpe frm her. fyi, Afitah memang terer kot masak memasak nieh. credit to her la fe helping us that day. then, all the bahan bahan keluar. the best part. non of us tawu mcm mne na gune pembuka tin tu. afte a while, kami suda tidak sabar lalu membuka tin laici itu dengan penuh gaye. hahahah. i love u guys. thanks to intan fe blnje-ing me kat kedai Apek. enjoyy la. bcz da lme i not lepak-ing wif them kan. so i enjoy every second wif them. (:

some picture of mine ;

today notes ; i wanna be wif you. can i? math comin' and im not so ready yet. :(

ohhbeliauu,
lunasayang.

im so sorry. :(

2009-09-22T20:49:00.008+08:00

Mamat - sorry sangat sangat keyh.

waaa. im trully deeply sorry ek mamat. luna rasa sangat bersalah. :-/
luna ske la nyusah nyusah kan mamat, mcm yang haritu, mamat punye la baek,
luna tade kawan kt skola mse kemas kelas mamat datang naek moto dr reko na jmpe.
tp luna tengok je. luna ta fikir pn minyak mamat, kecewa mamat, penat mamat kan?
luna nie selfish kan? hmm. mse mamat datang amek hadiah pn, luna pass kt feisal.
bukan luna yang datang kt mamat then bagi hadiah tu. luna memang na bg sendiri,
hand by hand, tp luna takot, ye la frst tyme jmpe kan. takott. tp.. luna kejam kan? ;(
ble ckp na jmpe, mesti mamat yang akan penat, bukan luna. luna na yang senang je.
luna na dok uma, mamat dtg jmpe, slu mcm tu, kadang kadang mamat sanggup jek ckp okai.
jahat kan luna nieh. acc mse mamat rply yang satu tu kan td. luna rse mcm. humm?
mse saat tu la betoll2 luna rse brsalah. bkn tapena rse tp that one yang wat luna betoll2 terkedu,
betoll gak ckp mamat. kawan je. tapaya na korban lbey lbey kan. sian mamat.
luna sangat jaat. tp mamat baek. satu msg je mcm mara,then mamat cbe natural kan balek.
tu la luna sayang kawan luna yang sorang nie kan. okai mamat, sorry fe evrything oke.
luna try na jmpe mamat one day key. mybe 12dec if tade pape aral kan. (:

maybe luna selalu sangat hurts others kan. sorry kawan, kadang kadang luna taseda dan lupe korang. hmm. sorry again yeh?

ohh yeh, luna tatao la if mamat datang tu sesaje je kan.
tade niat pn na jmpe, tp luna tetap rse guilty.

sorrykawan,
lunasayang.

Eid

2009-09-22T20:35:00.003+08:00

my first day of raya ;
mak ngah's, mak lang's, mak cik's, mak itam's and alamanda.

my second day of raya ;
my second sis's mother in law - Rengit and my sis's house - Batu Pahat.

my third day of raya ;
mak lang ayah - Labu and home sweet home.

kutipan hari raya setakat 3rd day of raya ; Rm240.00.

picture will be uploaded soon when i hve a mud. (:

withlove,
muahmuah.

ohh rendang.

2009-09-18T21:42:00.003+08:00

wahhh, raya is coming! yep yep yep. i love raye. hahaha. im so tired today, pagi pagi kemas satu rumah, eyh tak kot. bukan satu umah a few part of my house belum dikemaskan lagi. seperti di anjung rumah. ta sngke i used that words. hahaha. afte solat jumaat, my lovely bro and sis went to shopping. not so shopping bcause i dun really get my stuff, but but but, i've no regret lah. pape pn it just very best lah. i enjoyy myself wif them moreeee than wif my bestf, so thats why in not so intrsted to hang-ing out wif u guys. :)

wahh, im so xcted fe tomorrow. great day fe our family. wahhh xcted gyle. start wat rendang ayam ngn daging, rebus ketupat, masak kuah kacang, masak lontong, buat ketupat palas, buat nasik tomato kot? btw td luna berjaye dengan jaye nye mengayam ketupat pasar! hahaha. selame nie asyik asyik sate, pas buat kne makan. mak kate bru cepat pandai. betolla mak. adek da pandai! hahaha. best best best. the best part kne tunggu ketupat tu lah. kadang kadang masak gune dapur kayu tawu. haa. kampung tak saye? memang saye orang kampung pn. kampung bahagia bangi. (:

ta blek kampung? takk. saya almost pure bangi. my mother frm kelantan. but tapena raye kelantan bcause there is no one there. relative je lah, so pegi ble de free. so luna memang la pure bangi. sbb my ayah pure bangi. best raye kt uma sendiri. adek beradek ayah pn duduk area sni jek, so tade la pegi jauhh sangat, paling jauh pn, kl. hahaha. adek beradek luna pn da cukup ramai na gamatkan umah luna tu. dengan anak anak buah lagi, bley gle raye kami. :D

today notes ; Happy Hari Raya, people! i'll update my blog soon, mybe on the first day of raya? (:

iloveRayasomuch!
lunasayang.

luna and kawan. (:

2009-09-16T07:38:00.006+08:00

selamat ulang tahun perkawanan luna and mamat. (:

today genap la setaun i know him. agak best lah, although dye sangat kejam je dulu. but now tak lagi, da jd quite good and sweet friend. i love u la kawan. thanks a lott fe evrythng, mamat byk sabar ngn luna yang ngengade nie. thank you so much. you re my very good fren. hope kte last long la ek. (:

okai, da lme ta updte blog? updte, just nt publsh je. why? malas nak saketkan hati orang. hmm, wat happen ek ltely nieh? nothing. trial week, damn busy and tired. im nt so cnfdent. heeee. mak, ayah, if i dun get lyk want kan, sorry. i try nt to get low than my midyear result and we will see the result la ek. i do hope i get much better than my midyear result but.. im not so cnfdent. hmm.

hmm. na ckp pe lg ek. i dun hve anythng to say. when i read my friends blog, a lot of them post about someone that thay miss so much. mcm penyaket plak bejangkit jangkit. and now, kne kat luna. i trully deeply miss her. hee. btw, luna tapaham la orang yg suke mara mara or nanges nanges kt skola tetibe. pelik tawu? ttbe datang na wat muke masam, ewww, tolong lah. semua orang de problem, tp tade pn obvious gle. tanak pn tunjukkan sbnrnye. jan la wat orang laen jadi mangse tapasal pasal.

ngeh, hello i sendiri pn have a lotttsa problem, but do i show it at school. if u know wat actually happen in my lyf la kan, menanges kot. i datang sengih sengih mencarut sane sni gelak ketawa kuat kuat buat muke comel then balek. kalau pn aritu luna taley pendam, luna tade mkne nye na nges kt skola. bukan la nak cakap luna tapena nanges kat skola. pena tu pena. tu pn fe wat happen at school. bukan yang bawak dari rumah. luna tapaham lah. kadang kadang hidup nie kan da memang penuh ngan masalah tapi kalau kite jadikan nya beban, dia akan jadi beban yag sangat berat lah. if kte jadikan dye ringan, dye akan jadi ringan lah. percaye lah.

ohhh key. and now, i na cakap pasal kawan lame lupe kawan lame bile jumpe kawan baru. i admit yang sumtyme i do this to my old friend. fe example, sakinah. i bukan lupe kan dye okai. its nt lyk wat u think. i lover her. but sumtyme, i dun have words to say. mcm diam je. but tu tak bermakne luna lupa kat dye. if i hve 1 day wif her. luna na ckp a lottt of things. hehhh. nie tak macam kawan nieh. dlu luna quite baek lah ngn dye. and now, kadang kadang macam tapena kenal, and and now i da malas na layan dye or even say hye. mcm its over. im nt fit into her lagi. mybe dr dlu kot. haihhh. people change kan. same goes to me. luna pn da berubah. and i hope luna banyak bruba jd better person lah kan? (:

hey hey hey, i just get my new nephew yesterday.
my 2nd sis's baby. (:
Muhammad Aqil bin Azhar.
i'll upload this baby picture soon.

today notes ; genap setaun. Eid is coming! rendang ketupat lemang. nxt i'll post about my crushh. :D

lovelikethis,
lunasayang.

ohh-keyy FINE.

2009-08-26T14:18:00.002+08:00

ohh, saket nye hati. saye saket hati. hati saye saket. saket sangat. FINE. tanak kawan lagi. piggy da ngn smue all the janji2 manis. u egt i spe? Hello, gahhh. i just want to say i hate you so much as much as dlu. FULLSTOP!

Catch Me. (:

2009-08-21T14:09:00.003+08:00

Catch me - Demi Lovato.

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick
But make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say good bye

Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
And don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon
under this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me

See this heart
Won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
My stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
Cause every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me

So now you see
Why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go
It's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's real

But you're so hypnotising
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me

If this is love, please don't break with me
I'm giving up, so just catch me.

this song dedicated to someone,
if the only if you know you're this someone. (;
syok sendiri kot? :D

today notes ; Nur Sakinah, i trully deeply miss you.

ihopeureadthis,
lunasayang.

brand new.

2009-08-18T17:59:00.005+08:00

"These Words"

These words are my own

Threw some chords together
The combination D-E-F
It's who I am, it's what I do
And I was gonna lay it down for you
Try to focus my attention
But I feel so A-D-D
I need some help, some inspiration
(But it's not coming easily)
Whoah oh!

Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Don't you know, don't you know, don't you know?
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later

These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...

Read some Byron, Shelly and Keats
Recited it over a Hip-Hop beat
I'm having trouble saying what I mean
With dead poets and drum machines
I know I had some studio time booked
But I couldn't find a killer hook
Now you've gone & raised the bar right up
Nothing I write is ever good enough

These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you!

I'm getting off my stage
The curtains pull away
No hyperbole to hide behind
My naked soul exposes
Whoah.. oh.. oh.. oh.. Whoah.. oh..

Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later

These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you

That's all I got to say,
Can't think of a better way,
And that's all I've got to say,
I love you, is that okay?

mamat,

i love his new attitude. saya sangat selesa dengan dia yang baru. banyak boley merepek meraban bersama. and and and dia pun sudah layan ayat jejiwang. which is, i like the way dia sekarang compare than before yang sangat lah kasar. (:

mia,

this is my best best girlfriend. i feel great when she can smile now. dear, im sorry if luna not beside you when you really need someone. luna harap i can change to be better friend for you. and you know you can rely on me whenever you want to kan? (:

life,

currently, luna asyik na marah je. i dun know why, but i try to cover it la. trial comin' but im not fully-prepared. half pun tak lagi kot. and im totally happy with my simple life now, without strangers. (:

Today Notes ; i miss Nur Sakinah so much. :(

enjoyeverysecondinlyf,
lunasayang.

welcome Mubarak.

2009-08-17T18:27:00.001+08:00

TRIAL TRIAL TRIAL.

btw,
saya happy dengan dia yang brand new. (:

bye bye July.

2009-07-31T18:15:00.006+08:00

" Mak rasa agaknya beribu juta lagi yang kau tak hafal lagi sejarah tu. Tu baru sejarah, sempat ke lagi ke kau? "

Ayat mudah itu, ayat yang pendek sekali, namun, ayat itu lah kunci runtuhan semangat aku, ayat yang hanya 30 saat itu meluruhkan segala keyakinan usang berusia 17 tahun aku. Aku sama sekali tidak pasti sama ada masih ada kah saki baki keyakinan usang ku itu? atau adakah semua nya sudah hancur dan sukar atau tidak mungkin dapat dibina kembali? aku pun tidak pasti, aku tidak punya jawapan untuk itu. Dinding semangat ku yaang baru aku cuba membuat isian penuh, kering. hmm, aku tidak sangaka bahawa klimaks cerita keyakinan usang ini sudah sampai mengetuk dan memanggil dia pergi.. Keyakinan usang ku berlalu pergi tanpa memberi tahu bila akan pulang. Aku rindu kehidupan lalu aku, kehidupan bersama keyakinan usang dan semangat yang sentiasa turun naik itu, tolong lah kembali. haihh. Aku juga rindukan kehidupan lalu aku yang sudah pastinya tiada harapannya untuk melaluinya lagi.

Dulu,
" Aik, dah balik dah, sekolah macam mane? Result ok?"
lembut sekali ucapan nya.

Kini,
" Tade kelas? Siap2 pastu pergi belajar"
keras tanda sebagai arahan.

Percayalah, aku dah lakukan yang terbaik walaupun belum yang terbaik, aku masih mencuba dan tolonglah beri aku ruang untuk itu, aku tersepit tidak dapat bernafas. Aku faham mereka cuma mahu aku berjaya, tapi kadang kala terlampau menolak aku. Aku tak dapat G and E, jadi aku sangat bersyukur, syukur aku panjatkan, dengan harapan mereka tidak marah, namun? D tidak cukup, aku tahu, tapi aku tak dapat gapai sesuatu dengan mudah, bermua dari bawah.
Aku masih dalam proses percubaan untuk menjadi terbaik. Berilah aku sedikit masa dan ruang untuk aku memperbaiki apa yang aku telah persia siakan dahulu. Aku perlukan semangat untuk bangun, bukan dengan kritikan tidak membina. Aku bukan seperti oarang lain. Aku bukan orang lain. Aku ialah aku. Jadi, usahlah membandingkan orang yang selangit hebat dari aku. Aku tak setanding itu, namun, aku cuba untuk menjadi kebanggaan bukan membuatmu malu.

Aku pernah jatuh teruk sampai parah, saat tu orang terdekat aku pun menjauhkan diri. Mungin untuk mengajar aku, aku tidak pasti namun apa yang pasti sikap mereka sebegitulah yang membuatkan aku belajar untuk bangkit dan mula berperang. Sedikit semangat daripada abangku membuatkan aku kembali kuat. Aku sendiri tidak pasti mengapa aku kembali jatuh, tangan ini mungkin masih belum cekap untuk memegang kejayaan itu lama. Lagipun kita semua tahu yang hidup ini penuh dengan jatuh bangun. Sekali kita jatuh tak bermaksud kita jatuh selama lamanya. Sekali kita diatas, belajar untuk melihat lihat yang dibawah, dan jangan bersikap ego kerna ALLAH maha Kuasa. Tiada istilah putus asa diguna pakai kerna setiap orang pasti mempunyai peluang untuk bangkit, cuma ia terletak pada diri kita sendir sama ada hendak menggunakan nya sebaik nya atau mempersia siakan nya. Renung renungkan lah. Aku pasti satu hati nanti keyakinan usang aku akan kembalipadaku, semangat yang penuh turun naik akan pulang dengan jiwa yang baru, cuma aku tidak pasti masanya. Walau lama mana pun, aku akan tunggu keyakinan usangku pulang. Waima pada saat itu, aku mungkin sudah punya keyakinan baru, akan ku gunakan jua keyakinan usang ku itu kerana itulah keyakinan sebenarku. (:

Aku pasti bangkit, cuma aku tidak pasti bila.

Today notes ; Hidup takan pernah lepas dari masalah, begantung pada diri kita untuk mengatasi nya dengan baik.

i'llbesofinesoon, dontworry,
lunasayang.

Take Me Away.

2009-07-19T18:29:00.003+08:00

Luluh - Samsons.

Saat terindah saat bersamamu
Begitu lelapnya aku pun terbuai
Sebenarnya aku t'lah berharap
Ku kan memiliki dirimu selamanya

Segenap hatiku luluh lantak
Mengiringi dukaku yang kehilangan dirimu
Sungguh 'ku tak mampu 'tuk meredah kepedihan hatiku
Untuk merelakan kepergianmu

Ingin 'ku yakini cinta 'ta kan berakhir
Namun takdir menuliskan kita harus berakhir

Segenap hatiku luluh lantak
Mengiringi dukaku yang kehilangan dirimu
Sungguh 'ku tak mampu 'tuk meredah kepedihan hatiku
Untuk merelakan kepergianmu

Ohhh.. Ohhh..
Ku tak sanggup merelakanmu..
Ohhh.. Ohhh... Ohhh.
Segenap hatiku luluh lantak
Mengiringi dukaku yang kehilangan dirimu
Sungguh 'ku tak mampu ;tuk meredah kepedihan hatiku.

when im in this situation, i hope there will be sumone who can stay beside me. and i've it. just. ntah.

today notes ; be happy luna. i can be strong. i can be the best. (:

withathousandoffaces,
lunasayang.

the bad part of my life.

2009-06-27T14:30:00.003+08:00

Keputusan Peperiksaan Pertengahan Tahun 2009

Siti Zulaiha Uyub
5 Aman
2009

Bahasa Melayu : 67
Bahasa Inggeris : 68
Mathematics : 68
Sejarah : 63
Agama Islam : 81
Biology : 56
Physics : 48
Chemistry : 45
English for Science and Technology : 58

Overall results ; 1A, 5B, 2C, 2D.

okai, this is my mid term result. terok kan? adoyyy. how can i improve? grrr. my parents start to bubling evryday, evry sec. hmm. now smue taley, i cant do this i cant do that, i cant go there and i cant go here. but i know, this is bcz they wanna see me at the university, get the scholarship. i'll get it lah ayah, mak. insya-Allah.

today notes ; i wanna be dentist, and i want to get scholarship from MARA, JPA or Sime Darby.

blinkblinkeyes,
lunasayang.

childhood. (:

2009-06-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

There is a garden in every childhood, an
enchanted place where colors are brighter, the air softer,
and the morning more fragrant than ever again.
~Elizabeth Lawrence

ohh, all the memories, i miss you. ahaha. i dun want to remember my childhood memories actually. because, i've a very stupid and silly memories. and i really hate it. but sumtyme i felt lyk, ohh. i want my childhood tyme again. and i had a chance to change it to be better. alagkah bagus nye if, there was a day i mean not a day, a year lyk seratus harijadi. i've plenty of time to make my childhood tyme is the best memories ever. hahaha.
my bestf when i was 7 is, the whole class kot. yela, dlu there is no gap kan. boys or gurls smue kawan. but i close wif ariff, akmal, syafiqah ( we're fren till now), syaza, atiqah, maznur, and spe ntah. but i do miss them now. i dnt hve their cntct. hmm, when i was 8 and 9, syaza, asyraff and akmal (z) is my bestf. mcm best, syaza and i love to berangan to be pembaca berite. mcm tutt. hahaha. and and akmal and asyraff more love to be astronomy and whatsoever lah. more towards the science.
when im 10, i still in the same class, amanah and at that tyme syaza move to the mulia. asyraff and akmal move to another school. putus takat tu je. hmm. then, kawan ngn zulaikha, syazwan, azmi, ehh. ntah spe2 lah lg, but byk. ahaha. when i was 11 and 12, i in mulia. and my bestf at that tyme iman aisyah, and anis syafiqah, + syafiqah and azmi. agak best but ntah lah, i hate to egt all the memories sebab there is a lot of silly things, hahaha.

to iman aisyah ahmad nasaruddin,
how can i delete u from my life. i cant dear. i love to be your fren.
and now, idk lah kan. and if i still have choice, i'll choose u to be
my forever fren eventough we're not lyk befo. goodluck there! (;

to anis syafiqah,
i will remember u forever. i love u too eventough
now, mcm tabape kenal lahh. btw, goodluck too. (:

to syafiqah,
weh, make sure ta lost contact okeh. i love
to be ur fren lah buddy! be a gud girl and i noe,
u'll get someone who r much better than him. (:

today notes ; omg, i miss them so much. waaa. phone, can u please.. hmm.

seratusharijadi,
lunasayang.

13 Jun 2009.

2009-06-18T18:10:00.003+08:00

* My 3rd sis engagement.

lateposttoobusy,
lunasayang.

121

2009-06-08T08:17:00.005+08:00

"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares."

Henri Nouwen.

when i read this quote, i felt lykk, hmm. i donno who are my friend now, semakin jauh ngan my own bestf. i felt so far from em. i dont want to be lyk that. i love to be wif u. i mean to be ur bff. forever and now, i dunno what happen. seems lyk i haf lost a lot of my friends. did i be so poyo? did i too sensitive? did i say sumthing which is wrong and hurted u? did i be too manje and to childish? ohh GOD. i really donno it. hmm. whenever i cry, i owez hopes that she know that im crying eventhough i not tell anyone. mybe it just a hope kn? sometime cant be lyk that too. but i keep on trying to be more sensitive to ur feelings. i tried. hmm. btw, did u know when i heard "i miss you" by Miley kan. i cant stop thinking of u. hows u there? r u doing fine? and whenever i heard "True Friend" by Miley too, i' ll cry. yes u know that im so cengeng. i cried. hmm. kawan, if there was a gap between us, can we together try to make the gap fading away? hmm. i donno what to say because all of this, im very tired VERY TIRED but i'll never GIVE UP to makes gap between us go.

I'LL NEVER GIVE UP because i want and i WANT our Friendship LAST FORVER.

today notes ; ku ingin terbang jauh. jauh dari segalanya. hilang, hilang semua.

lepaskanlah,
lunasayang.

making me sad.

2009-06-07T18:36:00.005+08:00

*menangis tersedu sedan.

hello, do u ever think i haf heart or not? hello, im GIRL, and fyi, gurls are SENSITIVE. dont u know it? blah gyle. why do u keep on hurt me ha? who r u actlly?friends or my enemy? gahh. i want to be ur friend but u bcme a backstabber. wat DOSE je. hee. penat and very tired okey. hmm. big questions at my stonny head now, why do u keep on hurt me eventhough u know it hurt me so much. kawan, we're done lah kot. after this, i wont find u whenever i haf a problem, bored and watsoever. thanks fe all u gve to me. luna kenang tu sampy bile2, i promised. hmm.

today notes ; luna tetap sayang u, walaw byk u wat luna saket. i hope u brubah cpt2.

please,stophurtme.
lunasayang.

marah dan dimarahi?

2009-06-04T19:36:00.003+08:00

hmm, today my mum and my dad starts to bubling again and again and again wif the same topic. "adek tak study". okeh, now, i've to say, im so sorry mum and dad, idk y i be lyk this. i felt so damn lazy now, damn lazy. hee. Siti Zulaiha bt Uyub, saya benci anda apabila anda sangat malas, i hate myself. grr. i keep on thinking hows my upcoming results and hows my SPM results. to be honest, i dun think i can ahieve more than 6A's. but i must get more than that. at least 9A's. hee. malass. can u go away? i hate it lahh. u keep on coming plak. tasuke tawuuu. luna nieh ske ngadap tv and ignore her study table. tatao keh how hard ayah find money fe me. to pay fe my tusyen and my stuff, luna nieh tawu nak senang jee. balas la sayang kan? dun make them sad. from today, i promised to be GOOD GIRL. insya- Allah. i want to be the best. i want to stop fe watching tv and do alot of revision more. i know its quite hard. but i'll try. i will seldom online. because, takot kne grounded. and and and, pray fe my SPM eyh. doa luna jadi rajen yeh? luna na g further study kt Bandung right? so i have to work hard fe it! u can do it. ahaha. and again, mum and dad, im so sorry if my upcoming results will be so terok. i'll make it better next time. JANJI okeyh. insya-Allah luna tunaikan.

today notes ; ohh, malas anda tersingkir kerana sikap rajen mula sedikit sebanyak timbul.

janjiyehsayang?
lunasayang.

i hate to cry.

2009-05-31T07:23:00.002+08:00

but i do cry. i cried so much today. i cant stop my tears, it keep on running to my face. awak, u know what, sometimes, ur act makes me cry so much. u so baek to me. u do everything that i want. u are all that i want. all. if u know, u're the one yang i found ALMOST PERFECT. but sorry dear. i cant give u the old me. i mean my heart. i cant give it back. hmm. things should not be like this kan? hmm. i cried and cried because when i see u smile, its hurt-ing me. im hurted. aiyoo. hmm.

busybusy dan membusykan.

2009-05-29T20:34:00.005+08:00

ohh okehh. now, i've done my mid term exam badly. dun ask why, because how could i know the answer? haihh. i do hope, i passed evrything. im too tired fe being fail-er lagi. and and i dont want to be at the bottom ag. my friends, i mean some of my friends lah kan, sometimes treat me so stupid. i dunno if i really stupid. but lyk what my abang always says; im good enough. im not so stupid lah kan.

hmm. sometimes i felt lyk i dun fit wif them. they are too "pandai" lah to me. every test or exam kan, they will compare our marks. if i do get the lowest, guess what will i felt at that time? of coz lyk i missing my nose, my eyes and my face kan. malu kott. but fe them that things mcm ohh-keyy je. when i do get the higher than them, t mcm.. hee. i dunno wat to say lahh. they know what exactly they do lah kan. sometimes when they failed or get the lowest among us kan, i just diam, i dun ask fe their marks. because t dorang nanges and i cant mange it lah kan. lg pn, based on their research lah kan, if ppl cry, just leave it. LEAVE it? goshh. hahaha.

then now, im learning to be more evil lahh. how they treat me, i'll treat them in the same way kot. ntah lahh. i dun want to sit and accept all they do to me. i have to be more aggressive. ahaha. luna da selalu menerima without memberi. and its a bad sign fe evry rltionship uhh. hmm. kadang kadang.. ahh. tanak lah ungkit2. im not a kind of person. did i? no im NOT. im in that category. :D hahaha.

hey, u know what, i tapena memaksa or menyuruh dengan cara paksaan to my friends or strangers to read this blog. i mean MY BLOG. hey, tanak bace who care. ta best? did i ask u to read MY BLOG. this is MY BLOG not yours, so shut ur shit mouth lah kan. http://wonderluna.blogspot.com are not invited you to be here. so go away and buhbye. dun read if u hate it. simple isnt? please lahh, dun drop ur smelly melly mouth to talk bad about MY BLOG. fyi, im hate to be so popular, i hate to be known. so dun read lahh. ngekngok.

today notes; berhari sudah phone membisu. kerinduan melanda bakali? hmm.

iloveyoumore,
lunasayang.

shopping mood. (:

2009-05-16T18:38:00.016+08:00

1. New FlipFlop. :D

2. New Watch. (:

3. New Handbag. :S

4. Braces. :B

5. New Cap fe tennis. :D

6. New Racket. Pleasee.

7. New Tennis Sport Shoes. :)

can we be more?
lunasayang.

mama, i love you.

2009-05-10T14:04:00.004+08:00

Lagenda. (':

Sejuta bintang di angkasa
Sinarnya mempesona
Sebutir bintang di taman hati kami
Cahayanya berseri

Biar bertahun masa beredar
Satu wajah satu nama takkan pudar
Tetap jelas di ruang mata
Setiap gerak gaya

Bergetaran peluk mesramu
Di persada hidup kami
Selama-lamanya menjadi sebutan.
Tetap terpahat namamu di ingatan dan hati ku.

Kaulah satu satunya
Di antara berjuta
Insan teristimewa
Patah tak tumbuh lagi
Hilang TAK AKAN berganti
Kerana kau tersendiri
Kau kebanggaan kami
Kau SUPERWOMEN kami.
Kau segala-galanya buat kami.

Engkau lagenda ku..

ps; lirik nya telah digubah mengikut kesesuaian.

to the BEST mother, i love you so much.
thanks fe evrthing u gve to me. u're the BEST forever.
thanks fe always be my SuperWomen.
Happy Mother's Day!

ma, ilyfdm.
lunasayang.